Stoic Maxims - Day List

Below is a maxim for each day of the year. As recommended by the Stoics training requires daily practice.

JANUARY 1

N the morning as soon as thou art awaked, when thy judgment, before either thy affec- tions, or external objects have wrought upon it, is yet most free and impartial : put this question to thyself, whether if that which is right and just be done, the doing of it by thyself, or by others when thou art not able thyself, be a thing material or no. For sure it is not. And as for these that keep such a life, and stand so much upon the praises, or dispraises of other men, hast thou forgotten what manner of men they be : that such and such upon their beds, and such at their board : what their ordinary actions are : what they pursue after, and what they fly from : what thefts and rapines they com- mit, if not with their hands and feet, yet with that more precious part of theirs, their minds : which (would it but admit of them) might enjoy faith, modesty, truth, justice, a good spirit. M. A. X. 15. 177090

JANUARY 2

IN the morning when thou findest thyself un- wiUing to rise, consider with thyself presently, it is to go about a man's work that I am stirred up. Am I then yet unwilling to go about that, for which I myself was born and brought forth into this world ? Or was I made for this, to lay me down, and make much of myself in a warm bed? M. A. V. I. WHEN thou art hard to be stirred up andawaked out of thy sleep, admonish thyself and call to mind, that to perform actions tending to the common good is that which thine own proper constitution, and that which the nature of man doth require. But to sleep, is common to unreasonable creatures also. M. A. viii. II. NOT to be slack and negligent ; or loose, andwanton in thy actions, nor contentious, and troublesome in thy conversation, nor to rove and wander in thy fancies and imaginations. Not basely to contract thy soul ; nor boisterously to sally out with it, or, furiously to launch out as it were, nor ever to want employment. M. A. viii. 19.

JANUARY 3

BETIMES in the morning say to thyself: This day I shall have to do with an idle curious man, with an unthankful man, a railer, a crafty, false, or an envious man ; an unsociable uncharit- able man. All these ill qualities have happened unto them, through ignorance of that which is truly good and truly bad. But I that understand the nature of that which is good, that it only is to be desired, and of that which is bad, that it only is truly odious and shameful : who know moreover, that this transgressor, whosoever he be, is my kinsman, not by the same blood and seed, but by participation of the same reason, and of the same divine particle ; How can I either be hurt by any of those, since it is not in their power to make me incur anything that is truly reproach- ful? or angry, and ill affected towards him, who by nature is so near unto me? for we are all born to be fellow-workers, as the feet, the hands, and the eye-lids ; as the rows of the upper and under teeth : for such therefore to be in opposi- tion, is against nature ; and what is it to chafe at, and to be averse from, but to be in opposition ? M. A. i. 15.

JANUARY 4

T^HIS is the nature of our proceedings. As in ^ a crowded fair the horses and cattle are brought to be sold, and the greatest part of men come either to buy or sell ; but there are a few who come only to look at the fair, and inquire how it is carried on ; and why in that manner ; and who appointed it ; and for what purpose : thus, in the fair of the world, some, like cattle, trouble themselves about nothing but fodder. For as to all you who busy yourselves about pos- sessions and farms and domestics and public posts, these things are nothing else but mere fodder. But there are some few men among the crowd who are fond of looking on and considering, " What then, after all, is the world? Who governs it? Hath it no governor? How is it possible, when neither a city nor a house can remain ever so short a time without someone to govern and take care of it, that this vast and beautiful system should be administered in a fortuitous and dis- orderly manner ? Is there then a governor ? What sort of one is he ? And how doth he govern ; and what are we who are under him ; And for what designed ? Have we some connection and relation to him ; or none ? " In this manner are the few affected ; and apply themselves only to view the fair and then depart. E. D. ii. 14, 4.

JANUARY 5

IN every affair consider what precedes and follows, and then undertake it. Otherwise you will begin with spirit ; but not having thought of the consequences, when some of them appear you will shamefully desist. " I would conquer at the Olympic games." But consider what precedes and follows, and then, if it be for your advantage, engage in the affair. You must conform to rules, submit to a diet, refrain from dainties ; exercise your body, whether you choose it or not, at a stated hour, in heat and cold ; you must drink no cold water, nor sometimes even wine. In a word, you must give yourself up to your master, as to a physician. Then, in the combat, you may be thrown into a ditch, dislocate your arm, turn your ankle, swallow abundance of dust, be whipped, and, after all, lose the victory. When you have reckoned up all this, if your inclination still holds, set about the combat. Otherwise, take notice, you will behave like children, who sometimes play wrestlers, sometimes gladiators, sometimes blow a trumpet, and sometimes act a tragedy, when they happen to have seen and admired these shows. Thus you too will be at one time a wrestler, at another a gladiator, now a philosopher, then an orator ; but with your whole soul, nothing at all. Like an ape, you mimic all you see, and one thing after another is sure to please you, but is out of favour as soon as it becomes familiar. For you have never entered upon anything con- siderately, nor after having viewed the whole matter on all sides, or made any scrutiny into it, but rashly, and with a cold inclination. E. D. iii. 15, I.

JANUARY 6

nPHE natural properties, and privileges of a J- reasonable soul are; That she seeth her- self; that she can order, and compose herself: that she makes herself as she will herself: that she reaps her own fruits whatsoever, whereas plants, trees, unreasonable creatures, what fruit soever (be it either fruit properly, or analogically only) they bear, they bear them unto others, and not to themselves. Again ; \\^hensoever, and wheresoever, sooner or later, her life doth end, she hath her own end nevertheless. For it is not with her, as with dancers, and players, who if they be interrupted in any part of their action, the whole action must needs be imperfect : but she in what part of time or action soever she be surprised, can make that which she hath in her hand whatsoever it be, complete and full, so that she may depart with that comfort, " I have lived ; neither want I anything of that which properly did belong unto me." M. A. xi. I.

JANUARY 7

YOU say theorems are useless. To whom ?To such as apply them ill. For medicines for the eyes are not useless to those who apply them when and as they ought. Fomentations are not useless ; poisers are not useless ; but they are useless to some, and, on the contrary, useful to others. If you should ask me now, Are syllogisms useful ? I answer, that they are useful ; and, if you please, I will show you how. "Will they be of service to me, then ? " ?Why, did you ask, man, whether they would be useful to you, or in general ? If anyone in a dysentery should ask me whether acids be useful, I answer. They are. "Are they useful for me, then?"? I say. No. First try to get the flux stopped, and the exulcera- tion healed. Do you, too, first get your ulcers healed ; your fluxes stopped. Quiet your mind, and bring it free from distraction to the school, and then you will know what is the force of reasonmg. E. D. ii. 21, 3.

JANUARY 8

WHY should I grieve myself; who never did willingly grieve any other ! One thing re- joiceth one, and another thing another. As for me, this is my joy ; if my understanding be right and sound, as neither averse from any man, nor refusing any of those things, which as a man I am subject unto ; if I can look upon all things in the world meekly and kindly ; accept all things, and carry myself towards everything according to the true worth of the thing itself. M. A. viii. 41. WHEN one consulted him, how he mightpersuade his brother to forbear treating him ill : Philosophy, answered Epictetus, doth not promise to procure anything external to man, otherwise it would admit something beyond its proper subject-matter. For the subject-matter of a carpenter is wood ; of a statuary, brass : and so of the art of living, the subject-matter is each per- son's own life. E. D. i. 15, I.

JANUARY 9

WELL then : each of the animals is constitutedeither for food, or husbandry, or to produce milk, and the rest of them for some other like use ; and for these purposes what need is there of understanding the appearances of things, and being able to make distinctions concerning them? But God hath introduced man as a spectator of Him- self and His works ; and not only as a spectator, but an interpreter of them. It is therefore shame- ful that man should begin and end where irrational creatures do. He is indeed rather to begin there, but to end where nature itself hath fixed our end ; and that is in contemplation and understanding, and in a scheme of life comformable to nature. E. D. i. 6, 4.

JANUARY 10

NO object can of itself beget any opinion in us, neither can come to us, but stands with- out still and quiet ; but we ourselves beget, and as it were print in ourselves opinions concerning them. Now it is in our power, not to print them ; and if they creep in and lurk in some corner, it is in our power to wipe them off. Remember moreover, that this care and circumspection of thine, is to continue but for a while, and then thy life will be at an end. And what should hinder, but that thou mayst do well with all these things? For if they be according to nature, re- joice in them, and let them be pleasing and acceptable unto thee. But if they be against Nature, seek thou that which is according to thine own Nature, and whether it be for thy credit or no, use all possible speed for the attainment of it : for no man ought to be blamed, for seeking his own good and happiness. M. A. xi. 15. 10

JANUARY 11

\ X /"HAT was it, that waked Epicurus from his * ^ sleep, and compelled him to write what he did? VV^hat else but that which is of all others the most powerful in mankind, nature ; which draws everyone, however unwilling and reluctant, to its own purposes? For since, says she, you think that there is no relation between mankind, write this doctrine, and leave it for the use of others, and break your sleep upon that account ; and, by your own practice, confute your own principles. Do we say that Orestes was roused from sleep by the agitation of the Furies ; and was not Epicurus waked by Furies more cruel and avenging, which would not suffer him to rest, but compelled him to divulge his own evils, as wine and madness do the priests of Cybele? So strong and unconquerable a thing is human nature ! For how can a vine have the properties not of a vine, but of an olive-tree? Or an olive-tree not those of an olive-tree, but of a vine ? It is im- possible. It is inconceivable. Neither, therefore, is it possible for a human creature entirely to lose human affections. But even those who have undergone a mutilation cannot have their inclina- tions also mutilated : and so Epicurus, when he had mutilated all the offices of a man, of a master of a family, of a citizen, and of a friend, did not mutilate the inclinations of humanity. . . . What a misfortune is it when anyone, after having re- ceived from nature standards and rules for the knowledge of truth, doth not strive to add to these, and make up their deficiencies ; but, on the contrary, endeavours to take away and destroy whatever truth may be known even by them. E. D. ii. 20, 3.1 1

JANUARY 12

THAT which is chief in every man's constitu- tion, is, that he intend the common good. The second is, that he yield not to any lusts and motions of the flesh. For it is the part and privi- lege of the reasonable and intellective faculty, that she can so bound herself, as that neither the sensitive, nor the appetitive faculties, may not anywise prevail upon her. For both these are brutish. And therefore over both she challengeth mastery, and cannot anywise endure, if in her right temper, to be subject unto either. M. A. vii. 30. 12

JANUARY 13

I^HEN hath a man attained to the estate of perfection in his life and conversation, when he so spends every day, as if it were his last day. M. A. vii. 40. WHATSOEVER thou dost affect, whatsoever thou dost project, so do, and so project all, as one who, for aught thou knowest, may at this very present depart out of this life. M. A. ii. 8. AS it is impossible to assent to an evident false-hood, or to deny an evident truth, so it is impossible to abstain from an evident good. E. D. iii. 7, I. EVIDENT good at first sight attracts, and evil repels. Nor will the soul any more reject an evident appearance of good than they will Caesar's coin. E. D. iii. 3; 2. 13

JANUARY 14

A ND it is impracticable, as well as tedious, to ^^ undertake the very thing that Jupiter himself could not do : to convince all mankind what things are really good and evil. Is this granted you ? The only thing granted you is to convince yourself, and you have not yet done that ; and do you, notwithstanding, undertake to convince others? Why, who hath lived so long with you as you have with yourself? Who is so likely to have faith in you, in order to be convinced by you, as you in yourself? Who is a better wisher, or a nearer friend to you, than you to yourself? How is it, then, that you have not yet convinced yourself? Should not you now turn these things every way in your thoughts ? What you were studying was this : to learn to be exempt from grief, perturbation, and meanness, and to be free. Have not you heard, then, that the only way that leads to this is to give up what doth not depend on choice : to withdraw from it, and confess that it belongs to others ? What kind of thing, then, is another's opinion about you?? "Independent on choice." Is it nothing, then, to you?? " Nothing." While you are still piqued and dis- turbed about it, then, do you think that you are convinced concerning good and evil ? E. D. iv. 6, I. 14

JANUARY 15

DO but remember the general rules. What ismine? What not mine? What is allotted me? What is the will of God, that I should do now ? What is not His will ? A little while ago it was His will that you should be at leisure, should talk with yourself, write about these things, read, hear, prepare yourself. You have had suffi- cient time for this. At present He says to you, "Come now to the combat. Show us what you have learned, how you have wrestled." How long would you exercise by yourself? It is now the time to show whether you are of the number of those champions who merit victory, or of those who go about the world, conquered in all the games round. Why, then, are you out of humour ? There is no combat without a tumult. There must be many preparatory exercises, many ac- clamations, many masters, many spectators. E. M. iii. 2, 3. 15

JANUARY 16

T N short, then, remember this, that whatever -- external to your own choice you esteem, you destroy that choice. And not only power is external to it, but the being out of power too ; not only business, but leisure too.?"Then, must I live in this tumult now?"?What do you call a tumult??^"A multitude of people."?And where is the hardship ? Suppose it is the Olympic games. Think it a public assembly. There, too, some bawl out one thing, some do another ; some push the rest. The baths are crowded. Yet who of us is not pleased with these assemblies, and doth not grieve to leave them ? Do not be hard to please, and squeamish at what happens. " Vinegar is disagreeable (says one), for it is sour. Honey is disagreeable (says a second), for it disorders my constitution. I do not like veget- ables, says a third. Thus, too (say others), I do not like retirement ; it is a desert : I do not like a crowd ; it is a tumult."?Why, if things are so disposed that you are to live alone, or with few, call this condition a repose, and make use of it as you ought. E. D. iii. 2, -?. i6

JANUARY 17

OF things that are external, happen what willto that which can suffer by external acci- dents. Those things that suffer let them com- plain themselves, if they will ; as for me, as long as I conceive no such thing, as that that which is happened is evil, I have no hurt; and it is in my power not to conceive any such thing. M. A. vii. [I. A ;T ANY things there be, which oftentimes in- -''' J- sensibly trouble and vex thee, as not armed against them with patience, because they go not ordinarily under the name of pains, which indeed are of the same nature as pain ; as to slumber unquietly, to suffer heat, to want appetite : when therefore any of these things make thee discon- tented, check thyself with these words : " Now hath pain given thee the foil : thy courage hath failed thee." M. A. vii 36. 17

JANUARY 18

TN the same manner as we exercise ourselves -*- against sophistical questions, we should exer- cise ourselves likewise in relation to such appear- ances as every day occur, for these two offer questions to us. Such a one's son is dead. What do you think of it? Answer: it is inde- pendent on choice, it is not an evil.?Such a one is disinherited by his father. What do you think of it ? It is independent on choice, it is not an evil.?Caesar hath condemned him. This is independent on choice, it is not an evil.?He hath been afflicted by it. This is dependent on choice, it is an evil.?He hath supported it bravely. This is dependent on choice, it is a good. E. D. iii. 8, I. i8

JANUARY 19

\ A /"HY do you say nothing to me, then? * * I have only this to say to you : That who- ever is ignorant what he is, and wherefore he was born, and in what kind of a world, and in what society ; what things are good, and what evil ; what fair, and what base : who understands neither discourse nor demonstration ; nor what is true nor what is false ; nor is able to distinguish between them : such a one will neither exert his desires, nor aversions, nor pursuits, conformably to nature ; he will neither intend, nor assent, nor deny, nor suspend his judgment conformably to nature ; but will wander up and down entirely deaf and blind, supposing himself to be somebody, while he is in reality nobody. Is there anything new in all this? Is not this ignorance the cause of all the errors that have happened from the very original of mankind ? E. D. ii. 24, 2. 19

JANUARY 20

T^ VERY great faculty is dangerous to a be- -L^ ginner. Study first how to live with a person in sickness, that in time you may know how to live with one in health. E. D. iii. 13, 3. T F you have an earnest desire of attaining to ?^ philosophy, prepare yourself from the very first to be laughed at, to be sneered by the multitude, to hear them say, " He is returned to us a philo- sopher all at once," and "Whence this super- cilious look ? " Now, for your part, do not have a supercilious look indeed ; but keep steadily to those things which appear best to you as one appointed by God to this station. For remember that, if you adhere to the same point, those very persons who at first ridiculed will afterwards admire you. But if you are conquered by them, you will incur a double ridicule. E. M. 22. 20

JANUARY 21

THE school of a philosopher is a surgery. Youare not to go out of it with pleasure, but with pain : for you come there not in health ; but one of you had a dislocated shoulder, another an abscess, a third a fistula, a fourth the headache. And am I, then, to sit uttering pretty trifling thoughts and little exclamations that, when you have praised me, you may each of you go away with the same dislocated shoulder, the same aching head, the same fistula, and the same abscess that you brought ? And is it for this that young men are to travel ? And do they leave their parents, their friends, their relations, and their estates that they may praise you while you are uttering little exclamations? E, D. iii. 24, 2. 21

JANUARY 22

UP and down, from one age to another, gothe ordinary things of the world ; being still the same. And either of every thing in particular before it come to pass, the mind of the Universe doth consider with itself and deliberate : (and if so, then submit for shame unto the determina- tion of such an excellent Understanding) : or once for all it did resolve upon all things in general ; and since that, whatsoever happens, happens by a necessary consequence, and all things indivisibly in a manner and inseparably hold one of another. In sum, either there is a God, and then all is well ; or if all things go by chance and fortune, yet must thou use thine own providence in those things that concern thee properly ; and then art thou well. M. A. ix. 26. 22

JANUARY 23

OF my Grandfather Verus I have learned to begentle and meek, and to refrain from all anger and passion. From the fame and memory of him that begot me I have learned both shame- fastness and manlike behaviour. Of my Mother I have learned to be religious, and bountiful ; and to forbear, not only to do, but to intend any evil ; to content myself with a spare diet, and to fly all such excess as is incidental to great wealth. Of my great Grandfather, both to frequent public schools and Auditories, and to get me good and able Teachers at home ; and that I ought not to think much, if upon such occasions, I were at excessive charges. M. A. i. I. 23

JANUARY 24

FROM Claudius Maximus I learnt in all things to endeavour to have power of myself, and in nothing to be carried about ; to be cheerful and courageous in all sudden chances and acci- dents, as in sicknesses : to love mildness, and moderation, and gravity : and to do my business, whatsoever it be, thoroughly, and without queru- lousness. Whatsoever he said, all men believed him that as he spake, so he thought, and whatso- ever he did, that he did it with a good intent. His manner was, never to wonder at anything; never to be in haste, and yet never slow : nor to be perplexed, or dejected, or at any time un- seemly, or excessively to laugh : nor to be angry, or suspicious, but ever ready to do good, and to forgive, and to speak truth ; and all this, as one that seemed rather of himself to have been straight and right, than ever to have been recti- fied, or redressed : neither was there any man that ever thought himself undervalued by him, or that could find in his heart, to think himself a better man than he. He would also be very pleasant and gracious. M. A. i. 12. 24

JANUARY 25

NOTHING is meaner than the love of pleasure,the love of gain, and insolence. Nothing is nobler than magnanimity, meekness, and good- nature. E. FR. 46. IN my Father, I observed his meekness ; his constancy without wavering in those things, which after a due examination and deliberation, he had determined. How free from all vanity he carried himself in matter of honour and dignity, (as they are esteemed : ) his laboriousness, and assiduity, his readiness to hear any man, that had aught to say, tending to any common good : how generally and impartially he would give every man his due ; his skill and knowledge, when rigour or extremity, or when remissness or moderation was in season. M. A. i. 13. 25

JANUARY 26

DO all things as becometh the Disciple ofAntoninus Pius. Remember his resolute constancy in things that were done by him accord- ing to reason, his equability in all things, his sanctity ; the cheerfulness of his countenance, his sweetness, and how free he was from all vainglory ; how careful to come to the true and exact knowledge of matters in hand, and how he would by no means give over till he did fully and plainly understand the whole state of the business ; and how patiently, and without any contestation he would bear with them, that did unjustly condemn him : how he would never be overhasty in anything, nor give ear to slanders and false accusations, but examine and observe with best diligence the several actions and dis- positions of men. Again, how he was no back- biter, nor easily frighted, nor suspicious, and in his language free from all affectation and curiosity: and how easily he would content himself with few things, as lodging, bedding, clothing, and ordinary nourishment, and attendance. How able to endure labour, how patient : his uniformity and constancy in matter of friendship. How he would bear with them that with all boldness and liberty opposed his opinions ; and even rejoice if any man could better advise him : and lastly, how religious he was without superstition. All these things of him remember, that whensoever thy last hour shall come upon thee, it may find thee, as it did him, ready for it in the possession of a good conscience. M. A. vi. 28. 26

JANUARY 27

IF thou shalt find anything in this mortal Hfe better than righteousness, than truth, temper- ance, fortitude, and in general better than a mind contented both with those things which according to right and reason she doth, and in those, which without her will and knowledge happen unto thee by the Providence : If I say, thou canst find out anything better than this ; apply thyself unto it with thy whole heart. M. A. iii. 7. BUT who ever came into the world without aninnate idea of good and evil, fair and base, becoming and unbecoming, happiness and misery, proper and improper, what ought to be done and what not to be done? E. D. ii. II, I.

JANUARY 28

WHENEVER, therefore, anyone makes his interest to consist in the same thing with sanctity, virtue, his country, parents, and friends, all these are secured ; but wherever they are made to interfere, friends, and country, and family, and justice itself, all give way, borne down by the weight of self-interest. For wherever / and mine are placed, thither must every animal gravitate. If in body, that will sway us ; if in choice, that ; if in externals, these. If, therefore, I be placed in a right choice, then only I shall be a friend, a son, or a father, such as I ought. For in that case it will be for my interest to preserve the faithful, the modest, the patient, the abstinent, the beneficent character; to keep the relations of life inviolate. But, if I place myself in one thing, and virtue in another, the doctrine of Epicurus will stand its ground, That virtue is nothing, or mere opinion. E. D. ii. 22, 2. 28

JANUARY 29

DIFFICULTIES are the things that show what men are. For the future, on any difficulty, remember that God, Hke a master of exercise, has engaged you with a rough antagonist. For what end ? That you may be a conqueror like one in the Olympic games, and it cannot be without toil. No man, in my opinion, has a more advantageous difficulty on his hands than you have ; provided you will but use it as an athletic champion doth his antagonist. E. D. i. 24, I. 29

JANUARY 30

WHAT, then, ought each of us to say upon every difficult occasion? "It was for this that I exercised, it was for this that I prepared myself." God says to you, Give me a proof if you have gone through the preparatory combats, according to rule ; if you have followed a proper diet, a proper exercise ; if you have obeyed your master ; and after this, do you faint at the very time of action ? Now is the proper time for a fever?bear it well ; for thirst, bear it well ; for hunger, bear it well. Is it not in your power? Who shall restrain you ? A physician may restrain you from drinking, but he cannot restrain you from bearing your thirst well. He may restrain you from eating, but he cannot restrain you from bearing hunger well.?But I cannot follow my studies.?And for what end do you follow them, wretch? Is it not that you may be prosperous? That you may be constant? That you may think and act conformably to nature? What restrains you, but that in a fever you may preserve your ruling faculty conformable to nature ? Here is the proof of the matter. Here is the trial of the philosopher ; for a fever is a part of life, just as a walk, a voyage, or a journey. E. D. iii. 10. 30

JANUARY 31

I AM persuaded there must be someone among you who sit here that feels secret pangs of impatience, and says : " When will such a difficulty come to my share as hath now fallen to his ? Must I sit wasting my life in a corner when I might be crowned at Olympia? When will any- one bring the news of such a combat for me ? " Such should be the disposition of you all. Even among the gladiators of C?esar there are some who bear it very ill, that they are not brought upon the stage and matched ; and who offer vows to God, and address the officers, begging to fight. And will none among you appear such? I would willingly take a voyage on purpose to see how a champion of mine acts ; how he treats his subject. " I do not choose such a subject," say you. Is it in your power, then, to take what subject you choose ? Such a body is given you ; such parents, such brothers, such a country, and such a rank in it ; and then you come to me and say: "Change my subject." Besides, have not you abilities to manage that which is given you ? E. D. i. 29, 6. 31

FEBRUARY 1

"pRAY, what would Hercules have been if he -'- had said : " What can be done to prevent a great lion or a great boar or savage men from coming in my way ? " Why, what is that to you ? If a great boar should come in your way, you will fight the greater combat ; if wicked men, you will deliver the world from wicked men.?"But, then, if I should die by this means ? " ?You will die a good man in the performance of a gallant action. E. D. iv. 9, 2. CONDEMN your actions : but when you havecondemned them, do not despair of yourself, nor be like those poor-spirited people who, when they have once given way, abandon themselves entirely, and are carried along as by a torrent. Take example from the wrestling masters. Hath the boy fallen down ? Get up again, they say ; wrestle again till you have acquired strength. E. D. iv. Q, 2. 32

FEBRUARY 2

PRAY, what figure do you think Hercules would have made if there had not been such a lion, and a hydra, and a stag, and unjust and brutal men ; whom he expelled and cleared away ? And what would he have done if none of these had existed ? Is it not plain that he must have wrapped himself up and slept ? In the first place, then, he would never have become a Hercules by slumber- ing away his whole life in such delicacy and ease ; or if he had, what good would it have done? What would have been the use of his arm, and the rest of his strength ; of his patience, and greatness of mind, if such circumstances and sub- jects of action had not roused and exercised him? What then : must we provide these things for ourselves, and introduce a boar, and a lion, and a hydra, into our country ? This would be madness and folly. But as they were in being, and to be met with, they were proper subjects to set off and exercise Hercules. Do you therefore likewise, being sensible of this, inspect the faculties you have, and after taking a view of them, say, " Bring on me now, O Jupiter, what difficulty thou wilt, for I have faculties granted me by thee, and abilities by which I may acquire honour and ornament to myself."?No ; but you sit trembling, for fear this or that should happen ; and lamenting, and mourning, and groaning at what doth happen ; and then you accuse the gods. E. D. i. 6, 6. 33

FEBRUARY 3

THE first and highest purity, or impurity, then,is that which is formed in the soul. But you will not find the impurity of the soul and body to be alike. For what else of impurity can you find in the soul than that which renders it filthy with regard to its operations? Now the operations of the soul are its pursuits and avoidances, its desires, aversions, preparations, intentions, assents. What, then, is that which renders it defiled and impure in these operations? Nothing else than its per- verse judgments. So that the impurity of the soul consists in wicked principles, and its purification in the forming right principles ; and that is pure which hath right principles, for that alone is un- mixed and undefiled in its operations. E. D. iv. 10, 2. 34

FEBRUARY 4

NEVER esteem of anything as profitable,which shall ever constrain thee either to break thy faith, or to lose thy modesty ; to hate any man, to suspect, to curse, to dissemble, to lust after anything that requireth the secret of walls, or veils. But he that preferreth before all things his Rational part and Spirit, and the sacred mysteries of virtue which issueth from it, he shall never lament and exclaim, never sigh, he shall never want either solitude or company : and which is chiefest of all, he shall live without either desire or fear. And as for life, whether for a long or short time he shall enjoy his soul thus compassed about with a body, he is altogether indifferent. For if even now he were to depart, he is as ready for it, as for any other action, which may be per- formed with modesty, and decency. For all his life long, this is his only care, that his mind may always be occupied in such intentions and objects, as are proper to a rational sociable creature. E. D. iii. 8. 35

FEBRUARY 5

DO men lose nothing but money? Is not modesty to be lost? Is not decency to be lost ? Or may he who loses these suffer no damage? You, indeed, perhaps no longer think anything of this sort to be a damage. But there was once a time when you accounted this to be the only damage and hurt ; when you were anxiously afraid lest anyone should shake your regard from these discourses and actions. See, it is not shaken by another, but by yourself. Fight against yourself, re'cover yourself to decency, to modesty, to freedom. E. D. iv. 9, 2. DO not variegate the structure of your wallswith Euboean and Spartan stone ; but adorn both the minds of the citizens and of those who govern them by the Grecian education. Yox cities are made good habitations by the sentiments of those who live in them, not by wood and stone. E. FR. 77. 36

FEBRUARY 6

WHAT doth an adulterer lose? The modest,the chaste character ; the neighbour. What doth an angry person lose? Something else. A coward? Something else. No one is wicked with- out some loss or damage. Now, if, after all, you make the loss of money the only damage, all these are unhurt and undamaged. Nay, it may be, even gainers; as, by such practices, their money may possibly be increased. But consider : if you refer everything to money, the man who loses his nose is not hurt. Yea, say you, he is maimed in his body. Well ; but doth he, who loses his smell itself, lose nothing ? Is there, then, no faculty of the soul which he who possesses it is the better for, and he who parts with it the worse ? What sort do you mean ? Have we not a natural sense of honour ? We have. Doth he who loses this suffer no damage? Is he deprived of nothing? Doth he part with nothing that belongs to him ? Have we no natural fidelity ? No natural affection ? No natural dis- position to mutual usefulness, to mutual forbear- ance? Is he, then, who carelessly suffers himself to be damaged^ in these respects, unhurt and un- damaged ? E. D. ii. ID, 5. 374\ .y

FEBRUARY 7

KEEP thyself pure from all violent passion,and evil affection, from all rashness and vanity, and from all manner of discontent, either in regard of the gods, or men. For indeed what- soever proceeds from the gods, deserves respect for their worth and excellency ; and whatsoever proceeds from men, as they are our kinsmen, should by us be entertained, with love, always ; sometimes, as proceeding from their ignorance of that which is truly good and bad (a blindness no less, than that by which we are not able to discern between white and black : ) with a kind of pity and compassion also. M. A. ii. II. .38

FEBRUARY 8

IT is high time for thee to understand that there is somewhat in thee, better and more divine than either thy passions, or thy sensual appetites and affections. What is now the object of my mind, is it fear, or suspicion, or lust, or any such thing? To do nothing rashly without some certain end ; let that be thy first care. The next, to have no other end than the common good. For, alas ! yet a Httle while, and thou art no more : no more will any, either of those things that now thou seest, or of those men that now are living, be any more. M. A. xii. 15. 39

FEBRUARY 9

UPON every action that thou art about, putthis question to thyself; How will this when it is done agree with me? Shall I have no occasion to repent of it ? Yet a very little while and I am dead and gone ; and all things are at end. What then do I care for more than this, that my present action, whatsoever it be, may be the proper action of one that is reasonable ; whose end is, the common good ; who in all things is ruled and governed by the same law of right and reason, by which God Himself is. M. A. viii. 2. CONTRACT thy whole life to the measure and proportion of one single action. And if in every particular action thou dost perform what is fitting to the utmost of thy power, let it suffice thee. And who can hinder thee, but that thou mayest perform what is fitting? But there may be some outward let and impediment. Not any, that can hinder thee, but that whatsoever thou doest, thou may do it, justly, temperately, and with the praise of God. Yea, but there may be somewhat, whereby some operation or other of thine may be hindered. And then, with that very thing that doth hinder, thou mayest be well pleased, and so by this gentle and aequanimous conversion of thy mind unto that which may be, instead of that which at first thou didst intend, in the room of that former action there succeedeth another, which agrees as well with this contraction of thy life, that we now speak of. M. A. viii. 3, 40

FEBRUARY 10

WHERE is improvement, then ?If any of you, withdrawing himself from externals, turns to his own faculty of choice, to exercise, and finish, and render it conformable to nature ; elevated, free, unrestrained, unhindered, faithful, decent : if he hath learnt too, that who- ever desires, or is averse to, things out of his own power, can neither be faithful nor free, but must necessarily be changed and tossed up and down with them ; must necessarily too be subject to others, to such as can procure or prevent what he desires or is averse to : if, rising in the morning, he observes and keeps to these rules ; bathes and eats as a man of fidelity and honour; and thus, on every subject of action, exercises himself in his principal duty ; as a racer, in the business of racing ; as a public speaker, in the business of exercising his voice : this is he who truly im- proves ; this is he who hath not wrought in vain. E. D. i. 4, 4. 41

FEBRUARY 11

\ Xy^HEN you let go your attention for a little ^ while, do not fancy you may recover it whenever you please; but remember this, that by means of the fault of to-day your affairs must necessarily be in a worse condition for the future. First, what is the saddest thing of all, a habit arises of not attending ; and then a habit of de- ferring the attention, and always driving off from time to time, and procrastinating a prosperous life, a propriety of behaviour, and the thinking and acting conformably to nature. Now, if the pro- crastination of anything is advantageous, the ab- solute omission of it is still more advantageous ; but, if it be not advantageous, why do not you preserve a constant attention? E. D. iv. 12, I. " A 7[ THAT, then, is it possible by these means * * to be faultless?" Impracticable; but this is possible, to use a constant endeavour to be faultless. For we shall have cause to be satis- fied if, by never remitting this attention, we shall be exempt at least from a few faults. E. D. iv. 12, 4. 42

lEBRUARV 12

TWO things must be rooted out of man : conceitand diffidence. Conceit lies in thinking you want nothing ; and diffidence, in supposing it im- possible, that under such adverse circumstances, you should succeed. E. D. iii. 14, 4. WHAT, then, is it to be properly educated? To learn how to adapt natural preconcep- tions to particular cases, conformably to nature ; and, for the future, to distinguish that some things are in our own power, others not. In our own power are choice, and all actions dependent on choice ; not in our power, the body, the parts of the body, property, parents, brothers, children, country, and, in short, all with whom we are engaged in society. Where, then, shall we place good? To what kind of things shall we adapt the preconception of it ? To that in our own power. E. D. i. 22, 2. 43

FEBRUARY 13

T T is not easy to gain the attention of effeminate -?- young men, for you cannot take custard by a hook ; but the ingenuous, even if you discourage them, are the more eager for learning. Hence Rufus, for the most part, did discourage them, and made use of that as a criterion of the ingenu- ous and disingenuous. For he used to say, As a stone, even if you throw it up, will by its own propensity be carried downward ; so an ingenuous mind, the more it is forced from its natural bent, the more strongly will it incline towards it. E. D. iii. 6, 4. WHATEVER rules you have deliberately pro-posed to yourself for the conduct of life, abide by them as so many laws, and as if you would be guilty of impiety in transgressing any of them ; and do not regard what anyone says of you, for this, after all, is no concern of yours. E. M. 50. 44

FEBRUARY 14

IF you perceive any of those things which you have learned and studied occurring to you in action, rejoice in them. If you have laid aside ill-nature and reviling ; if you have lessened your harshness, indecent language, inconsiderateness, effeminacy ; if you are not moved by the same things as formerly, if not in the same manner as formerly, you may keep a perpetual festival : to-day, because you have behaved well in one affair ; to-morrow, because in another. How much better a reason for sacrifice is this, than obtaining a consulship or a government ? E. D. iv. 4, 5. WHENSOEVER by some present hard oc- currences thou art constrained to be in some sort troubled and vexed, return unto thy- self as soon as may be, and be not out of tune longer than thou must needs. For so shalt thou be the better able to keep thy part another time, and to maintain the harmony, if thou dost use thyself to this continually ; once out, presently to have recourse unto it, and to begin again. M. A. vi. 9. 45

FEBRUARY 15

IT is not death or pain that is to be feared ; but the fear of pain or death. Hence we commend him who says : Death is no ill, but shamefully to die. Courage, then, ought to be opposed to death, and caution to the fear of death : whereas we, on the contrary, oppose to death, flight ; and to our principle concerning it, carelessness and desper- ateness and indifference. E. D. ii. I, 2. 46

FEBRUARY 16

THE materials of action are indifferent ; but theuse of them is not indifferent. How, then, shall one preserve intrepidity and tranquillity ; and at the same time be careful, and neither rash nor indolent ? By imitating those who play at tables. The dice are indifferent ; the pieces are indifferent. How do I know what will fall out ? But it is my business to manage carefully and dexterously whatever doth fall out. Thus in life, too, this is the chief business ; distinguish and separate things, and say, " Externals are not in my power, choice is. Where shall I seek good and evil? Within ; in what is my own." But in what belongs to others, call nothing good, or evil, or profit, or hurt, or anything of that sort. E. D. ii. 5, I. 47

FEBRUARY 17

HERE is the artificer ; here are the materials ;what is it we want ? Is not the thing cap- able of being taught ? It is. Is it not in our own power, then ? The only thing of all others that is so. Neither riches, nor health, nor fame, nor, in short, anything else, is in our power, except the right use of the appearances of things. This alone is, by nature, not subject to restraint, not subject to hindrance. Why, then, do not you finish it? Tell me the cause. It must be by my fault, or yours, or from the nature of the thing. The thing itself is practicable, and the only one in our power. The fault then must be either in me, or in you, or, more truly, in both. Well, then, shall we now, at last, bring this inten- tion along with us ? Let us lay aside all that is past. Let us begin. Only believe me, and you will see the consequence. E. D. ii. 19, 4. 48

FEBRUARY 18

A LL are preserved and improved by operations '^~^ correspondent to their several faculties ; as a carpenter, by building; a grammarian, by gram- mar ; but if he accustom himself to write ungram- matically, his art will necessarily be spoiled and destroyed. Thus modest actions preserve the modest man, and immodest ones destroy him ; faithful actions, the faithful man, and the con- trary destroy him. On the other hand, contrary actions heighten contrary characters. Thus im- pudence, an impudent one ; knavery, a knavish one ; slander, a slanderous one ; anger, an angry one ; and inequitable dealings, a covetous one. E. D. ii. 9, 2, 49

FEBRUARY 19

HOW do we act in a voyage ? What is in mypower? To choose the pilot, the sailors, the day, the time of day. Afterwards comes a storm. What have I to care for ? My part is performed. The subject belongs to another, to the pilot. But the ship is sinking: what then have I to do? That which alone I can do ; I am drowned, with- out fear, without clamour, or accusing God ; but as one who knows that what is born must likewise die. For I am not eternity, but a man ; a part of the whole, as an hour is of the day. I must come like an hour, and like an hour must pass away. What signifies it whether by drowning or by a fever? For, in some way or other, pass I must. E. D. ii. 5, 2. 50

FEBRUARY 20

A/OU see that Caesar hath procured us a pro- Jl found peace ; there are neither wars nor battles, nor great robberies nor piracies, but we may travel at all hours, and sail from east to west. But can Caesar procure us peace from a fever too ? From a shipwreck ? From a fire ? From an earthquake ? From a thunderstorm ? Nay, even from love? He cannot. From grief? From envy ? No, not from any one of these. But the doctrine of philosophers promises to procure us peace from these too. And what doth it say ? " If you will attend to me, O mortals, wherever you are, and whatever you are doing, you shall neither grieve nor be angry, nor be compelled nor restrained ; but you shall live impassive, and free from all." Shall not he who enjoys this peace, proclaimed, not by Cresar (for how should he have it to proclaim ?) but by God, through reason, be contented, when he is alone reflecting and considering : " To me there can now no ill happen ; there is no thief, no earthquake. All is full of peace, all full of tranquillity ; every road, every city, every assembly. My neighbour, my companion, unable to hurt me." E. D. iii. 13, I. 51

FEBRUARY 21

EVERY error in life implies a contradiction : for, since he who errs doth not mean to err, but to be in the right, it is evident that he acts contrary to his meaning. What doth a thief mean ? His own interest. If, then, thieving be against his interest, he acts contrary to his own meaning. Now every rational soul is naturally averse to self-contradiction : but so long as any- one is ignorant that it is a contradiction, nothing restrains him from acting contradictorily : but whenever he discovers it, he must as necessarily renounce and avoid it, as anyone must dissent from a falsehood whenever he perceives it to be a falsehood : but while this doth not appear, he assents to it as to a truth. E. D. ii. 26, I.

FERRUARY 22

THIS, again, is folly and insolence to say : " I am impassive and undisturbed. Be it known to you, mortals, that while you are fluctuating and bustling about for things of no value, I alone am free from all perturbation."?Are you then so far from being contented with having no pain your- self, that you must needs make proclamation : "Come hither, all you who have the gout, or the headache, or a fever, or are lame, or blind, and see me free from every distemper." This is vain and shocking, unless you could show, like ^2sculapius, by what method of cure they may presently become as free from distempers as yourself, and bring your own health as a proof of it. E. D. iv. 3, 5. 53

FEBRUARY 23

^1^7'HEN one of the company said to him, * * " Convince me that logic is necessary." "Would you have me demonstrate it to you?" says he. "Yes." "Then I must use a demonstrative form of argument." "Granted." " And how will you know then whether I argue sophistically ?" On this, the man being silent, " You see," says he, " that even by your own confession, logic is necessary ; since without its assistance, you cannot learn so much as whether it be necessary or not." E. D. ii. 25. 54

FEBRUARY 24

WHAT is asserted by the philosophers may,perhaps, appear a paradox to some : let us, however, examine, as well as we can, whether this be true : That it is possible in all things to act at once with caution and courage. For caution seems, in some measure, contrary to courage ; and contraries are by no means consistent. The appearance of a paradox to many, in the present case, seems to me to arise from something like this. If, indeed, we assert that courage and caution are to be used in the same instances, we should justly be accused of uniting contradic- tions : but, in the way that we afifirm it, where is the absurdity? For, if what hath been so often said, and so often demonstrated, be certain, that the essence of good and evil consists in the use of the appearances ; and that things independent on choice are not of the nature either of good or evil : what paradox do the philosophers assert, if they say: "Where things are not dependent on choice, be courageous ; where they are, be cautious ? " For in these only, if evil consists in a bad choice, is caution to be used. E. D. ii. I, I. 55

FEBRUARY 25

SET death before me, set pain, set a prison, setignomony, set condemnation before me, and you will know me. This is the proper ostenta- tion of a young man come out from the schools. Leave the rest to others. Let no one ever hear you utter a word about them, nor suffer it, if any- one commends you for them : but think that you are nobody, and that you know nothing. Appear to know only this, how you may never be dis- appointed of your desire ; never incur your aver- sion. Let others study causes, problems, and syllogisms. Do you study death, chains, torture, exile : and all these with courage, and reliance upon him who hath called you to them, and judged you worthy a post in which you may show what the rational governing faculty can do when set in array against powers independent on the choice. And thus, this paradox becomes neither impossible nor a paradox, that we must be at once cautious and courageous : courageous in what doth not depend upon choice, and cautious in what doth. E. D. ii. I, 5. 56

FEBRUARY 26

T_J E that hath not one and the selfsame -*- -*- general end always as long as he liveth, cannot possibly be one and the selfsame man always. But this will not suffice except thou add also what ought to be this general end. For as the general conceit and apprehension of all those things which upon no certain ground are by the greater part of men deemed good, cannot be uniform and agreeable, but that only which is limited, and restrained by some certain proprieties and conditions, as of community : that nothing be conceived good, which is not com- monly, and publicly good : so must the end also that we propose unto ourselves, be common and sociable. For he that doth direct all his own private motions and purposes to that end, all his actions will be agreeable and uniform ; and by that means will be still the same man. M. A. xi. 19. 57

FEBRUARY 27

LET it always appear, and be manifest unto thee, that soHtariness, and desert places, by many Philosophers, so much esteemed of, and affected, are of themselves but thus and thus ; and that all things are here to them that live in Towns, and converse with others : as they are the same nature everywhere to be seen and observed : to them that have retired themselves to the top of mountains, and to desert Havens, or what other desert and inhabited places soever. For any- where if thou wilt mayest thou quickly find and apply that to thyself, which Plato saith of his Philosopher, in a place ; as private and retired saith he, as if he were shut up and enclosed about in some Shepherd's lodge, on the top of a hill. There by thyself to put these questions to thyself, or to enter into these considerations : What is my chief and principal part, which hath power over the rest ? What is now the present estate of it, as I use it ; and what is it, that I employ it about ? Is it now void of reason or no ? Is it free, and separated ; or so affixed, so congealed and grown together, as it were with the flesh, that it is swayed by the motions and inclinations of it? M. A. X. 24. 58

FEBRUARY 28

SOLITUDE is the state of a helpless person. For not he who is alone is therefore solitary, any more than one in a crowd the contrary. When therefore, we lose a son, or a brother, or a friend on whom we have been used to repose, we often say we are left solitary even in the midst of Rome, where such a crowd is continually meeting us. E. D. iii. 13, I. AT what time soever thou wilt, it is in thy power,to retire into thyself, and to be at rest, and free from all businesses. A man cannot any- whither retire better, than to his own soul : he especially who is beforehand provided of such things within, which whensoever he doth with- draw himself to look in, may presently afford unto him perfect ease and tranquillity. M. A. iv. 3. 59

FEBRUARY 29

A T thy first encounter with anyone, say pre- -^^ sently to thyself; This man, what are his opinions concerning that which is good or evil ? as concerning pain, pleasure, and the causes of both ; concerning honour, and dishonour, con- cerning life and death ; thus and thus. Now if it be no wonder that a man should have such and such opinions, how can it be a wonder that he should do such and such things ? I will remember then, that he cannot but do as he doth holding those opinions that he doth. Remember, that as it is a shame for any man to wonder that a fig- tree should bear figs, so also to wonder that the World should bear anything, whatsoever it is which in the ordinary course of nature it may bear. To a physician also and to a pilot it is a shame either for the one to wonder, that such and such a one should have an ague ; or for the other, that the winds should prove contrary. M. A. viii. 13. 60

MARCH 1

THOU must continually ponder and considerwith thyself, what manner of men they be, and for their minds and understandings what is their present estate, whose good word and testi- mony thou dost desire. For then neither wilt thou see cause to complain of them that offend against their wills ; or find any want of their applause, if once thou dost but penetrate into the true force and ground both of their opinions, and of their desires. " No soul (saith he) is willingly bereaved of the Truth," and by conse- quence, neither of justice, or temperance, or kind- ness, and mildness ; nor of anything that is of the same kind. It is most needful that thou shouldst always remember this. For so shalt thou be far more gentle and moderate towards all men. M. A. vii. 34. 61

MARCH 2

THEY that shall oppose thee in thy right courses, as it is not in their power to divert thee from thy good action, so neither let it be to divert thee from thy good affection towards them. But be it thy care to keep thyself constant in both ; both in a right judgment and action, and in true meekness towards them, that either shall do their endeavour to hinder thee, or at least will be displeased with thee for what thou hast done. For to fail in either (either in the one to give over for fear, or in the other to forsake thy natural affection towards him, who by nature is both thy friend and thy kinsman) is equally base, and much savouring of the disposition of a cowardly fugitive soldier. M. A. xi. 8. 62

MARCH 3

LABOUR not as one to whom it is appointed to be wretched, nor as one that either would be pitied, or admired ; but let this be thine only care and desire ; so always and in all things to prosecute or to forbear, as the law of Charity, or mutual society doth require. M. A. ix. lo. HAVE I done anything charitably? then am I benefited by it. See that this upon all occasions may present itself unto thy mind, and never cease to think of it. What is thy pro- fession ? to be good. M. A. xi. 4. WHAT wouldst thou have more ? Unto himthat is a man, thou hast done a good turn : doth not that suffice thee ? Must thou be re- warded for it? M. A. ix. 43. 63

MARCH 4

TO them that ask thee, Where hast thou seenthe Gods, or how knowest thou certainly that there be Gods, that thou art so devout in their worship ? I answer first of all, that even to the very eye, they are in some manner visible and apparent. Secondly, neither have I ever seen mine own soul, and yet I respect and honour it. So then for the Gods, by the daily experience that I have of their power and providence towards myself and others, I know certainly that they are, and therefore worship them. M. A. xii. 21, THOU shalt find it a very good help, toremember the Gods as often as may be ; and that, the thing which they require at our hands, of as many of us, as are by nature reasonable creatures ; is not that with fair words, and out- ward show of piety and devotion we should flatter them, but that we should become like unto them. M. A. X. 8. 64

MARCH 5

T)UT gods there be certainly, and they take -L' care for the world ; and as for those things which be truly evil, as vice and wickedness, such things they have put in a man's own power, that he might avoid them if he would : and had there been anything besides that had been truly bad and evil, they would have had a care of that also, that a man might have avoided it. But why should that be thought to hurt and prejudice a man's life in this world, which cannot anywise make man himself the better, or the worse in his own person ? Neither must we think that the Nature of the Universe did either through ignor- ance pass these things, or if not as ignorant of them, yet as unable either to prevent, or better to order and dispose them. It cannot be that she through want either of power or skill, should have committed such a thing, so as to suffer all things both good and bad, equally and promiscu- ously to happen unto all both good and bad. As for life therefore, and death, honour and dis- honour, labour and pleasure, riches and poverty, all these things happen unto men indeed, both good and bad, equally ; but as things which of themselves are neither good nor bad; because* of themselves, neither shameful nor praiseworthy. M. A. ii. 8. 65

MARCH 6

'T^HINK oftener of God than you breathe. E. FR. 114. A RE not the gods everywhere at the same dis- ^~^ tance ? Do not they everywhere equally see what is doing ? E. D. iv. 4, 5. TT E liveth with the gods, who at all times affords -? -?- unto them the spectacle of a soul both con- tented and well pleased with whatsoever is afforded or allotted unto her; and performing whatsoever is pleasing to that spirit whom (being part of him- self) Zeus hath appointed to every man as his overseer and governor. M. A. 5, 21. T F you always remember that God stands by, an J- inspector of whatever you do either in soul or body, you will never err, either in your prayers or actions, and you will have God abiding with you. E. FR. 115. 66

MARCH 7

T7 ITHER the Gods can do nothing for us at -|-- all, or they can still and allay all the distrac- tions and distempers of thy mind. If they can do nothing, why dost thou pray ? If they can, why wouldst not thou rather pray, that they will grant unto thee, that thou mayest neither fear, nor lust after any of those worldly things which cause these distractions, and distempers of it ? Why not rather, that thou mayest not at either their absence or presence, be grieved and discontented : than either that thou mayest obtain them, or that thou mayest avoid them ? For certainly it must needs be, that if the Gods can help us in any- thing, they may in this kind also. But thou wilt say perchance, In those things the Gods have given me my liberty : and it is in mine own power to do what I will. But if thou mayest use this liberty, rather to set thy mind at true liberty, than wilfully with baseness and servility of mind, to affect those things, which either to compass or to avoid is not in thy power, wert not thou better? And as for the Gods, who hath told thee, that they may not help us up even in those things that they have put in our own power ? Whether it be so or no, thou shalt soon perceive, if thou wilt but try thyself and pray. M. A. xi. 40. 67

MARCH 8

("^ OD beholds our minds and understandings, -J bare and naked from these material vessels, and outsides, and all earthly dross. Yor with His simple and pure understanding, He pierceth into our inmost and purest parts, which from His, as it were by a water pipe and channel, first flowed and issued. M. A. xii. 2. LET thy god that is in thee to rule over thee,find by thee, that he hath to do with a man ; that hath ordered his life, as one that ex- pecteth, as it were, nothing but the sound of the trumpet, sounding a retreat to depart out of this life with all expedition. M. A. iii. 5. 68

MARCH 9

WHENEVER you lay anything to the chargeof Providence, do but reflect, and you will find that it hath happened agreeably to reason. Well, but a dishonest man hath the advantage. In what ? In money. Why, he is better qualified for it than you ; because he flatters, he throws away shame, he keeps awake ; and where is the wonder ? But look whether he hath the advantage of you in fidelity or in honour. You will find he hath not ; but that wherever it is best for you to have ad- vantage of him, there you have it. E. D. iii. 17, I. O EMEMBER, that all things in general are by -?-^ certain order and appointment. M. A. vii. 22. 69

MARCH 10

HOW comes it to pass, that the Gods havingordered all other things so well and so lovingly, should be overseen in this one only thing, that whereas there hath been some very good men, that have made many covenants as it were with God, and by many holy actions, and outward services contracted a kind of familiarity with Him ; that these men when once they are dead, should never be restored to life, but be extinct for ever. But this thou mayest be sure of, that this (if it be so indeed) would never have been so ordered by the Gods, had it been fit otherwise. M. A. xii. 4. CAN the gods, who are immortal, for the con-tinuance of so many ages bear without indignation with such and so many sinners, as have ever been, yea not only so, but also take such care for them, that they want nothing ; and dost thou so grievously take on, as one that could bear with them no longer ; thou that art but for a moment of time ? yea thou that art one of those sinners thyself? M. A. vii. 41. 70

MARCH 11

HAVE no will but the will of God ; and who shall restrain you, who shall compel you any more than God ? When you have such a guide, and conform your will and inclinations to his, what need you fear being disappointed? Yield up your desire and aversion to riches, or poverty ; the one will be disappointed, the other incurred. Yield them up to health, power, honours, your country, friends, children, in short, to anything independent on choice, you will be unfortunate. But yield them up to Jupiter and the other gods. Give yourself up to these ; let these govern, let both be ranged on the same side with these ; and how can you be any longer unprosperous ? But if, poor wretch, you envy, and pity, and are jealous, and tremble, and never cease a single day from complaining of yourself and the Gods, why do you boast of your education ? E. D. ii. 17, I. 71

MARCH 12

EITHER this Universe is a mere confused mass, and an intricate context of things, which shall in time be scattered and dispersed again : or it is an Union consisting of Order, and administered by providence. If the first, why should I desire to continue any longer in this for- tuitous confusion and commixtion ? or why should I take care for anything else, but that as soon as may be I may be Earth again ? And why should I trouble myself any more whilst I seek to please the gods ? Whatsoever I do, Dispersion is my end, and will come upon me whether I will or no. But if the latter be, then am not I religious in vain ; then will I be quiet and patient, and put my trust in Him, who is the governor of all. M. A. vi. 8. 72

MARCH 13

EITHER Fate, (and that either an absolute necessity, and unavoidable decree ; or a placable and flexible Providence) or All is a mere casual Confusion, void of all order and govern- ment. If an absolute and unavoidable Necessity, why dost thou resist? If a placable and exor- able Providence, make thyself worthy of the divine help and assistance. If all be a mere confusion without any Moderator, or Governor, then hast thou reason to congratulate thyself, that in such a general flood of Confusion, thou thyself hast obtained a reasonable Faculty, whereby thou mayest govern thine own life and actions. M. A. xii. II. /6

MARCH 14

CONSIDER the exertions of God's power, and His administration. What hath He given me, my own, and independent? What hath He re- served to Himself? He hath given me whatever depends upon choice. The things in my power He hath made incapable of hindrance or restraint. But how could He make a body of clay incapable of hindrance ? Therefore He hath subjected pos- sessions, furniture, house, children, wife, to the revolution of the universe. Why, then, do I fight against God ? Why do I will to retain what de- pends not on will ? What is not granted absolutely ; but how? In such a manner and for such a time as was thought proper. But He who gave, takes away. Why, then, do I resist? Not to say that I shall be a fool in contending with a stronger than myself; what is a prior consideration, I shall be unjust. For whence had I these things when I came into the world? My father gave them to me. And who gave them to him ? And who made the sun? Who the fruits? Who the seasons? Who their connection and relation to each other? And, after you have received all, and even your very self, from another, are you angry with the giver, and complain if he takes anything away from you ? E. u. iv. I, 12. 74

MARCH 15

IF we had any understanding, ought we not both, in public and in private, incessantly to sing hymns, and speak well of the Deity, and rehearse His benefits? Ought we not, whether we are digging, or ploughing, or eating, to sing the hymn to God ? Great is God, who has supplied us with these instruments to till the ground : great is God, who has given us hands, a power of swallowing, a stomach : who has given us to grow insensibly, to breathe in sleep. Even these things we ought upon every occasion to celebrate ; but to make it the subject of the greatest and most divine hymn, that He has given us the faculty of apprehending them, and using them in a proper way. Well then : because the most of you are blind and in- sensible, was it not necessary that there should be someone to fill this station, and give out, for all men, the hymn to God? P'or what else can I, a lame old man, do but sing hymns to God ? If I was a nightingale, I would act the part of a night- ingale : if a swan, the part of a swan. But, since I am a reasonable creature, it is my duty to praise God. This is my business. I do it. Nor will I ever desert this post as long as it is vouchsafed me ; and I exhort you to join in the same song. E. D. i. 16, 2. 75

MARCH 16

T) E assured that the essential property of piety J-' towards the gods is to form right opinions concerning them, as existing and as governing the universe with goodness and justice. And fix your- self in this resolution, to obey them, and yield to them, and willingly follow them in all events, as produced by the most perfect understanding. For thus you will never find fault with the gods, nor accuse them as neglecting you. E. M. 31. IT is better to die with hunger, exempt from grief and fear, than to live in affluence with perturbation ; and it is better your servant should be bad, than you unhappy. Begin therefore from little things. Is a little oil spilt ? a little wine stolen ? Say to yourself, "This is the purchase paid for tranquillity, and nothing is to be had for nothing." E. M. 12. 76

MARCH 17

I HAVE ranged my pursuits under the direction of God. Is it His will that I should have a fever? It is my will too. Is it His will that I should pursue anything? It is my will too. Is it His will that I should desire? It is my will too. Is it His will that I should obtain anything? It is mine too. Is it not His will ? It is not mine. Is it His will that I should be tortured? Then it is my will to be tortured. Is it His will that I should die ? Then it is my will to die. E. HOW is it a paradox to say that when he is whipped or imprisoned or beheaded he is not hurt? If he suffers nobly, doth not he come off even the better, and a gainer? But he is the person hurt who suffers the most miserable and shameful evils ; who, instead of a man, becomes a wolf or viper or a hornet. E. D. iv. I, 13. 77

MARCH 18

TF so be that the gods have deliberated in ^ particular of those things that should happen unto me, I must stand to their deliberation, as discreet and wise. For that a god should be an imprudent god, is a thing hard even to conceive : and why should they resolve to do me hurt? for what profit either unto them or the universe (which they specially take care for) could arise from it ? But if so be that they have not deliber- ated of me in particular, certainly they have of the whole in general, and those things which in consequence and coherence of this general de- liberation happen unto me in particular, I am bound to embrace and accept of. But if so be that they have not deliberated at all (which indeed is very irreligious for any man to believe : for then let us neither sacrifice, nor pray, nor respect our oaths, neither let us any more use any of those things, which we persuaded of the presence and secret conversation of the gods among us, daily use and practise :) but, I say, if so be that they have not indeed either in general, or particular deliberated of any of those things, that happen unto us in this world ; yet God be thanked, that of those things that concern myself, it is lawful for me to deliberate myself. M. A. vi. 39. 78

MARCH 19

DOTH any good man fear that food should failhim ? It doth not fail the blind, it doth not fail the lame. Shall it fail a good man ? A pay- master is not wanting to a soldier, or to a labourer, or to a shoemaker, and shall one be wanting to a good man ? Is God so negligent of His own institutions, of His servants, of His witnesses, whom alone He makes use of as examples to the unin- structed, both that He is, and that He administers the universe rightly, and doth not neglect human affairs, and that no evil happens to a good man, either living or dead ? What, then, is the case when He doth not bestow food ? What else than that, like a good general. He hath made me a signal of retreat ? I obey, I follow ; speaking well of my leader, praising His works. For I came when it seemed good to Him, and again, when it seems' good to Him, I depart ; and in life it was my business to praise God, both by myself, to each particular person, and to the world. E. D. iii. 26, 2. 79

MARCH 20

T^O we know, then, what man is? What is his -*-^ nature ; what our idea of him is ; and how far our ears are open in respect to this matter? Nay, do you understand what nature is ; or are you able, and in what degree, to comprehend me, when I come to say, " But I must use demonstra- tion to you"? How should you? Do you com- prehend what demonstration is ; or how a thing is demonstrated, or by what methods ; or what resembles a demonstration, and yet is not a de- monstration ? Do you know what true or false is? What is consequent to a thing, and what contradictory? Or unsuitable, or dissonant? E. D. ii. 24, I. So

MARCH 21

"DUT I must excite you to philosophy. How -L* shall I show you that contradiction among the generality of mankind, by which they differ concerning good and evil, profitable and unprofit- able, when you know not what contradiction rneans? Show me, then, what I shall gain by discoursing with you. Excite an inclination in me, as a proper pasture excites an inclination to eating in a sheep : for if you offer him a stone, or a piece of bread, he will not be excited. Thus we too have certain natural inclinations to speak- ing, when the hearer appears to be somebody ; when he gives us encouragement ; but if he sits by, like a stone or a tuft of grass, how can he excite any desire in a man ? Doth a vine say to an husbandman, "Take care of me"? No; but invites him to take care of it, by showing him that if he doth, it will reward him for his care. Who is there whom engaging sprightly children do not invite to play, and creep, and prattle with them ? But who was ever taken with an in- clination to divert himself, or bray, with an ass? For, be the creature ever so little, it is still a little ass. E. D. ii. 24, I. 81

MARCH 22

FIRST, to act as a man. What is compre- hended in this? Not to be, though gentle, like a sheep ; nor mischievous like a wild beast. But the particular end relates to the study and choice of each individual. A harper is to act as a harper ; a carpenter, as a carpenter ; a philo- sopher, as a philosopher ; an orator, as an orator. When therefore you say, "Come and hear me read," observe first, not to do this at random ; and, in the next place, after you have found to what end you refer it, consider whether it be a proper one. Would you be useful, or be praised? You presently hear him say, "What, do I value the praise of the multitude ? " And he says well, for this is nothing to a musician or a geometrician, as such. You would be useful, then. In what? Tell us, that we too may run to make part of your audience. Now, is it possible for anyone to benefit others who hath received no benefit himself? No ; for neither can he who is not a carpenter or a shoemaker benefit any in respect to those arts. Would you know, then, whether you have received benefit? Produce your prin- ciples, philosopher ; what is the aim and promise of desire ? Not to be disappointed. What of aversion ? Not to be incurred. Come, do we fulfil this promise? Tell me the truth. E. M. iv. 23, I. 82

MARCH 23

wHAT is man ?A rational and mortal being. Well : from what are we distinguished by reason ? From wild beasts. From what else ? From sheep and the like. Take care, then, to do nothing like a wild beast ; otherwise you have destroyed the man : you have not fulfilled what your nature promises. Take care, too, to do nothing like cattle ; for thus likewise the man is destroyed. In what do we act like cattle? When we act gluttonously, lewdly, rashly, sor- didly, inconsiderately, into what are we sunk ? Into cattle. What have we destroyed ? The rational being. When we behave contentiously, injuriously, pas- sionately, and violently, into what are we sunk ? Into wild beasts. And further : some of us are wild beasts of a larger size ; others, little mischievous vermin. E. D. ii. 9, 1, 2. 83

MARCH 24

TTATH God, then, given you eyes in vain? Is J- J- it in vain that He hath infused into them such a strong and active spirit as to be able to represent the forms of distant objects? What messenger is so quick and diligent ? Is it in vain that He hath made the intermediate air so yielding and elastic that the sight penetrates through it? And is it in vain that He hath made the light, without which all the rest would be useless? Man, be not ungrateful; nor, on the other hand, unmindful of your superior advan- tages ; but for sight and hearing, and indeed for life itself, and the supports of it, as fruits, and wine, and oil, be thankful to God : but remember, that He hath given you another thing, superior to them all : which makes use of them, proves them, estimates the value of each. E. D. ii. 23, I. 84

MARCH 25

THE true joy of a man is to do that whichproperly belongs unto a man. That which is most proper unto a man, is First, to be kindly affected towards them, that are of the same kind and nature as he is himself; to contemn all sensual motions and appetites ; to discern rightly all plausible fancies and imaginations, to con- template the nature of the Universe ; both it, and all things that are done in it. In which kind of contemplation three several relations are to be observed. The first, to the apparent secondary cause. The second, to the first original cause, God, from whom originally proceeds whatsoever doth happen in the world. The third and last, to them that we live and converse with : what use may be made of it, to their use and benefit. M. A. viii. 25. 85

MARCH 26

EPICURUS knew that, if once a child is born, it is no longer in our power not to love and be solicitous for it. For the same reason, he says, a wise man will not engage himself in public business, for he knew very well what such an engagement would oblige him to do ; for what should restrain anyone from affairs if we may be- have among men as we would among a swarm of flies ? And doth he who knows all this dare to bid us not bring up children ? Not even a sheep or a wolf deserts its offspring, and shall man ? What would you have? That we should be as silly as sheep? Yet even these do not desert their off- spring. Or as savage as wolves? Neither do these desert them. Pray, who would mind you if he saw his child fallen upon the ground, and crying? For my part, I am of opinion that your father and mother, even if they could have fore- seen that you would have been the author of such doctrines, would not, however, have thrown you away. E. D. i. 23, I, 2. 86

MARCH 27

WHERE, then, is the great good or evil ofman? Where his difference is. If this is preserved and remains well fortified, and neither honour, fidelity, or judgment is destroyed, then he him- self is preserved likewise ; but when any of these is lost and demolished, he himself is lost also. In this do all great events consist. Paris, they say, was undone, because the Greeks invaded Troy and laid it waste, and his family were slain in battle. By no means ; for no one is undone by an action not his own. All that was only laying waste the nests of storks. But his true undoing was when he lost the modest, the faith- ful, the hospitable, and the decent character. When was Achilles undone ? When Patroclus died? By no means. But when he gave himself up to rage ; when he wept over a girl ; when he forgot that he came there not to get mistresses, but to fight. This is human undoing ; this is the siege ; this the overthrow ; when right principles are ruined ; when these are destroyed. E. D i. 23, 4. 87

MARCH 28

DIOGENES rightly answered one who desired letters of recommendation from him, "At first sight he will know you to be a man : and whether you are a good or a bad man, if he hath any skill in distinguishing, he will know likewise ; and, if he hath not, he will never know it, though I should write a thousand times." Just as if you were a piece of coin, and should desire to be recommended to any person as good, in order to be tried : if it be to an assayer, he will know your value, for you will recommend yourself. We ought, therefore, in life also, to have some- thing analogous to this skill in gold ; that one may be able to say, like the assayer, Bring me whatever piece you will, and I will find out its value : or as I would say with regard to syllogisms. Bring me whoever you will, and I will distinguish for you, whether he knows how to solve syllogisms or not. Why? Because I can solve syllogisms myself, and have that faculty, which is necessary for one who knows how to find out persons skilled in the solution of syllogisms. But how do I act in life? I at some times call a thing good ; at others, bad. What is the cause of this ? The contrary to what happens in syllogisms : ignorance and in- experience. E. D. iii. 2, I, 2. 88

MARCH 29

D'\0, Soul, do ; abuse and contemn thy- self; yet a while and the time for thee to respect thyself, will be at an end. Every man's happiness depends upon himself, but behold thy hfe is almost at an end, whilst affording thy- self no respect, thou dost make thy happiness to consist in the souls, and conceits of other men. Why should any of these things that happen externally, so much distract thee? Give thyself leisure to learn some good thing, and cease roving and wandering to and fro. Thou must also take heed of another kind of wandering, for they are idle in their actions, who toil and labour in this life, and have no certain scope to which to direct all their motions, and desires. M. A. ii. 3, 4. 89

MARCH 30

IF you would appear beautiful, young man, strive for human excellency. What is that? Consider, when you praise without partial affection, whom you praise : is it the honest, or the dishonest ? The honest. The sober or the dissolute ? The sober. The temperate or the intemperate? The temperate. Then, if you make yourself such a character, you know that you will make yourself beautiful ; but, while you neglect these things, though you use every contrivance to appear beautiful, you must necessarily be deformed. E. D. iii. I, I. 90

MARCH 31

IF a person could be persuaded of this principle as he ought, that we are all originally descended from God, and that He is the Father of gods and men, I conceive he never would think meanly or degenerately concerning himself. E. D. i. 3, I. UPON all occasions we ought to have these maxims ready at hand : Conduct me, Jove, and thou, O Destiny, Wherever your decrees have fixed my station. I follow cheerfully ; and, did I not. Wicked and wretched, I must follow still. Whoe'er yields properly to Fate, is deemed Wise among men, and knows the laws of heaven. And this third : " O Crito, if it thus pleases the gods, thus let it be. Anytus and Meletus may kill me indeed, but hurt me they cannot." E. M. 52. 91

APRIL 1

IN all vice, pleasure being presented with a bait, draws sensual minds to the hook of perdition. E. FR. 107. REPENTANCE, is an inward and self- reprehension for the neglect or omission of somewhat that was profitable. Now whatso- ever is good, is also profitable, and it is the part of an honest virtuous man to set by it, and to make reckoning of it accordingly. But never did any honest virtuous man repent of the neglect or omission of any carnal pleasure : no carnal pleas- ure then is either good or profitable. M. A. viii. 9. I T is the character of a wise man to resist pleas- ure, and of a fool to be enslaved by it. E. FR. 106. 92

APRIL 2

HAVE the very leaves, and our own bodies,this connection and sympathy with the whole, and have not our souls much more ? But our souls are thus connected and intimately joined to God, as being indeed members and distinct portions of His essence. E. D. i. 14, I. GOD hath universally so constituted the natureof every reasonable creature, that no one can attain any of its own proper advantages without contributing something to the use of society. E. D. i. 19, 2. SOONER mayest thou find a thing earthly, where no earthly thing is, than find a man that naturally can live by himself alone. M. A. ix. 7. 93

APRIL 3

WHATSOEVER I do either by myself, or with some other, the only thing that I must intend, is that it be good and expedient for the public. For as for praise, consider how many who once were much commended, are now already quite forgotten ; yea they that commended them, how even they themselves are long since dead and gone. M. A. vii. 5. SHOULD I do it? I will: so the end of my action be, to do good unto men. Doth any- thing by way of cross or adversity happen unto me? I accept it, with reference unto the gods and their providence ; the fountain of all things, from which whatsoever comes to pass doth hang and depend. M. A. viii. 22. 94

APRIL 4

DO not you know what sort of a thing a warfareis? One must keep guard, another go out for a spy, another to battle too. It is neither possible that all should be in the same place, nor, indeed, better : but you, neglecting to perform the orders of your general, complain whenever any- thing a little hard is commanded, and do not consider what you make the army become as far as lies in your power. For, if all should imitate you, nobody will dig a trench, or throw up a rampart, or watch, or expose himself to danger; but everyone will appear useless to the expedition. Again, if you were a sailor in a voyage, fix upon one place, and there remain. If it should be necessary to climb the mast, refuse to do it ; if to run to the head of the ship, refuse to do it. And what captain will bear you ? Would not he throw you overboard as a useless piece of goods and mere luggage, and a bad example to the other sailors? Thus, also, in the present case, every one's life is a warfare, and that long and various. You must observe the duty of a soldier, and per- form everything at the nod of your general ; and even, if possible, divine what he would have done. E. D. iii. 24, 2. 95

APRIL 5

AS thou thyself, whoever thou art, wert madefor the perfection and consummation, being a member of it, of a common society ; so must every action of thine tend to the perfection and consummation of a hfe that is truly sociable. What action soever of thine therefore that either im- mediately or afar off, hath not reference to the common good, that is an exorbitant, and dis- orderly action ; yea it is seditious ; as one among the people who from such and such a consent and unity, should factiously divide and separate himself. M. A. ix. 21. THERE is but one light of the sun, though itbe intercepted by walls and mountains, and other thousand objects. There is but one common soul, though divided into innumerable particular essences and natures. M. A. xii. 23. 96

APRIL 6

nrO judge of reasonable and unreasonable, we ^ make use not only of a due estimation of things without us, but of what relates to each person's particular character. Thus, it is reason- able for one man to submit to a dirty disgraceful office, who considers this only, that if he does not submit to it he shall be whipped, and lose his dinner ; but if he does, that he has nothing hard or dis- agreeable to suffer : whereas to another it appears insupportable, not only to submit to such an office himself, but to bear with anyone else who does. If you ask me, then, whether you shall do this dirty office or not, I will tell you, it is a more valuable thing to get a dinner, than not ; and a greater disgrace to be whipped than not to be whipped : so that, if you measure yourself by these things, go and do your office. "Ay, but this is not suitable to my character." It is you who are to consider that, not I : for it is you who know yourself, what value you set upon yourself, and at what rate you sell yourself: for different people sell themselves at different prices. E. D. i. 2, 2. G 97

APRIL 7

" A ND why did he speak?" You may as well '^~*' ask, Why was he Apollo, why doth he deliver oracles, why hath he placed himself in such a post as a prophet and the fountain of truth, to whom the inhabitants of the world should re- sort? Why is Know Thyself inscribed on the front of his temple, when no one minds it? Did Socrates prevail on all who came to him, to take care of themselves ? Not on the thousandth part ; but however, being, as he himself declares, divinely appointed to such a post, he never de- serted it. What doth he say even to the judges ? " If you would acquit me, on condition that I should no longer act as I do now, I will not accept it, nor desist, but I will accost all I meet, whether young or old, and interrogate them just in the same manner, but particularly you, my fellow-citizens, as you are more nearly related to me." " Are you so curious and officious, Socrates? What is it to you how we act?"?"What do you say? While you are of the same community, and the same kindred with me, shall you be careless of yourself, and show yourself a bad citizen to the city, a bad kinsman to your kindred, and a bad neighbour to your neighbourhood?" E. D. iii. I, 3, 4. 98

APRIL 8

OBSERVE yourselves in your actions, and you will find of what sect you are. You will find that most of you are Epicureans, a few Peripatetics, and those but loose ones. For, by what action will you prove that you think virtue equal, and even superior, to all other things ? Show me a Stoic if you have one. Where? Or how should you ? You can show, indeed, a thousand who repeat the Stoic reasonings. But do they repeat the Epicurean worse ! Are they not just as perfect in the Peripatetic? Who, then, is a Stoic? As we call that a Phidian statue, which is formed according to the art of Phidias, so show me some one person, formed according to the principles which he professes. E. D. ii. 19, 3. 99

APRIL 9

SHOW me one who is sick, and happy ; indanger, and happy ; dying, and happy ; exiled, and happy ; disgraced, and happy. Show him me, for, by heaven, I long to see a Stoic. But (you will say) you have not one perfectly formed. Show me, then, one who is forming, one who is approaching towards this character. Do me this favour. Do not refuse an old man a sight which he hath never yet seen. Let any of you show me a human soul, willing to have the same sentiments with those of God, not to accuse either God or man, not to be disappointed of its desire, or incur its aversion, not to be angry, not to be envious, not to be jealous, in a word, willing from a man to become a God, and, in this poor mortal body, aiming to have fellowship with Jupiter. Show him to me. But you cannot. Why, then, do you im- pose upon yourselves, and play tricks with others ? E. D. ii. 19, 3. 100

APRIL 10

A CYNIC must besides have so much patience ^^ as to seem insensible and a stone to the vulgar. No one reviles, no one beats, no one affronts him ; but he hath surrendered his body to be treated at pleasure by anyone who will. For he remembers that the inferior, in whatever instance it is the inferior, must be conquered by the superior, and the body is inferior to the multitude, the weaker to the stronger. He never therefore enters into a combat where he can be conquered, but immediately gives up what belongs to others ; he doth not claim what is slavish and dependent ; but, where choice and the use of the Appearances are concerned, you will see that he hath so many eyes, you would say Argos was blind to him. Is his assent ever precipitate? His pursuits ever rash ? His desire ever disappointed ? His aversion ever incurred? His intention ever fruitless ? Is he ever querulous, ever dejected, ever envious? Here lies all his attention and application. With regard to other things, he snores supine. All is peace. There is no robber, no tyrant of the choice. E. D. iii. 22, 14. lOI

APRIL 11

BUT above all, the ruling faculty of a Cynicmust be purer than the sun, otherwise he must necessarily be a common cheat, and a rascal, if, while he is guilty of some vice himself, he re- proves others. For, consider how the case stands. Arms and guards give a power to common kings and tyrants of reproving and of punishing de- linquents, though they are wicked themselves ; but to a Cynic, instead of arms and guards, conscience gives this power, when he knows that he hath watched and laboured for mankind ; that he hath slept pure, and waked still purer ; and that he hath regulated all his thoughts as the friend, as the minister of the gods, as a partner of the empire of Jupiter ; that he is ready to say upon all occa- sions. Conduct me, Jove ; and thou, O Destiny. And, " If it thus pleases the gods, thus let it be." Why should he not dare to speak boldly to his own brethren, to his children ; in a word, to his kindred ? E. D. iii. 22, 13. 102

APRIL 12

TT ENCE he who is thus qualified is neither ^ -*- impertinent nor a busybody, for he is not busied about the affairs of others, but his own, when he oversees the transactions of men. Other- wise say that a general is a busybody when he oversees, examines, and watches his soldiers, and punishes the disorderly. But if you reprove others at the very time that you have a cake under your own arm, I will ask you : Had you not better, sir, go into a corner and eat up what you have stolen ? But what have you to do with the concerns of others ? For what are you ? Are you the bull in the herd, or the queen of the bees? Show me such ensigns of empire as she hath from nature. But, if you are a drone, and arrogate to yourself the kingdom of the bees, do not you think that your fellow-citizens will drive you out, just as the bees do the drones? E. D. iii. 22, 13. 103

APRIL 13

IF anyone comes and tells you, that in a dispute which was the best of the philosophers, one of the company said that such a one was the only philosopher, that little soul of yours grows to the size of two cubits, instead of an inch ; but if another should come and say, " You are mistaken, he is not worth hearing, for what doth he know? He hath the first rudiments, but nothing more," you are thunderstruck ; you presently turn pale and cry out, " I will show him what a man, and how great a philosopher, I am." It is evident what you are by these very things ; why do you aim to show it by others ? Do not you know that Diogenes showed some sophist in this manner by extending his middle finger ; and, when he was mad with rage, This, says Diogenes, is he ; I have showed him to you. For a man is not shown in the same sense as a stone, or a piece of wood, by the finger ; but whoever shows his principles, shows him as a man. E. D. iii. 2, 4. to4

APRIL 14

FROM an unseasonable regard to divination,we omit many duties. For what can the diviner see, besides death, or danger, or sickness, or, in short, things of this kind ? When it is necessary, then, to expose oneself to danger for a friend, or even a duty to die for him, what occa- sion have I for divination? Have not I a diviner within, who hath told me the essence of good and evil, and who explains to me the indications of both ? What further need, then, have I of the entrails of victims, or the flight of birds ! E. D. ii. 7, I. 105

APRIL 15

WHAT use is there of suspicion at all ? or, whyshould thoughts of mistrust, and suspicion concerning that which is future, trouble thy mind at all ? What now is to be done, if thou mayest search and inquire into that, what needs thou care for more ? And if thou art well able to per- ceive it alone, let no man divert thee from it. But if alone thou dost not so well perceive it, suspend thine action, and take advice from the best. And if there be anything else that doth hinder thee, go on with prudence and discretion, according to the present occasion and opportunity, still pro- posing that unto thyself, which thou dost con- ceive most right and just. For to hit that aright, and to speed in the prosecution of it, must needs be happiness, since it is that only which we can truly and properly be said to miss of, or, miscarry in. M. A. X. 13. 106

APRIL 16

AS a traveller inquires the road of the personhe meets, without any desire for that which turns to the right hand, more than to the left ; for he wishes for neither of these, but that only which leads him properly. Thus we should come to God as to a guide. Just as we make use of our eyes, not persuading them to show us one object rather than another, but receiving such as they present to us. But now we hold the bird with fear and trembling, and, in our invocations to God, entreat Him, " Lord, have mercy upon me : suffer me to come off safe." You wretch ! would you have anything, then, but what is best? And what is best, but what pleases God ? Why do you, as far as in you lies, corrupt your judge and seduce your adviser ? E. D. ii. 7, 3. 107

APRIL 17

GOD now brings me hither, now sends methither ; shows me to mankind, poor, without authority, sick ; sends me to Gyaros, leads me to prison : not that He hates me : heaven forbid ! For who hates the best of his servants? Nor that He neglects me, for He doth not neglect any one of the smallest things ; but to exercise me, and make use of me as a witness to others. Appointed to such a service, do I still care where I am, or with whom, or what is said of me, instead of being wholly attentive to God, and to His orders and commands ? E. D. iii. 24, 6. 108

APRIL 18

A WISE and good man, mindful who he is andwhence he came, and by whom he was pro- duced, is attentive only how he may fill his post regularly and dutifully to God. " Is it thy pleasure I should any longer continue in being? I will continue free, spirited, agreeably to thy pleasure ; for thou hast made me incapable of restraint in what is my own. But thou hast no further use for me ? Fare thou well ! I have stayed thus long for thy sake alone, and no other, and now I depart in obedience to thee."?" How do you depart ? " ? " Again, agreeably to thy pleasure ; as free, as thy servant, as one sensible of thy commands and thy prohibitions. But while I am employed in thy service, what wouldst thou have me be ? A prince or a private man, a senator or a plebeian, a soldier or a general, a preceptor or the master of a family? Whatever post or rank thou shalt assign me, like Socrates, I will die a thousand times rather than desert it. Where wouldst thou have me be ? At Rome or at Athens, at Thebes or at Gyaros? Only remember me there. If thou shalt send me where men cannot live conformably to nature, I do not depart from thence in diso- bedience to thy will, but as receiving my signal of retreat from thee. I do not desert thee ; heaven forbid ! but I perceive thou hast no use for me. If a life conformable to nature be granted, I will seek no other place but that in which I am, nor any other company but those with whom I am. " E. D. iii. 24, 5. 109

APRIL 19

BE not surprised, if other animals have all things necessary to the body ready provided for them, not only meat and drink but lodging : that they want neither shoes, nor bedding, nor clothes, while we stand in need of all these. For they not being made for themselves, but for service, it was not fit that they should be formed so as to need the help of others. For, consider what it would be for us to take care, not only for ourselves, but for sheep and asses too, how they should be clothed, how shod, and how they should eat and drink. But as soldiers are ready for their com- mander, shod, clothed, and armed (for it would be a grievous thing for a colonel to be obliged to go through his regiment to put on their shoes and clothes), so nature likewise has formed the animals made for service, ready provided, and standing in need of no further care. Thus one little boy, with only a crook, drives a flock. But now we, instead of being thankful for this, complain of God that there is not the same kind of care taken of us likewise. And yet, good heaven ! any one thing in the creation is sufficient to demonstrate a providence to a modest and grateful mind. Not to instance at present in great things, but only in the very production of milk from grass, cheese from milk, and wool from skins : who formed and contrived these things ? No one, say you. O surprising stupidity, and want of shame ! E. D. i. 16, I, 2. TIO

APRIL 20

" T)RAY, sir, can you tell me to whom you -^ entrust your horses?"?"Yes, certainly." " Is it, then, to anyone indifferently, though he be ignorant of horsemanship?"? "By no means." " To whom do you entrust your gold, or your silver, or your clothes ? " ? " Not to anyone in- differently." "And did you ever consider to whom you committed the care of your body ? "? " Yes, surely." " To one skilled in exercise, or medicine, I suppose ? " ? " Without doubt." " Are these things your chief good ; or are you possessed of something better than all of them ? " ? " What do you mean?" "Something which makes use of these, and proves and deliberates about each of them ? "?"What then, do you mean the soul ? " " You have guessed right ; for indeed I do mean that."?"I do really think it a much better pos- session than all the rest." E. D. ii. 12, I. Ill

APRIL 21

" /'~^AN you show us, then, in what manner you ^^-' have taken care of this soul ? For it is not probable that a person of your wisdom, and ap- proved character in the State, should carelessly suffer the most excellent thing that belongs to you to be neglected and lost." ? " No, certainly." "But do you take care of it yourself? And is it by the instructions of another, or by your own discovery how it ought to be done?" Here now comes the danger, that he may first say. Pray, good sir, what business is that of yours ? What are you to me ? Then, if you persist to trouble him, he may lift up his hand and give you a box on the ear. I myself was once a great admirer of this method of instruction, till I fell into such kind of adventures. E. D. ii. 12, T. 112

APRIL 22

\/0U carry a god about with you, wretch. I *- know nothing of it. Do you suppose I mean some god without you, of gold or silver? It is within yourself you wrong him, and profane him, without being sensible of it, by impure thoughts and unclean actions. E. D. ii. 8, 2, TT AVE you not God? Do you seek any other, J- J- while you have Him ? Or will He tell you any other than these things ? If you were a statue of Phidias, either Zeus or Athena, you would remember both yourself and the artist ; and, if you had any sense, you would endeavour to do nothing unworthy of him who formed you, or of yourself: nor to appear in an unbecoming manner to spectators. And are you now careless how you appear, because you are the workmanship of Jupiter ? E. D. ii. 8, 3. H 1^3

APRIL 23

AND yet, what comparison is there, eitherbetween the artists or the things they have formed ? What work of any artist contains in itself those faculties which are shown in forming it ? Is it anything but marble, or brass, or gold, or ivory? And the Athena of Phidias, when its hand is once extended and a Victory placed in it, remains in that attitude for ever. But the works of God are endued with motion, breath, the use of the appearances of things, judgment. Being, then, the formation of such an artist, will you dishonour him, especially when he hath not only formed, but entrusted and given the guardianship of you to yourself? Will you not only be forgetful of this, but, moreover, dishonour the trust? If God had committed some orphan to your charge, would you have been thus careless of him ? He hath delivered yourself to your care, and says, ?' I had no one fitter to be trusted than you : preserve this person for me, such as he is by nature ; modest, faithful, sublime, unterrified, dispassion- ate, tranquil." And will you not preserve him ? E. D. ii. 8, 3. 114

APRIL 24

T COME therefore to the diviner and interpreterA of these things, and say, "Inspect the entrails for me : what is signified to me ? " Having taken and laid them open, he thus interprets them :? You have a choice, man, incapable of being re- strained or compelled. This is written here in the entrails. I will show you this first in the faculty of assent. Can any one restrain you from assenting to truth??"No one."?Can anyone compel you to admit a falsehood??"No one."?You see, then, that you have in this topic a choice incapable of being restrained or compelled or hindered. AV'ell, is it any otherwise with regard to pursuit and desire? What can conquer one pursuit?? "Another pursuit."?What desire and aversion ?? "Another desire and another aversion." If you set death before me (say you) you compel me. No ; not what is set before you doth it, but your principle, that it is better to do such or such a thing than to die. Here, again, you see it is your own principle which compels you?that is, choice compels choice. For, if God had constituted that portion which He hath separated from His own offence and given to us, capable of being restrained or compelled, either by Himself or by any other. He would not have been God, nor have taken care of us in a due manner. E. D. i. 17, 2. 115

APRIL 25

OUR life is a warfare, and a mere pilgrimage. M. A. ii. 15. THOU hast taken ship, thou hast sailed, thouart come to land : go out, if to another life, there also shalt thou find gods, who are every- where. If all life and sense shall cease, then shalt thou cease also to be subject to either pains, or pleasures. M. A. iii. 4. THE art of true living in this world, is morelike a wrestler's than a dancer's practice. For in this they both agree, to teach a man, whatsoever falls upon him, that he may be ready for it, and that nothing may cast him down. M. A. vii. 33. 116

APRIL 26

TS anyone preferred before you at an entertain- -*- ment, or in a compliment, or in being admitted to a consultation ? If these things are good, you ought to rejoice that he hath got them ; and if they are evil, do not be grieved that you have not got them. And remember that you cannot, without using the same means to acquire things not in our own power, expect to be thought worthy of an equal share of them. For how can he who doth not frequent the door of any man, doth not attend him, doth not praise him, have an equal share with him who doth? You are unjust, then, and insatiable, if you are unwilling to pay the price for which these things are sold, and would have them for nothing, E. M. 25. 117

APRIL 27

FOR how much are lettuces sold ? A half-penny, for instance. If another, then, paying a halfpenny, takes the lettuces, and you, not pay- ing it, go without them, do not imagine that he hath gained any advantage over you. For as he hath the lettuces, so you have the halfpenny which you did not give. So, in the present case, you have not been invited to such a person's enter- tainment, because you have not paid him the price for which a supper is sold. It is sold for praise ; it is sold for attendance. Give him then the value, if it be for your advantage. But if you would, at the same time, not pay the one and yet receive the other, you are insatiable, and a block- head. Have you nothing, then, instead of the supper ? Yes, indeed, you have : the not praising him, whom you do not like to praise ; the not bearing with his behaviour at coming in. E. M. 25. 118

APRIL 28

WHEN we are invited to an entertainment, wetake what we find ; and if anyone should bid the master of the house set fish or tarts before him, he would be thought absurd. Yet, in the world, we ask the gods for what they do not give us, and that though they have given us so many things. E. FR. 12, IN every feast remember that there are two guests to be entertained, the body and the soul ; and that what you give the body you pre- sently lose, but what you give the soul remains for ever. E. FR. 27. AGRIPPINUS, when Florus was considering whether he should go to Nero's shows, so as to perform some part in them himself, bid him go. ? " But why do not you go then ? " says Florus. " Because," replied Agrippinus, " I do not deliber- ate about it." For he who once sets himself about such considerations, and goes to calculating the worth of external things, approaches very near to those who forget their own character. E. D. i. 2, 3. 119

APRIL 29

IT would be best if, both while you are person- ally making your preparations, and while you are feasting at table, you could give among the servants part of what is before you. But, if such a thing be difficult at that time, remember that you, who are not weary, are attended by those who are ; you, who are eating and drinking, by those who are not ; you, who are talking, by those who are silent ; you, who are at ease, by those who are under constraint ; and thus you will never be heated into any unreasonable passion yourself, nor do any mischief by provoking an- other. E. FR. 30. I 20

APRIL 30

WHEN a person inquired, how any one mighteat acceptably to the gods: If he eats with justice, says Epictetus, and gratitude, and fairly and temperately and decently, must he not also eat acceptably to the gods? And when you call for hot water, and your servant doth not hear you, or, if he doth, brings it only warm ; or per- haps is not to be found at home ; then not to be angry, or burst with passion, is not this acceptable to the gods ? E. D. i. 13, I. IN the mind that is once truly disciplined and purged, thou canst not find anything, either foul or impure, or as it were festered : nothing that is either servile, or affected : no partial tie ; no malicious averseness ; nothing obnoxious ; no- thing concealed. The life of such an one. Death can never surprise as imperfect ; as of an Actor, that should die before he had ended, or the play itself were at an end, a man might speak. M. A. iii. 9.

MAY 1

IN parties of conversation, avoid a frequent and excessive mention of your own actions and dangers. For, however agreeable it may be to yourself to mention the risks you have run, it is not equally agreeable to others to hear your ad- ventures. Avoid, likewise, an endeavour to excite laughter. For this is a slippery point, which may throw you into vulgar manners, and, besides, may be apt to lessen you in the esteem of your ac- quaintance. Approaches to indecent discourse are likewise dangerous. Whenever, therefore, any- thing of this sort happens, if there be a proper opportunity, rebuke him who makes advances that way ; or, at least, by silence and blushing and a forbidding look, show yourself to be displeased by such talk. E. M. 33. 122

MAY 2

I MAY be at a loss, perhaps, to give a reason how sensation is performed ; whether it be diffused universally, or reside in a particular part ; for I tind difficulties that shock me in each case ; but, that you and I are not the same person, I very exactly know. How so? Why, I never, when I have a mind to swallow anything, carry it to your mouth, but my own. I never, when I wanted to take a loaf, took a brush ; but went directly to the loaf, as fit to answer my purpose. And do you yourselves, who deny all evidence of the senses, act any otherwise ? Who of you, when he intended to go into a bath, ever went into a mill ? E. D. i. 27, 2. 123

MAY 3

WHAT are you doing, man ? You contradictyourself every day, and yet you will not give up these paltry cavils. When you eat, where do you carry your hand? To your mouth, or to your eye? When you bathe, where do you go? Do you ever call a kettle a dish ; or a spoon a spit ? If I were a servant to one of these gentlemen, were it at the hazard of being flayed every day, I would plague him. "Throw some oil into the bath, boy." I would take pickle and pour upon his head. "What is this?" Really, sir, an appear- ance struck me so perfectly alike, as not to be distinguished from oil. "Give me the soup." I would carry him a dish full of vinegar. " Did not I ask for the soup ? " Yes, sir, this is the soup. " Is not this vinegar? " Why so, more than soup? "Take it and smell to it; take it and taste it." How do you know, then, but our senses deceive us? If I had three or four fellow-servants to join with me, I would make him either choke with passion and burst, or change his opinions. But now they insult us by making use of the gifts of nature, while in words they destroy them. Grateful and modest men, truly ! E. D. ii. 20, 6. 124

MAY 4

MY friend HeracHtus, in a trifling suit abouta little estate at Rhodes, after having proved to the judges that his cause was good, vi'hen he came to the conclusion of his speech, " I will not entreat you," says he, " nor care what judgment you give : for it is rather you who are to be judged than I." And thus he lost his suit. What need was there of this ? Be content not to entreat : do not tell them, too, that you will not entreat, unless it be a proper time to provoke the judges de- signedly, as in the case of Socrates. But if you too are preparing such a speech, what do you wait for? Why do you submit to be tried? For if you wish to be hanged, have patience, and the gibbet will come. But if you choose rather to submit, and make your defence as well as you can, all the rest is to be ordered accordingly : with a due regard, however, to the preservation of your own character. E. D. ii. 2, 3. 125

MAY 5

WHEN children come to us clapping theirhands and saying: "To-morrow is the good feast of Saturn," do we tell them that good doth not consist in such things ? By no means : but we clap our hands along with them. Thus, when you are unable to convince anyone, con- sider him as a child, and clap your hands with him ; or if you will not do that, at least hold your tongue. E. D. i. 29, 5. I ONCE saw a person weeping and embracing the knees of Epaphroditus, and deploring his hard fortune that he had not ^^50,000 left. What said Epaphroditus, then? Did he laugh at him, as we should do ? No ; but cried out with as- tonishment : " Poor man ! How could you be silent ? How could you bear it ? " E. D. i. 26, 2. T26

MAY 6

ONLY give any of us that you please someilliterate person for an antagonist, and he will not find out how to treat him. But when he hath a little moved the man, if he happens to answer beside the purpose, he knows not how to deal with him any further; but either reviles or laughs at him, and says, "He is an illiterate fel- low; there is no making anything of him." Yet a guide, when he perceives his charge going out of the way, doth not revile and ridicule and then leave him ; but leads him into the right path. Do you also show your antagonist the truth, and you will see that he will follow. But till you do show it, do not ridicule him ; but rather be sen- sible of your own incapacity. E. D. ii. 12, I. 127

MAY 7

WILL this querulousness, this murmuring,this complaining and dissembling never be at an end? What, then, is it that troubleth thee? Doth any new thing happen unto thee? What dost thou so wonder at ? At the cause, or the matter? Behold either by itself, is either of that weight and moment indeed? And besides these, there is not anything. But thy duty to- wards the 'gods also, it is time that thou shouldst acquit thyself of it with more goodness and sim- plicity. M. A. ix. 35. MANY of those things that trouble and straighten thee, it is in thy power to cut off, as wholly depending from mere conceit and opinion, and then thou shalt have room enough. M. A. ix. 3. 128

MAV 8

T TSE thyself even unto those things that thou^ dost at first despair of. For the left hand we see, which for the most part lieth idle because not used ; yet doth it hold the bridle with more strength than the right, because it hath been used unto it. M. A. xii. 5. "O EMEMBER that you are an actor in a drama,J-^ of such a kind as the author pleases to make it. If short, of a short one ; if long, of a long one. If it be his pleasure you should act a poor man, a cripple, a governor, or a private person, see that you act it naturally. For this is your business, to act well the character assigned you ; to choose it, is another's. E. M. 17. 129

MAY 9

WHAT, then, would anybody have you dress yourself out to the utmost? By no means, except in those things where our nature requires it; in reason, principles, actions; but, in our persons, only as far as neatness, as far as not to give offence. But if you hear that it is not right to wear purple, you must go, I suppose, and roll your cloak in the mud, or tear it.?"But where should I have a fine cloak?"?You have water, man ; wash it. " What an amiable youth is here ! How worthy this old man to love and be loved ! " ?A fit person to be trusted with the instruction of our sons and daughters, and attended by young people, as occasion may require?to read them lectures on a dunghill ! Every deviation pro- ceeds from something human, but this approaches very nearly towards being not human. E. D. iv. II, 5. 130

MAY 10

DO you think you deserve to have an unpleasantodour ? Be it so. But do those deserve to suffer by it who sit near you, who are placed at table with you, who salute you ? Either go into a desert, as you deserve, or live solitary at home, and smell yourself; for it is fit you should enjoy your nasti- ness alone. But to what sort of character doth it belong to live in a city, and behave so carelessly and inconsiderately ? If nature had trusted even a horse to your care, would you have overlooked and neglected him ? Now, consider your body as committed to you instead of a horse. Wash it, rub it, take care that it may not be anyone's aversion, nor disgust anyone. Who is not more disgusted at a stinking, unwholesome-looking sloven, than at a person who hath been rolled in filth ? The stench of the one is adventitious from without, but that which arises from want of care is a kind of inward putrefaction. E. D. iv. II, 3.

MAY 11

DO not say to what excels, Who are you? Ifyou do, it will, somehow or other, find a voice to tell you, " I am like the purple thread in a garment. Do not expect me to be like the rest, or find fault with my nature, which hath distin- guished me from others." What then, am I such a one ? How should I ? Indeed, are you such a one as to be able to hear the truth ? I wish you were. But, however, since I am condemned to wear a grey beard and a cloak, and you come to me as to a philosopher, I will not treat you cruelly, nor as if I despaired of you, but will ask you?Whom is it, young man, whom you would render beautiful ? Know first who you are, and then adorn yourself accordingly. You are a man ; that is, a mortal animal, capable of a rational use of the appearances of things. And what is this rational use? A perfect conformity to nature. What have you then particularly excellent ? Is it the animal part? No. The mortal? No. That which is capable of the use of the appearances of things? No. The excellence lies in the rational part. Adorn and beautify this, but leave your hair to him who formed it, as he thought good. E. D. iii. I, 4, 5. 132

MAY 12

T F you would have your house securely inhabited, J- imitate the Spartan Lycurgus. And as he did not enclose his city with walls, but fortified the inhabitants with virtue, and preserved the city always free, so you do likewise ; not surround yourself with a great courtyard, nor raise high towers, but strengthen those that live with you by benevolence and fidelity and friendship. And thus nothing hurtful will enter, even if the whole band of wickedness was set in array against it. E. FR. 40. ''jPHERE is nothing more shameful than per- J- fidious friendship. M. A. xi. 7. T_T E is the master of every other person who J- J- is able to confer or remove whatever that person wishes to have or to avoid. Whoever then would be free, let him wish nothing, let him decline nothing, which depends on others, else he must necessarily be a slave. E. M. 14. 133

MAY 13

REMEMBER that you must behave in life as at an entertainment. Is anything brought round to you? Put out your hand and take your share with moderation. Doth it pass by you ? Do not stop it. Is it not yet come ? Do not stretch forth your desire towards it, but wait till it reaches you. E. M. 15. LET death and exile, and all other things which appear terrible, be daily before your eyes, but chiefly death, and you will never entertain any abject thought, nor too eagerly covet anything. E. M. 21. AT a feast, to choose the largest share is verysuitable to the bodily appetite, but utterly inconsistent with the social spirit of an entertain- ment. When you eat with another, then, remem- ber not only the value of those things which are set before you to the body, but the value of that behaviour which ought to be observed towards the person who gives the entertainment. E. M. 36. 134

MAY 14

WHO is it that hath fitted the sword to the scabbard, and the scabbard to the sword? Is it no one ? From the very construction of a complete work, we are used to declare positively, that it must be the operation of some artificer, and not the effect of mere chance. Doth every such work, then, demonstrate an artificer; and do not visible objects, and the sense of seeing, and Light, demonstrate one ? E. D. i. 6, 2. SEE the practice of those who play skilfully atball. No one contends for the ball, as either a good or an evil ; but how he may throw and catch it again. Here lies the address, here the art, the nimbleness, the sagacity ; that I may not be able to catch it, even if I hold up my lap for it ; another may catch it whenever I throw it. But if we catch or throw it with fear or perturbation, what kind of play will this be? How shall we keep our- selves steady ; or how see the order of the game ? One will say, Throw ; another. Do not throw ; a third. You have thrown once already. This is a mere quarrel, not a play. E. D. ii. 5, 3. 135

MAY 15

IS freedom anything else than the power of living as we like ? Nothing else. Well tell me, then, do you like to live in error ? We do not. No one, sure, that lives in error is free. Do you like to live in fear? Do you like to live in sorrow? Do you like to live in perturbation? By no means. No one, therefore, in a state of fear, or sorrow, or perturbation, is free ; but whoever is delivered from sorrow, fear, and perturbation, by the same means is delivered likewise from slavery. E. D. ii. I, 4. 136

MAY 16

I WOULD be the purple, that small and shining thing, which gives a lustre and beauty to the rest. E. D. i. 2, 3. F OR as for him who is the Administrator of all,he will make good use of thee whether thou wilt or no, and make thee (as a part and member of the whole) so to co-operate with him, that what- soever thou doest, shall turn to the furtherance of his own counsels, and resolutions. But be not thou for shame such a part of the whole, as that vile and ridiculous verse (which Chrysippus in a place doth mention) is a part of the Comedy. M. A. vi. 37. T)AY in, before you are called upon, what is due A to the public, and you will never be asked for what is^not due. E. FR. 72. 137

MAY 17

pRISCUS HELVIDIUS, when Vespasian hadJ- sent to forbid his going to the senate, an- swered, "It is in your power to prevent my con- tinuing a senator; but while I am one, I must go." ? "Well then, at least be silent there."?" Do not ask my opinion, and I will be silent."?" But I must ask it."?" And I must speak what appears to me to be right."? " But if you do, I will put you to death."?" Did I ever tell you that I was im- mortal ? You will do your part, and I mine : It is yours to kill, and mine to die intrepid ; yours to banish me, mine to depart untroubled." What good, then, did Priscus do, who was but a single person ? Why what good does the purple do to the garment? What but the being a shining character in himself, and setting a good example to others? Another, perhaps, if in such circum- stances Caesar had forbidden his going to the senate, would have answered, " I am obliged to you for excusing me." But such a one he would not have forbidden to go, well knowing that he would either sit like a statue, or, if he spoke, he would say what he knew to be agreeable to C^sar, and would overdo it by adding still more. E. V. i. 2, 4, 5. 138

MAY 18

DIOGENES used to say, "Ever since Antis- thenes made me free, I have ceased to be a slave." How did he make him free? Hear what he says. " He taught me what was my own, and what not. An estate is not my own. Kindred, domestics, friends, reputation, familiar places, manner of life, all belong to another." " What is your own, then ?" "The use of the appearances of things. He showed me that I have this, not subject to restraint or compulsion ; no one can hinder or force me to use them any otherwise than I please. Who, then, after this, hath any power over me? Philip, or Alexander, or Perdiccas, or the Persian king ? Whence should they have it ? For he that is to be subdued by man must, long before, be subdued by things. He, therefore, of whom neither pleasure nor pain, nor fame nor riches, can get the better, and who is able, when- ever he thinks fit, to throw away his whole body with contempt, and depart, whose slave can he ever be ? " E. D. iii. 23, 4. 139

MAY 19

WE will allow those creatures only to be freewho do not endure captivity ; but, as soon as they are taken, die, and escape. Thus Diogenes somewhere says, that the only way to freedom is to die with ease. And he writes to the Persian king, " You can no more enslave the Athenians than you can fish."?"How? What, shall not I take them ? "?" If you do take them," says he, " they will leave you, and be gone like fish. For take a fish, and it dies. And, if the Athenians too die as soon as you have taken them, of what use are your warlike preparations ? " This is the voice of a free man, who had examined the matter in earnest, and, as it might be expected, found it out. But, if you seek it where it is not, what wonder if you never find it? E. D. iv. I, 6. 140

MAY 20

CEASE to make yourselves slaves, first of things, and then upon their account, of the men who have the power either to bestow or take them away. Is there any advantage then to be gained from these men? From all, even from a reviler. What advantage doth a wrestler gain from him with whom he exercises himself, before the combat? The greatest. Why, just in the same manner I exercise myself with this man. He exercises me in patience, in gentleness, in meekness. Is my neighbour a bad one? He is so to himself; but a good one to me. He exer- cises my good temper, my moderation. Is my father bad? To himself, but not to me. "This is the rod of Hermes. Touch with it whatever you please, and it will become gold." No ; but bring whatever you please, and I will turn it into good. Bring sickness, death, want, reproach, capital trial. All these, by the rod of Hermes, shall turn to advantage. E. D. iii. 20, 1. 141

MAY 21

FREEDOM is the name of virtue ; and slavery,of vice. N^ E. F. 7. one is free, who doth not command mself. E. F. 109. AA /"HAT is wickedness? It is that which many ^ * times and often thou hast already seen and known in the world. And so oft as anything doth happen that might otherwise trouble thee, let this memento presently come to thy mind, that it is that which thou hast already often seen and known. Generally, above and below, thou shalt find but the same things. The very same things whereof ancient stories, middle-age stories, and fresh stories are full : whereof towns are full, and houses full. There is nothing that is new. All things that are, are both usual and of little con- tinuance. M. A. ii. I. 142

MAY 22

THE man who is unrestrained, who hath all things in his power as he wills, is free ; but he who may be restrained, or compelled, or hin- dered, or thrown into any condition against his will, is a slave. "And who is unrestrained?"? He that desires none of those things that belong to others. "And what are those things which belong to others?"?Those which are not in our own power, either to have or not to have. E. D. iv. I, 14. THE things themselves (which either to get orto avoid thou art put to so much trouble) come not unto thee themselves ; but thou in a manner goest unto them. Let then thine own judgment and opinion concerning those things be at rest ; and as for the things themselves, they stand still and quiet, without any noise or stir at all ; and so shall all pursuing and flying cease. M. A. xi. lo. M3

MAY 23

HE is free who lives as he likes ; who is not subject either to compulsion, to restraint, or to violence ; whose pursuits are unhindered, his desires successful, his aversions unincurred. Who, then, would wish to lead a wrong course of life ? ? " No one." Who would live deceived, prone to mistake, unjust, dissolute, discontented, dejected ? ?"No one." No wicked man, then, lives as he likes ; therefore neither is he free. And who would live in sorrow, fear, envy, pity ; with dis- appointed desires, and incurred aversions ?^" No one." Do we then find any of the wicked ex- empt from sorrow, fear, disappointed desires, incurred aversions??"Not one." Consequently, then, not free. E. D. iv. I, I. 144

MAY 24

STUDY these points, these principles, thesediscourses, contemplate these examples, if you would be free, if you desire the thing in proportion to its value. And where is the wonder that you should purchase so great a thing at the price of others, so many, and so great ? Some hang them- selves, others break their necks, and sometimes even whole cities have been destroyed, for that which is reputed freedom ; and will not you, for the sake of the true and secure and inviolable freedom, repay God what He hath given when He demands it? Will you not study, not only as Plato says, to die, but to be tortured and banished and scourged, and, in short, to give up all that belongs to others? If not, you will be a slave among slaves, though you were ten thousand times a consul ; and, even though you should rise to the palace, you will be nevertheless so. And you will feel that though philosophers (as Cleanthes says) do, perhaps, talk contrary to common opinion, yet not contrary to reason. For you will find it true, in fact, that the things that are eagerly followed and admired are of no use to those who have gained them ; while they who have not yet gained them imagine that, if they are acquired, every good will come along with them ; and then, when they are acquired, there is the same feverishness, the same agitation, the same nauseating, and the same desire of what is absent. E. D. iv. I, 19. K 145

MAY 25

BUT the tyrant will chain ?what??A leg.?He will take away?what ??A head.?What is there, then, that he can neither chain nor take away??The will and choice. Hence the advice of the ancients?Know thyself. E. D. i. 18, 2. SUPPOSE that at the Palaestra somebody hath all torn thee with his nails, and hath broken thy head. Well, thou art wounded. Yet thou dost not exclaim ; thou art not offended with him. Thou dost not suspect him for it afterwards, as one that watched to do thee a mischief. Yea, even then, though thou doest thy best to save thyself from him, yet not from him as an enemy. It is not by way of any suspicious indignation, but by way of gentle and friendly declination. Keep the same mind and disposition in other parts of thy life also. For many things there be, which we must conceive and apprehend, as though we had had to do with an antagonist at the Palsestra. For as I said, it is very possible for us to avoid and decline, though we neither suspect, nor hate. M. A. vi. 19. 146

MAY 26

WHAT, then ! do you philosophers teach usa contempt of kings? By no means. Who of us teaches anyone to contend with them about things of which they have the command? Take my body, take my possessions, take my reputation, take those who are about me. If I persuade anyone to contend for these things in his own, accuse me with justice.?"Ay, but I would command your prin- ciples too."?And who hath given you that power ? How can you conquer the principle of another?? By applying terror I will conquer it.?Do not you see that what conquers itself is not conquered by another? And nothing but itself can conquer the choice. Hence, too, the most excellent and equit- able love of God, that the better should always prove superior to the worse. E. D. i. 29, 2. 147

MAY 27

GOD says, " If you wish for good, receive it from yourself." You say. No ; but from another. ? "Nay; but from yourself." In consequence of this, when a tyrant threatens and sends for me ; I say. Against what is your threatening pointed? If he says, " I will chain you " ; I answer, It is my hands and feet that you threaten. If he says, " I will cut off your head " ; I answer, It is my head that you threaten. If he says, " I will throw you into prison "; I answer. It is the whole of this paltry body that you threaten : and, if he threatens banishment, just the same. Doth not he threaten you, then ? If I am persuaded that these things are nothing to me, he doth not ; but, if I fear any of them, it is me that he threatens. Whom, after all, is it that I fear? The master of what? Of things in my own power? Of these no one is the master. Of things not in my power? And what are these to me ? E. D. i. 29, I. 148

MAY 28

THEY kill me, they cut my flesh : they perse-cute my person with curses. What then ? May not thy mind for all this continue pure, prudent, temperate, just? As a fountain of sweet and clear water, though she be cursed by some stander by, yet do her springs nevertheless still run as sweet and clear as before ; yea though either dirt or dung be thrown in, yet is it no sooner thrown, than dispersed, and she cleared. She cannot be dyed or, infected by it. What then must I do, that I may have within myself an overflowing fountain, and not a well ? Beget thyself by continual pains and endeavours to true liberty with charity, and true simplicity and modesty. M. A. viii. 50. 149

MAY 29

AS one that tosseth up a ball. And what is aball the better, if the motion of it be upwards ; or the worse if it be downwards ; or if it chance to fall upon the ground ? So for the bubble ; if it continue, what is it the better? And if it dis- solve, what is it the worse? And so is it of a candle too. And so must thou reason with thy- self, both in matter of fame, and in matter of death. For as for the body itself, (the subject of death) wouldst thou know the vileness of it? Turn it about, that thou mayest behold it the worst sides upwards as well, as in its more ordinary pleasant shape ; how doth it look, when it is old and withered? when sick and pained? And as for fame. This life is short. Both he that praiseth, and he that is praised ; he that remembers, and he that is remembered, will soon be dust and ashes. Besides, it is but in one corner of this part of the world that thou art praised ; and yet in this corner, thou hast not the joint praises of all men ; no nor scarce of anyone constantly. And yet the whole earth itself, what is it but as one point, in regard of the whole world? M. A. viii. 19. J 50

MAY 30

AS for thy life, consider what it is ; a wind ; notone constant wind neither, but every moment of an hour let out, and sucked in again. The third, is thy ruling part ; and here consider ; Thou art an old man ; suffer not that excellent part to be brought in subjection, and to become slavish : suffer it not to be drawn up and down with unreasonable and unsociable lusts and motions, as it were with wires and nerves ; suffer it not any more, either to repine at anything now present, or to fear and fly any- thing to come, which the Destiny hath appointed thee. E. D. i. 16.1 ^i

MAY 31

WHAT is it to bear a fever well? Not toblame either God or man, not to be afflicted at what happens ; to expect death in a right and becoming manner, and to do what is to be done. When the physician enters, not to dread what he may say ; nor, if he should tell you that you are in a fair way to be too much rejoiced ; for what good hath he told you ? When you were in health, what good did it do you? Not to be dejected when he tells you that you are very ill ; for what is it to be very ill ? To be near the separation of soul and body. What harm is there in this, then ? If you are not near it now, will you not be near it hereafter? What, will the world be quite overset when you die? E. D. iii. 10. 1^2

JUNE 1

BUT what says God? " O Epictetus, if it were possible, I had made this little body and property of thine free, and not liable to hindrance. But now do not mistake : it is not thine own, but only a finer mixture of clay. Since, then, I could not give thee this, I have given thee a certain por- tion of myself: this faculty of e.xerting the powers or pursuit and avoidance, of desire and aversion ; and, in a word, the use of the appearances of things. Taking care of this point, and making what is thy own to consist in this, thou wilt never be restrained, never be hindered ; thou wilt not groan, wilt not complain, wilt not flatter anyone. How then ! Do all these advantages seem small to thee?" Heaven forbid! "Let them suffice thee then, and thank the gods." E. D. i. 1, 3. '53

JUNE 2

BOLDLY make a desperate push, man, as the saying is, for prosperity, for freedom, for magnanimity. Lift up your head at last, as free from slavery. Dare to look up to God and say, " Make use of me for the future as Thou wilt. I am of the same mind ; I am equal with Thee. I refuse nothing which seems good to Thee. Lead me whither Thou wilt. Clothe me in whatever dress Thou wilt. Is it Thy will, that I should be in a public or a private condition, dwell here or be banished, be poor or rich ? Under all these circumstances I will make Thy defence to men. I will show what the nature of everything is." No. Rather sit alone in a warm place, and wait till your mamma comes to feed you. E. D. ii. i6, 4. '54

JUNE 3

T F Hercules had sat loitering at home, what -?- would he have been ? Eurystheus, and not Hercules. Besides, by travelling through the world, how many acquaintance and how many friends had he ? But none more his friend than God, for which reason he was believed to be the son of God, and was so. In obedience to Him, he went about extirpating injustice and lawless force. But you are not Hercules, nor able to extirpate the evils of others ; nor even Theseus to extirpate the evils of Attica. Extirpate your own, then. Expel, instead of Procrustes and Sciron, grief, fear, desire, envy, malevolence, avarice, effeminacy, in- temperance, from your mind. But these can be no otherwise expelled than by looking up to God alone as your pattern ; by attaching yourself to Him alone, and being consecrated to His com- mands. If you wish for anything else, you will, with sighs and groans, follow what is stronger than you, always seeking prosperity without, and never able to find it. For you seek it where it is not, and neglect to seek it where it is. E. D. ii. i6, 4. 155

JUNE 4

WHAT is by nature free, cannot be disturbedor restrained by anything but itself. But its own principles disturb it. Thus, when the tyrant says to anyone : " I will chain your leg " : he who values his leg, cries out for pity : while he who sets the value on his own will and choice, says : " If you imagine it for your interest, chain it." ? " What ! do not you care ? " ?No ; I do not care.? " I will show you that I am master."?You ? How should you ? God has set me free. What ! do you think He would suffer His own son to be enslaved ? You are master of my carcase. Take it.? " So that when you come into my presence, you pay no regard to me ? " ?No ; but to myself. E. D. i. 19, 2. 156

JUNE 5

WHAT is our nature ?To be free, noble-spirited, modest. (For what other animal blushes ? What other hath the idea of shame ?) But pleasure must be subjected to these, as an attendant and handmaid, to call forth our activity and to keep us constant in natural operations. But I am rich and want nothing. Then why do you pretend to philosophize? Your gold and silver plate is enough for you. What need have you of principles ? Besides, I am judge of the Greeks. Do you know how to judge ? Who hath im- parted this knowledge to you ? Cffisar hath given me a commission. Let him give you a commission to judge of music; and what good will it do you? But how were you made a judge ? Whose hand have you kissed ? Before whose bed-chamber have you slept? To whom have you sent presents? But I can throw whom I please into prison. As you may a stone. But I can beat whom I will too. As you may an ass. This is not a government of men. E. D. iii. 7, I. 157

JUNE 6

DO not you know that freedom is a verybeautiful and valuable thing? But for me to choose at random, and for things to happen agreeably to such a choice, may be so far from a beautiful thing as to be, of all others, the most shocking. For how do we proceed in writing? Do I choose to write the name of Dion (for in- stance) as I will ? No ; but I am taught to be willing to write it as it ought to be writ. And what is the case in music? The same. And what in every other art or science? Otherwise, it would be to no purpose to learn anything, if it was to be adapted to each one's particular humour. Is it, then, only in the greatest and principal point, that of freedom, permitted me to will at random ? By no means, but true instruction is this : learning to will that things should happen as they do. And how do they happen ? As the appointer of them hath appointed. He hath appointed that there should be summer and winter, plenty and dearth, virtue and vice, and all such contrarieties, for the harmony of the whole. To each of us he hath given a body and its parts, and our several pro- perties and companions. Mindful of this appoint- ment, we should enter upon a course of education and instruction not to change the constitutions of things, which is neither put within our reach nor for our good ; but that, being as they are, and as their nature is with regard to us, we may have our mind accommodated to what exists. E. D. 158

JUNE 7

A^T'HAT makes a tyrant formidable? His * guards, say you, and their swords; they who belong to the bedchamber, and they who shut out those who would go in. VVhat is the reason, then, that, if you bring a child to him when he is surrounded by his guards, it is not afraid ? Is it because the child doth not know what they mean ? Suppose, then, that anyone doth know what is meant by guards, and that they are armed with swords, and, for that very reason, comes in the tyrant's way, being desirous, on account of some misfortune, to die, and seeking to die easily by the hand of another : doth such a man fear the guards ? No ; for he wants the very thing that renders them formidable. Well, then, if anyone without an absolute desire to live or die, but, as it may happen, comes in the way of a tyrant, what restrains his approaching him without fear? Nothing. E. D. iv. 7, I. 159

JUNE 8

WHAT, then, must I at one time be calledto a trial ; must another at another time be scorched by a fever ; another be exposed to the sea; another die; and another be condemned? Yes ; for it is impossible, in such a body, in such a world, and among such companions, but that some or other of us must fall into such cir- cumstances. Your business, when you come into them, is to say what you ought, to order things as you can. Then, says one, " I decide that you have acted unjustly." Much good may it do you ; I have done my part. You are to look to it, whether you have done yours ; for there is some danger of that too, let me tell you. E. D. ii. 5, 5. 160

JUNE 9

CONvSIDER, you who are going to take your trial, what you wish to preserve, and in what to succeed. For if you wish to preserve a choice conformable to nature, you are resting safe ; every- thing goes well ; you have no trouble on your hands. While you wish to preserve what is in your own power, and which is naturally free, and are contented with that, whom have you longer to care for ? For who is the master of things like these? Who can take them away.'' If you wish to be a man of honour and fidelity, who shall prevent you ? If you wish not to be restrained or compelled, who shall compel you to desires contrary to your principles ; to aver- sions contrary to your opinion ? The judge, perhaps, will pass a sentence against you which he thinks formidable : but how can he likewise make you receive it with aversion ? Since, then, desire and aversion are in your own power, what have you else to care for? Let this be your introduction, this your narration, this your proof, this your victory, this your conclusion, and this your applause. E. D. ii. 2, I. t6i

JUNE 10

BUT he who hath the power hath given sen-tence. " I judge you to be impious and profane." What hath befallen you ?? I have been judged to be impious and profane. Anything else ? ? Nothing. Suppose he had passed his judgment upon an hypothetical proposition, and pronounced it to be a false conclusion, that if it be day it is light ; what would have befallen the proposition ? In this case who is judged ; who condemned ; the proposition, or he who is deceived concerning it? Doth he, who hath the power of pronouncing anything concerning you, know what pious or impious mean ? Hath he made it his study, or learned it ? Where ? From whom? A musician would not regard him if he pronounced bass to be treble : nor a mathe- matician, if he passed sentence that lines drawn from the centre to the circle are not equal. And shall he, who is truly learned, regard an unlearned man, when he pronounces upon pious and im- pious, just and unjust? E. D. i. 29, 7. 162

JUNE 11

\ A /"HEN you are going to any one of the great, * * remember there is another, who sees from above what passes ; and whom you ought to please rather than man. He therefore asks you : In the school, what did you use to call exile, and prison, and chains, and death, and defamation? I ? Indifferent things. What, then, do you call them now? Are they at all changed ??No. Are you changed, then ??No. Tell me, then, what things are indifferent. Things independent on choice. Tell me the consequence too. Things independent on choice, are nothing to me. Tell me, likewise, what appeared to us to be the good of man. A right choice and a right use of the appear- ances of things, What his end ? To follow thee. Do you say the same things now, too ? Yes, I do say the same things, even now. Well, go in, then, boldly, and mindful of these things : and you will see what a youth, who hath studied what he ought, is among men who have not. I protest, I imagine you will have such thoughts as these : " Why do we provide so many and great qualifications for nothing ? Is the power, the antechamber, the attendants, the guards, no more than this ? Is it for these that I have listened to so many dissertations? These are nothing : and I had qualified myself as for some great encounter." E. D. i. 30. 163

JUNE 12

WHENEVER you see any one subject toanother, and flattering him, contrary to his own opinion, confidently say that he too is not free ; and not only if he doth it for a supper, but even if it be for a government, nay, a consul- ship ; but call those indeed little slaves who act thus for the sake of little things, and the others, as they deserve, great slaves.? "Be this, too, agreed." Well, do you think freedom to be some- thing independent and self-determined??"How can it be otherwise .'^ " Him, then, whom it is in the power of another to restrain or to compel, affirm confidently to be not free. And do not mind his grandfathers, or great-grandfathers, or inquire whether he hath been bought or sold ; but if you hear him say from his heart, and with emotion, My master, though twelve lictors should march before him, call him a slave. And if you should hear him say. Wretch that I am, what do I suffer I call him a slave. In short, if you see him wailing, complaining, unprosperous, call him a slave in purple. " Suppose, then, he doth nothing of all this ? " ?Do not yet say he is free, but learn whether his principles are liable to com- pulsion, to restraint, or disappointment, and, if you find this to be the case, call him a slave keeping holiday during the Saturnalia. Say that his master is abroad : he will come presently, and you will know what he suffers. " Who will come ? " ?Whoever hath the power either of bestowing or taking away any of the things he wishes for. E. D. iv. I. lo. 164

JUNE 13

A RE you free yourself, then? (it will be said). ^^ By heaven, I wish and pray for it. But I cannot yet face my masters. I still pay a regard to my body, and set a great value on keeping it whole, though at the same time it is not whole. But I can show you one who was free, that you may no longer seek an example. Diogenes was free.?"How so?" Not because he was of free parents, for he was not ; but because he was so himself, because he had cast away all the handles of slavery, nor was there any way of getting at him, nor anywhere to lay hold on him to enslave him. Everything sat loose upon him, everything only just hung on. If you took hold on his posses- sions, he would rather let them go than follow you for them ; if on his leg, he let go his leg ; if his body, he let go his body ; acquaintance, friends, country, just the same. For he knew whence he had them, and from whom and upon what conditions he received them. But he would never have forsaken his true parents the gods, and his real country, nor have suffered anyone to be more dutiful and obedient to them than he ; nor would anyone have died more readily for his country than he. E. D. iv. 1, 17. X65

JUNE 14

S' PEAK the truth, slave, and do not run away from your masters, nor deny them, nor dare to assert your freedom when you have so many proofs of your slavery. One might indeed find some excuse for a person, compelled by love to do something contrary to his opinion, even when at the same time he sees what is best and yet hath not resolution enough to follow it, since he is with- held by something violent and, in some measure, divine. But who can bear you, who are in love with old men and women ; and wipe their noses, and wash them, and bribe them with presents, and wait upon them when they are sick like a slave ; at the same time wishing they may die, and inquiring of the physician whether their distemper be yet mortal? And again, when for these great and venerable magistracies and honours you kiss the hands of the slaves of others, so that you are the slave of those who are not free themselves ! And then you walk about in state, a praetor, or a consul. Do not I know how you came to be prjetor, whence you received the consulship, who gave it you ? For my own part, I would not even live, if I must live by Felicio's means, and bear his pride and slavish insolence. P'or I know what a slave is, blinded by what he thinks good fortune. E. D. iv. I, 16. 166

JUNE 15

SAITH the Poet, "The winds blow upon the trees, and their leaves fall upon the ground. Then do the trees begin to bud again, and by the springtime they put forth new branches. So is the generation of men ; some come into the world, and others go out of it." Of these leaves then thy Children are. And they also that applaud thee so gravely, or, that applaud thy speeches, with that their usual acclamation, O wisely spoken ! and speak well of thee, as on the other side, they that stick not to curse thee, they that privately and secretly dispraise and deride thee, they also are but leaves. And they also that shall follow, in whose memories the names of men famous after death, is preserved, they are but leaves neither. For even so is it of all these worldly things. Their spring comes, and they are put forth. Then blows the wind, and they go down. And then in lieu of them grow others out of the common matter of all things, like unto them. But, to endure but for a while, is common unto all. Why then shouldst thou so earnestly either seek after these things, or fly from them, as though they should endure for ever? Yet a little while, and thine eyes will be closed up, and for him that carries thee to thy grave shall another mourn within a while after. M. A. X. 36. 167

JUNE 16

A GOOD man is invincible ; for he doth notcontend where he is not superior. If you would have his land, take it ; take his servants, take his public post, take his body. But you will never frustrate his desire, nor make him incur his aversion. He engages in no combat but what concerns the objects of his own choice. How can he fail then to be invincible? E. D. iii. 6, 2. MERE wisdom, perhaps, is not a sufificient qualification for the care of youth. There ought to be likewise a certain readiness and aptitude for this, and, indeed, a particular con- stitution of body ; and, above all, a counsel from God to undertake this office. E. D. iii. 21, I. CHOOSE rather to have your children well instructed than rich. Attributed to Epictetus. i68

JUNE 17

THAT meekness is a thing unconquerable, if it be true and natural, and not affected, or hypocritical. For how shall even the most fierce and malicious that thou shalt conceive, be able to hold on against thee, if thou shalt still continue meek and loving unto him ; and that even at that time, when he is about to do thee wrong, thou shalt be well disposed, and in good temper, with all meekness to teach him, and to instruct him better? As for example; My son, we were not born for this, to hurt and annoy one another ; It will be thy hurt not mine, my son ; and so to show him forcibly and fully, that it is so in very deed : and that neither Bees do it to one another, nor any other creatures that are naturally sociable. But this thou must do, not scoffingly, not by way of exprobration, but tenderly without any harshness of words. Neither must thou do it by way of exer- cise, or ostentation, that they that are by and hear thee, may admire thee : but so always that no- body be privy to it, but himself alone : yea, though there be more present at the same time. M. A. ix. 16. 169

JUNE 18

A MAN is carried to prison. What hathhappened? He is carried to prison. That he is unhappy, is an addition that everyone makes of his own.?But Zeus doth not order these things right. Why so? Because he hath made you patient? Because he hath made you brave? Because he hath made them to be no evils? Because it is permitted you, while you suffer them, to be happy? Because he hath opened you the door, whenever they do not suit you? Go out, man, and do not complain. E. D. iii. 8, 2. BEING asked what common sense was, he answered : As that may be called a common ear which distinguishes only sounds, but that which distinguishes notes an artistic one ; so there are some things which men not totally per- verted discern by their common natural powers ; and such a disposition is called common sense. E. D. iii. 6, 3. 170

JUNE 19

AS the sun doth not wait for prayers and in-cantations to be prevailed on to rise, but immediately shines forth, and is received with universal salutation : so, neither do you wait for applauses and shouts and praises, in order to do good ; but be a voluntary benefactor, and you will be beloved like the sun. E. FR. 83. WHEN it is our duty to share the danger ofa friend or of our country, we ought not to consult the oracle whether we shall share it with them or not. For, though the diviner should forewarn you that the victims are unfavourable, this means no more than that either death or mutilation or exile is portended. But we have reason within us, and it directs, even with these hazards, to stand by our friend and our country. Attend, therefore, to the greater diviner, the Pythian god, who cast out of the temple the person who gave no assistance to his friend while another was murdering him. E. M. 32. 171

JUNE 20

THERE is not any man that is so happy in his death, but that some of those that are by him when he dies, will be ready to rejoice at his supposed calamity. Is it one that was virtuous and wise indeed? Will there not someone or other be found, who thus will say to himself, Well now at last shall I be at rest from this Pedagogue ? He did not indeed otherwise trouble us much ; but I know well enough that in his heart, he did much condemn us. Thus will they speak of the virtuous. M. A. X. 36. r:)EMEMBER that all is but opinion, and all '^ opinion depends of the mind. Take thine opinion away, and then as a ship that hath stricken in within the arms and mouth of the harbour, a present calm ; all things safe and steady ; a Bay, not capable of any storms and tempests : as the Poet hath it. M. A. xii. 16. 172

JUNE 21

HE who is greedy of credit and reputation afterhis death, doth not consider, that they them- selves by whom he is remembered, shall soon after every one of them be dead : And they likewise that succeed those ; until at last all memory, which hitherto by the succession of men admiring and soon after dying hath had its course, be quite extinct. But suppose that both they that shall remember thee, and thy memory with them should be immortal, what is that to thee ? I will not say to thee after thou art dead ? but even to thee living, what is thy praise? That which is fair and goodly, whatsoever it be, and in what respect soever it be, that it is fair and goodly, it is so of itself, and terminates in itself, not admitting praise as a part or member ; that therefore which is praised, is not thereby made either better or worse. This I understand even of those things, that are commonly called fair and good, as those which are commended either for the matter itself, or for curious workmanship. As for that which is truly good, what can it stand in need of more, than either Justice or Truth ; or more than either kind- ness and modesty? Which of all those, either becomes good or fair, because commended ; or dispraised suffers any damage? M. A. iv. 16. 173

JUNE 22

BUT the care of thine honour and reputationwill perchance distract thee. How can that be, if thou dost look back, and consider both how quickly all things that are, are forgotten, and what an immense chaos of eternity was before, and will follow after all things : and the vanity of praise, and the inconstancy and variableness of human Judgments and opinions, and the narrow- ness of the place, wherein it is limited and circum- scribed? For the whole earth is but as one point ; and of it, this inhabited part of it, is but a very little part ; and of this part, how many in number, and what manner of men are they, that will commend thee? What remains then, but that thou often put in practice this kind of retiring of thyself, to this little part of thyself; and above all things, keep thyself from distraction, and in- tend not anything vehemently, but be free and consider all things, as a man, whose proper object is virtue, as a man, whose true nature is to be kind and sociable, as a Citizen, as a mortal creature. M. A. iv. 3. 174

JUNE 23

WHATSOEVER any man either doth or saith, thou must be good ; not for any man's sake, but for thine own nature's sake. M. A. vii. 12. AFTER one consideration, man is nearest unto us ; as we are bound to do them good, and to bear with them. But as he may oppose any of our true proper actions, so man is unto me but as a thing indifferent : even as the sun, or the wind, or some wild beast. By some of these it may be, that some operation or other of mine, may be hindered ; however, of my mind and resolution itself, there can be no let or impediment. M. A. V. 17. WE ought to do well by our friends when theyare present, and speak well of them when they are absent. Attributed to Epictetus. 175

JUNE 24

WHAT is it that we must bestow our care anddiligence upon ? even upon this only : That our minds and wills be just ; that our actions be charitable ; that our speech be never deceitful, or that our understanding be not subject to error; that our inclination be always set to embrace whatsoever shall happen unto us, as necessary, as usual, as ordinary, as flowing from such a begin- ning, and such a fountain, from which both thou thyself, and all things are. M. A. iv. 28. ENDEAVOUR to continue such, as philosophy (hadst thou wholly and constantly applied thyself unto it) would have made and secured thee. Worship the gods, procure the welfare of men, this life is short. Charitable actions, and a holy disposition, is the only fruit of this mortal life. M. A. vi. 27. 176

JUNE 25

BE willing to approve yourself to yourself. Be willing to appear beautiful in the sight of God : be desirous to converse in purity with your own pure mind, and with God ; and then, if any such appearance strikes you, Plato directs you : " Have recourse to expiations : go a suppliant to the temples of the averting deities." It is sufficient, however, if you propose to yourself the example of wise and good men, whether alive or dead ; and compare your conduct with theirs. E. D. ii. 18, 4. M 177

JUNE 26

BUT you set up for a physician, provided with nothing but medicines, and without knowing, or having studied, where or how they are to be ap- pUed. "Why, such a one had medicines for the eyes, and I have the same." Have you, then, a faculty too of making use of them? Do you at all know when and how and to whom they will be of service? E. D. iii. 21, I. HIPPOCRATES having cured many sicknesses, fell sick himself and died. The Chaldeans and Astrologians having foretold the deaths of divers, were afterwards themselves surprised by the fates. Alexander and Pompeius, and Caius Caesar, having destroyed so many towns, and cut off in the field so many thousands both of horse and foot, yet they themselves at last, were fain to part with their own lives. Heraclitus having writ- ten so many natural tracts concerning the last and general conflagration of the world, died afterwards all filled with water within, and all bedaubed with dirt and dung without. Lice killed Democritus ; and Socrates, another sort of vermin, wicked un- godly men. M. A. ii. 3. ,78

JUNE 27

A CARPENTER doth not come and say, -^~*- " Hear me discourse on the art of building " ; but he hires a house and fits it up and shows him- self master of his trade. Let it be your business likewise to do something like this : eat like a man ; drink, dress, marry, have children, perform the duty of a citizen ; bear reproach ; bear with an unreason- able brother ; bear with a father ; bear with a son, a neighbour, a companion, as becomes a man. Show us these things that we may see that you have really learnt somewhat from the philosophers. E. D. iii. 21, I. nPHE brass pot and the earthen pitcher, the -*- fable says, are an unsuitable match. E. D. iii. 12, 2. 179

JUNE 28

IVr EVER call yourself a philosopher, nor talk a -^ ^ great deal among the unlearned about philo- sophic principles, but act conformably to them. Thus, at an entertainment, do not talk how persons ought to eat, but eat as you ought. For remember that in this manner Socrates also universally avoided all ostentation. And when persons came to him and desired to be recommended by him to philo- sophers, he took and recommended them, so well did he bear being overlooked. And, if anyone tells you that you know nothing, and you are not nettled at it, then you may be sure that you have begun your business. For sheep do not throw up the grass to show the shepherds how much they have eaten ; but, inwardly digesting their food, they out- wardly produce wool and milk. Thus, therefore, do you likewise not show theorems to the un- learned, but the actions produced by them after they have been digested. E. M. 46. 180

JUNE 29

"P UPHRATES was in the right to say, " I long -L-- endeavoured to conceal my embracing the philosophic life, and it was of use to me. For, in the first place, I knew that what I did right I did it not for spectators, but for myself. I ate in a proper manner for myself. I had a composed look and walk, all for God and myself. Then, as I fought alone, I was alone in danger. Philo- sophy was in no danger, on my doing anything shameful or unbecoming; nor did I hurt the rest of the world, which, by offending as a philosopher, I might have done. For this reason, they who were ignorant of my intention used to wonder, that while I conversed and lived entirely with philo- sophers, I never took up the character. And where was the harm, that I should be discovered to be a philosopher by my actions and not by the usual badges?" E. D. iv. 8, 4. 181

JUNE 30

SUCH a one is a philosopher. Why ? Becausehe wears a cloak and long hair. What, then, do mountebanks wear? And so, when people see any of these acting indecently, they presently say, " See what the philosopher doth." But they ought rather, from his acting indecently, to say he is no philosopher. E. D. iv. 8, I. AS soon as they have put on a cloak and lettheir beard grow they cry, " I am a philoso- pher." Yet no one says, " I am a musician," be- cause he hath bought a fiddle and fiddlestick ; nor, " I am a smith," because he is dressed in the Vulcanian cap and apron. But they take their name from their art, not from their habit. E. D. iv. 8, 3. 18:

JULY 1

A S bad performers cannot sing alone but in a ^^ chorus, so some persons cannot walk alone. If you are anything, walk alone, talk by yourself, and do not skulk in the chorus. Think a little at last ; look about you, sift yourself, that you may know what you are. E. D. iii. 14, I. THOU art now ready to die, and yet hast thounot attained to that perfect simplicity : thou art yet subject to many troubles, and perturba- tions ; not yet free from all fear and suspicion of external accidents ; nor yet either so meekly disposed towards all men, as thou shouldst ; or so affected as one, whose only study, and only wisdom is, to be just in all his actions. M. A. iv. 3. 183

JULY 2

WE ought, however, to be prepared in somemanner for this also, to be self-sufficient and able to bear our own company. For as Jupiter converses with himself, acquiesces in him- self, and contemplates his own administration, and is employed in thoughts worthy of himself: so should we too be able to talk with ourselves, and not to need the conversation of others, nor be at a loss for employment ; to attend to the divine administration ; to consider our relation to other beings ; how we have formerly been affected by events, how we are affected now ; what are the things that still press upon us, how these too may be cured, how removed ; if any- thing wants completing, to complete it according to reason. E. D. iii. 13, I. 184

JULY 3

IF a person drinks water, or doth anything else for the sake of exercise, upon every occasion he tells all he meets, " I drink water." Why, do you drink water merely for the sake of drinking it? If it doth you any good to drink it, drink it ; if not, you act ridiculously. But, if it is for your advantage, and you drink it, say nothing about it before those who are apt to take offence. What then ? These are the very people you wish to please. E. D. iii. 14, 2. WHAT art, and profession soever thou hastlearned, endeavour to affect it, and comfort thyself in it ; and pass the remainder of thy life as one who from his whole heart commits himself and whatsoever belongs unto him, unto the gods, and as for men, carry not thyself either tyrannically or servilely towards any. M. A. iv. 26. 185

JULY 4

WE would live immediately as men already wise, and be of service to mankind.?Of what service? What are you doing? Why, have you been of service to yourself? But you would exhort them. You exhort ! Would you be of service to them, show them, by your own example, what kind of men philosophy makes, and be not impertinent. When you eat, be of service to those who eat with you ; when you drink, to those who drink with you. Be of service to them, by giving way to all, yielding to them, bearing with them ; and not by throwing out your own ill hum.our upon them. E. D. iii. 13, 3. THERE is, who without so much as a Coat; and there is, who without so much as a book, doth put philosophy in practice. I am half naked, neither have I bread to eat, and yet I depart not from Reason, saith one. But I say ; I want the food of good teaching, and instruc- tions, and yet I depart not from Reason. M. A. iv. 25. 186

JULY 5

LET not him think he is loved by any wholoves none. Attributed to Epictetus. DEATH hangs over thee : whilst thou livest,whilst thou mayest, be good. M. A. iv. 14. LOOK not about upon the evil conditions of others, but run on straight in the line. M. A. iv. 15. WHAT you avoid suffering yourself, attemptnot to impose on others. E. FR. 38. COMMUNICATE to strangers and persons in need, according to your ability. For he who gives nothing to the needy, shnll receive nothing in his own need. E. FR. 103. 1S7

JULY 6

T ET not the general representation unto thyselfJ?' of the wretchedness of this our mortal life, trouble thee. Let not thy mind wander up and down, and heap together in her thoughts, the many troubles and grievous calamities which thou art as subject unto as any other. But as every- thing in particular doth happen, put this question unto thyself, and say ; What is it that in this present matter, seems unto thee so intolerable? For thou wilt be ashamed to confess it. Then upon this presently call to mind, that neither that which is future, nor that which is past can hurt thee; but that only which is present. (And that also is much lessened, if thou dost rightly cir- cumscribe it : ) and then check thy mind if for so little a while, (a mere instant) it cannot hold out with patience. M. A. viii. 34. 188

JULY 7

pj'VERY place is safe to him wlio lives with -L--' justice. E. FR. 97, SO live as indifferent to the world, and all worldly objects, as one who liveth by himself alone upon some desert hill. For whether here, or there, if the whole world be but as one Town, it matters not much for the place. M. A. X. 17. WHATSOEVER doth happen in the world,doth happen justly, and so if thou dost well take heed, thou shalt find it. I say not only in right order by a series of inevitable consequences, but according to Justice and as it were by way of equal distribution, according to the true worth of everything. Continue then to take notice of it, as thou hast begun, and whatsoever thou doest, do it not without this proviso, that it be a thing of that nature that a good man, (as the word good is properly taken) may do it. This observe carefully in every action. M. A. iv. 8. 189

JULY 8

WHY, then, are you anxious? Why do youkeep yourself waking? Why do not you calculate where your good and evil lies ; and say they are both in my own power, neither can any deprive me of the one, or involve me, against my will, in the other? Why, then, do not I lay myself down and snore? What is my own is safe. Let what belongs to others look to itself who carries it off, how it is given away by him that hath the disposal of it. Who am I, to will that it should be so and so? For is the option given to me? Hath anyone made me the dis- penser of it? What I have in my own disposal is enough for me. I must make the best I can of this. Other things must be as the master of them pleases. E. D. iv. 9, 4. 190

JULY 9

IF in this kind of life thy body be able to hold out, it is a shame that thy soul should faint first, and give over. Take heed lest of a philo- sopher thou become a mere Cresar in time, and receive a new tincture from the Court. For it may happen if thou dost not take heed. Keep thyself, therefore, truly simple, good, sincere, grave, free from all ostentation, a lover of that which is just, religious, kind, tender-hearted, strong and vigorous to undergo anything that becomes thee. M. A. vi. 27. DEATH is a cessation from the impressionsof the senses, the tyranny of the passions, the errors of the mind, and the servitude of the body. M. A. vi. 26. 191

JULY 10

IF you would be good, first believe that you are bad. E. FR. 2. WHAT is it then that doth keep thee here,if things sensible be so mutable and un- settled ? and the senses so obscure, and so fallible ? and our souls nothing but an exhalation of blood ? and to be in credit among such, be but vanity ? What is it that thou dost stay for? an Extinction, or a Translation ; either of them with a propitious and contented mind. But till that time come, what will content thee ? what else, but to worship and praise the Gods ; and to do good unto men. To bear with them, and to forbear to do them any wrong. And for all external things belong- ing either to this thy wretched body, or life, to remember that they are neither thine, nor in thy power. M. A. V. 27. ig:

JULY 11

A MAN must know many things first, beforehe be able truly and judiciously to judge of another man's action. M. A. ix. i6. T F anyone tells you that such a person speaks -?- ill of you, do not make excuses about what is said of you, but answer : " He doth not know my other faults, else he would not have mentioned only these." E. M. 33. OUT of Antisthenes. "It is a princely thingto do well, and to be ill spoken of. It is a shameful thing that the face should be subject unto the mind, to be put into what shape it will, and to be dressed by it as it will ; and that the mind should not bestow so much care upon her- self, as to fashion herself, and to dress herself as best becometh her." M. A. vii. 24. N 193

JULY 12

OLYMPIAN ZEUS doth not lift up his brow, but keeps a steady countenance, as becomes him who is about to say? " The immutable decree No force can shake : what is, that ought to be." Pope. " Such will I show myself to you : faithful, modest, noble, tranquil."?What, and immortal too, and exempt from age and sickness??"No. But sickening and dying as becomes a god. This is in my power ; this I can do. The other is not in my power, nor can I do it." Shall I show you the sinews of a philosopher? What are they ? A desire undisappointed : an aversion unin- curred : pursuits duly exerted : a careful resolu- tion : an unerring assent. These you shall see. E. D. ii. 8, 4. 194

JULY 13

OHOW me that you are faithful, a man of ^ honour, steady ; show me that you have friendly principles ; show me that your vessel is not leaky, and you shall see that I will not stay till you have trusted your affairs to me; but I will come and entreat you to hear an account of mine. For who would not make use of a good vessel? Who despises a benevolent and friendly adviser? Who will not gladly receive one to share the burden of his difficulties, and by shar- ing to make it lighter? "Well, but I trust you, and you do not trust me." You do not really trust me : but you are a blab, and therefore can keep nothing in. For if the former be the case, trust only me. But now, whoever you see at leisure, you sit down by him and say : " My dear friend, there is not a man in the world that wishes me better, or hath more kindness for me than you : I entreat you to hear my affairs." E. D. iv. 13, 3. 195

JULY 14

WHEN one hath safely entrusted his secrets tome, shall I, in imitation of him, trust mine to anyone who conies in my way? The case is different. I indeed hold my tongue (supposing me to be of such a disposition), but he goes and discovers them to everybody ; and then, when I come to find it out, if I happen to be like him, from a desire of revenge I discover his, and asperse, and am aspersed. But, if I remember that one man doth not hurt another, but that everyone is hurt and profited by his own actions, I indeed keep to this, not to do anything like him ; yet, by my own talkative folly, I suffer what I do suffer. "Ay, but it is unfair, when you have heard the secrets of your neighbour, not to communicate anything to him in return."?"Why, did I ask you to do it, sir? Did you tell me your affairs upon condition that I should tell you mine in return ? If you are a blab, and believe all you meet to be friends, would you have me, too, become like you ? But what if the case be this : that you did right in trusting your affairs to me, but it is not right that I should trust you ? Would you have me run headlong and fall? This is just as -if I had a sound barrel and you a leaky one, and you should come and deposit your wine with me to put it into my barrel, and then should take it ill that in my turn I did not trust you with my wine. No. You have a leaky barrel." E. D. iv. 13, 2, 3. 196

JULY 15

AN is made for fidelity, and whoever subverts this subverts the pecuhar property of man. E. D. ii. 4, I. TT is good to know your own qualifications and -*- powers ; that, where you are not qualified, you may be quiet, and not angry that others have the advantage of you in such things. E. D. ii. 6, I. A ^ THAT is the first business of one who studies * '^ philosophy? To part with self-conceit. For it is impossible for anyone to begin to learn what he hath a conceit that he already knows. E. D. ii. 17, I. 'T^HERE is nothing more shameful than per- ^ fidious friendship. Above all things, that must be avoided. However, true goodness, sim- plicity, and kindness cannot so be hidden, but that as we have already said in the very eyes and countenance they will show themselves. M. A. xi. 7. 197

JULY 1

6 T ET it not be in any man's power, to say truly -*?' of thee, that thou art not truly simple, or, sincere and open, or not good. Let him be de- ceived whosoever he be that shall have any such opinion of thee. For all this doth depend of thee. For who is it that should hinder thee from being either truly simple or good ? Do thou only resolve rather not to live, than not to be such. M. A. X. 33. HOW rotten and insincere is he, that saith, Iam resolved to carry myself hereafter towards you with all ingenuity and simplicity. O man, what dost thou mean ! What needs this profession of thine? It ought to be written upon thy fore- head. M. A. xi. 14. 198

JULY 17

AT the conceit and apprehension that such andsuch a one hath sinned, thus reason with thyself, What do I know whether this be a sin indeed, as it seems to be ? But if it be, what do I know but that he himself hath already con- demned himself for it ? And that is all one as if a man should scratch and tear his own face, an object of compassion rather than of anger. M. A. xii. 12. WHEN any person doth ill by you, or speaksill of you, remember that he acts or speaks from a supposition of its being his duty. Now, it is not possible that he should follow what appears right to you, but what appears so to himself. Therefore, if he judges from a wrong appearance, he is the person hurt, since he too is the person deceived. For if anyone should suppose a true proposition to be false, the proposition is not hurt, but he who is deceived about it. E. M. 42. 199

JULY 18

IT is better to offend seldom (owning it when we do), and act often wisely, than to say we seldom err, and offend frequently. E. FR. 3. BUT if it be somewhat that is amiss in thineown disposition, that doth grieve thee, mayest thou not rectify thy moral tenets and opinions. But if it grieve thee, that thou dost not perform that which seemeth unto thee right and just, why dost not thou choose rather to perform it than to grieve? But somewhat that is stronger than thy- self doth hinder thee. Let it not grieve thee then, if it be not thy fault that the thing is not performed. Yea but it is a thing of that nature, as that thy life is not worth the while, except it may be performed. If it be so, upon condition that thou be kindly and lovingly disposed towards all men, thou mayest be gone. For even then, as much as at any time, art thou in a very good estate of performance, when thou dost die in charity with those, that are an obstacle unto thy performance. M. A. viii. 45. 200

JULY 19

THERE are some things which men confesswith ease ; others, with difficulty. No one, for instance, will confess himself a fool, or a block- head ; but, on the contrary, you will hear everyone say, "I wish my fortune was equal to my mind." But they easily confess themselves fearful, and say, " I am somewhat timorous, I confess ; but in other respects you will not find me a fool." No one will easily confess himself intemperate in his desires ; upon no account dishonest, nor abso- lutely very envious, or meddling ; but many con- fess themselves to have the weakness of being compassionate. E. D. ii. 21, I. 201

JULY 20

A X /"HAT is the reason of all this ? The principal * * is, an inconsistency and confusion in what relates to good and evil. But different people have different inducements. In general, whatever they imagine to be base they do not absolutely confess. Fear and compassion they imagine to belong to a well-meaning disposition ; but stupidity to a slave. Offences against society they do not own ; but, in most faults, they are brought to a confession chiefly from imagining that there is something involuntary in them, as in fear and compassion. And, though a person should in some measure confess himself intemperate in his desires, he accuses his passion, and expects for- giveness as for an involuntary fault. But dis- honesty is not imagined to be, by any means, involuntary. In jealousy, too, there is something, they suppose, of involuntary ; and this likewise, in some degree, they confess. E. D. ii. 21, I. 202

JULY 21

THERE are some whom there is no convincing.So that now I think I understand what before I did not, the meaning of that common saying, that a fool will neither bend nor break. May it never fall to my lot to have a wise, that is an intractable, fool for my friend. "It is all to no purpose: I am determined." So are madmen too ; but the more strongly they are determined upon absurdities, the more need have they of hellebore. Why will you not act like a sick person, and apply yourself to a physician ? " Sir, I am sick. Give me your assistance : consider what I am to do. It is my part to follow your directions." So, in the present case, I know not what I ought to do ; and I am come to learn. E. D. ii. 15, 2. 203

JULY 22

NO ; but talk to me about other things ; for upon this I am determined." What other things? What is of greater consequence than to convince you that it is not sufficient to be de- termined, and to persist ? This is the tension of a madman, not of one in health. " I will die if you compel me to this." Why so, man : what is the matter ??" I am determined." I have a lucky escape that you are not determined to kill me. "I take no money." Why so? "I am deter- mined." Be assured that with that very tension which you now make use of to refuse it, you may very possibly, hereafter, have as unreasonable a propensity to take it; and again to say, "I am determined." As in a distempered and rheumatic body the humour tends sometimes to one part, sometimes to another ; thus it is uncertain which way a sickly mind will incline. But if to its inclination and bent an obstinate tension be like- wise added, the evil then becomes desperate and incurable. E. D. ii. 15, 2. 204

JULY 23

HE, then, is an able speaker, and excels at once in exhortation and conviction, who can discover to each man the contradiction by which he errs, and prove clearly to him, that what he would, he doth not ; and what he would not do, that he doth. For if that be shown, he will depart from it of his own accord : but till you have shown it, be not surprised that he remains where he is : for he doth it on the appearance that he acts rightly. Hence Socrates, relying on this faculty, used to say, " It is not my custom to cite any other witness of my assertions ; but I am always contented with my opponent. I call and summon him for my witness ; and his single evidence is instead of all others." For he knew that if a rational soul be moved by anything, the scale must turn whether it will or no. Show the governing faculty of reason a contradiction, and it will renounce it : but, till you have shown it, rather blame yourself than him who is uncon- vinced. E. D. ii. 26, 2. :o5

JULY 24

"LJ* ITHER teach them, or bear with them.^ M. " A M I to blame, then, sir, and ignorant of my -^ *- duty and of what is incumbent on me ? If this is neither to be learnt nor taught, why do you find fault with me ? If it is to be taught, pray teach me yourself; or, if you cannot, give me leave to learn it from those who profess to under- stand it. Besides : do you think that I voluntarily fall into evil, and miss of good ? Heaven forbid ! What, then, is the cause of my faults?"?Ignor- ance. "Are you not willing, then, that I should get rid of my ignorance? Who was ever taught the art of music or navigation by anger ? Do you expect, then, that your anger should teach me the art of living?" E. D. i. 26, I. 206

JULY 25

WHY do not you, as we pity the blind andlame, so likewise pity those who are blinded and lamed in their superior faculties ? Whoever, therefore, duly remembers that the appearance of things to the mind is the standard of every action to man : that this is either right or wrong : and, if right, he is without fault, if wrong, he himself bears the punishment ; for that one man cannot be the person deceived, and another the sufferer : will not be outrageous and angry at anyone ; will not revile, or reproach, or hate, or quarrel with anyone. E. D. i. 28, 2. IS the cucumber bitter? set it away. Brambles are in the way ? avoid them. Let this suffice. Add not presently speaking unto thyself. What serve these things for in the world? For, this, one that is acquainted with the mysteries of Nature, will laugh at thee for it ; as a Carpenter would or a Shoemaker, if meeting in either of their shops with some shavings, or small remnants of their work, thou shouldst blame them for it. M. A. viii. 48. 207

JULY 26

IN another man's mind and understanding thy evil cannot subsist, nor in any proper temper or distemper of the natural constitution of thy body, which is but as it were the coat, or cottage of thy soul. Wherein then, but in that part of thee, wherein the conceit, and apprehension of any misery can subsist? Let not that part there- fore admit any such conceit, and then all is well. Though thy body which is so near it, should either be cut or burnt, or suffer any corruption, or putre- faction, yet let that part to which it belongs to judge of these, be still at rest ; that is. Let her judge this, that, whatsoever it is, that equally may happen to a wicked man, and to a good man, is neither good, nor evil. For that which happens equally to him that lives according to Nature, and to him that doth not, is neither according to nature, nor against it ; and by consequence, neither good, nor bad. M. A. iv. 32. 208

JULY 27

T^OTH any man offend? It is against himself -L^ that he doth offend : why should it trouble thee ? M. A. iv. 21. ONE thing there is, and that only, which isworth our while in this World, and ought by as much to be esteemed ; and that is, accord- ing to truth and righteousness, meekly and lovingly to converse with false, and unrighteous men. M. A. vi. 42. WHEN thou wilt comfort and cheer thyself,call to mind the several gifts and virtues of them, whom thou dost daily converse with ; as for example, the industry of the one ; the modesty of another ; the liberality of a third ; of another some other thing. For nothing can so much rejoice thee, as the resemblances and parallels of several virtues, visible and eminent in the dispositions of those who live with thee. M. A. vi. 43. 209

JULY 28

A X /"HEN any shall either impeach thee with * ^ false accusations, or hatefully reproach thee, or shall use any such carriage towards thee, get thee presently to their minds and understandings, and look in them, and behold what manner of men they be. Thou shalt see that there is no such occasion why it should trouble thee, what such as they think of thee. Yet must thou love them still, for by nature they are thy friends. M. A. ix. 25. IF it were thine act and in thine own power, why wouldst thou do it ? If it were not, whom dost thou accuse ? the atoms, or the gods? For to do either, is the part of a mad- man. Thou must therefore blame nobody, but if it be in thy power, redress what is amiss ; if it be not, to what end dost thou complain ? M. A. viii. 15. 210

JULY 29

WHEN thou art offended with any man's transgression, presently reflect upon thyself, and consider what thou thyself art guilty of in the same kind. M. A. X. 30. WHENSOEVER any man doth trespass againstthee, presently consider with thyself what it was that he did suppose to be good, what to be evil, when he did trespass. For this when thou knowest, thou wilt pity him ; thou wilt have no occasion either to wonder, or to be angry. For either thou thyself dost yet live in that error and ignorance, as that thou dost suppose either that very thing that he doth, or some other like worldly thing, to be good ; and so thou art bound to pardon him if he have done that which thou in the like case wouldst have done thyself. Or if so be that thou dost not any more suppose the same things to be good or evil, that he doth ; how canst thou but be gentle unto him that is in an error ? M. A. vii. 19. 211

JULY 30

IF you are hasty, man, let it be your exercise to bear ill language patiently ; and when you are affronted, not to be angry. E. D. iii. 12, 2. BUT if this be done for mere ostentation, itbelongs to one who looks out and hunts for something external, and seeks for spectators to exclaim, " What a great man ! " Hence ApoUonius said well : " If you have a mind to exercise your- self for your own benefit, when you are choking with heat, take a little cold water in your mouth and spirt it out again, and tell nobody." E. D. iii. 12, 5. A N angry countenance is much against nature, ^^ and it is oftentimes the proper countenance of them that are at the point of death. M. A. vii. 18. 212

JULY 31

WHAT is it to be reviled, for instance? Standby a stone and revile it ; and what will you get? If you, therefore, would hear like a stone, what would your reviler be the better? But if the reviler hath the weakness of the reviled for an advantage ground, then he carries his point. " Strip him."? " What do you mean by him ? " " Take my clothes ; strip off them if you will. " I have put an affront upon you."? " Much good may it do you." E. D. i. 25, 3. WHAT is it then that should be dear unto us ?to hear a clattering noise? if not that, then neither to be applauded by the tongues of men. For the praises of many tongues, is in effect no better, than the clattering of so many tongues. If then neither applause, what is there remaining that should be dear unto thee ? This I think : that in all thy motions and actions thou be moved, and restrained according to thine own true natural constitution and construction only. M. A. vi. 15. 213

AUGUST 1

IF you go and revile your brother, I tell you you have forgot who you are, and what is your name. For even if you were a smith and made an ill use of the hammer, you would have forgot the smith : and, if you have forgot the brother, and are become, instead of a brother, an enemy do you imagine you have made no change of one thing for another in that case? If, instead of a man, a gentle social creature, you are become a wild beast, mischievous, insidious, biting ; have you lost nothing? But must you lose money, in order to suffer damage ; and is there no other thing, the loss of which damages a man ? If you were to part with your skill in grammar, or in music, would you think the loss of these a damage? But if you part with honour, decency, and gentleness, do you think that no matter ? E. D. ii. lo, 4. 2T4

AUGUST 2

WHY is it that they have railed at you ? Be-cause every man hates what hinders him. They would have one actor crowned, you another. They hindered you ; and you, them. You proved the stronger. They have done what they could ; they have railed at the person who hindered them. What would you have, then ? Would you do as you please, and not have them even talk as they please ? Where is the wonder of all this ? Doth not the husbandman rail at Zeus when he is hindered by him? Doth not the sailor? Do men ever cease railing at Caesar? What then, is Zeus ignorant of this? Are not the things that are said reported to Caesar? How then doth he act? He knows that if he was to punish all railers, he would have nobody left to command. E. D. iii. s. 2. 215

AUGUST 3

WILL you say, Hath no one any regard forme, a man of letters ? Why, you are wicked, and fit for no use. Just as if wasps should take it ill that no one hath any regard for them, but all shun, and whoever can beats them down. You have such a sting, that whoever you strike with it is thrown into troubles and pangs. What would you have us do with you ? E. D. ii. 4, I. 216

AUGUST 4

EITHER teach them better if it be in thy power ; or if it be not, remember that for this use, to bear with them patiently, was mild- ness and goodness granted unto thee. The gods themselves are good unto such ; yea and in some things, (as in matter of health, of wealth, of honour), are content often to further their en- deavours : so good and gracious are they. And mightest thou not be so too? or, tell me, what doth hinder thee? M. A. ix. 9. HIM that offends, teach with love and meek- ness, and show him his error. But if thou canst not, then blame thyself, or rather not thyself neither, if thy will and endeavours have not been wanting. M. A. X. 4. 217

AUGUST 5

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AUGUST 6

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AUGUST 7

A WISE and good person neither quarrels with anyone himself nor so far as possible, suffers another. The life of Socrates affords us an ex- ample of this too. For he well remembered that no one is master of the ruling faculty of another, and therefore desired nothing but what was his own. " And what is that ? " Not that this or that person should be moved conformably to nature, for that belongs to others ; but that while they act in their own way as they please, he should never- theless be affected and live according to nature. E. D. iv. 5, I. THE best kind of revenge is, not to becomelike unto them. Let this be thy only joy, and thy only comfort, from one sociable kind action without intermission to pass unto another, God being ever in thy mind. M. A. vi. K, 6. I F he have sinned, his is the harm, not mine. But perchance he hath not. M. A. ix. 37. 220

AUGUST 8

EPICTETUS being asked how a person might grieve his enemy, answered, "By doing as well as possible himself." E. FR. 125. HE that is unjust, is also impious. For theNature of the Universe, having made all reasonable creatures one for another, to the end that they should do one another good ; more or less according to the several persons and occa- sions ; but in no wise hurt one another : it is manifest that he that doth transgress against this her will, is guilty of impiety towards the most ancient and venerable of all the Deities. M. A. ix. I. THOSE things that are his own, and in his own power, he himself takes order for that they be good : and as for those that happen unto him, he believes them to be so. M. A. iii. 4. 221

AUGUST 9

SOME are peevish and fastidious, and say, Icannot dine with such a fellow, to be obliged to hear him all day recounting how he fought in Mysia. " I told you, my friend, how I gained the eminence. There I am besieged again." But another says, " I had rather get a dinner, and hear him prate as much as he pleases." Do you compare the value of these things, and judge for yourself; but do not let it be with depression and anxiety, and with a supposition that you are unhappy, for no one compels you to go. E. D. i. 25, 3. 13ECEIVE temporal blessings without ostenta-A^ tion, when they are sent ; and thou shalt be able to part with them with all readiness and facility when they are taken from thee again. M. A. viii. 31. 222

AUGUST 10

HOW is my brother to lay aside his anger against me ? Bring him to me, and I will tell him ? but I have nothing to say to you about his anger. E. D. i. 15, I. AFTER this, know likewise, that you are a brother ; and that to this character it belongs, to make concessions ; to be easily persuaded : to use gentle language ; never to claim for yourself any of the things dependent on choice, but cheerfully to give these, that you may have the larger share of what is dependent on it. For consider what it is, instead of a lettuce, for instance, or a chair, to procure for yourself a good temper ? How great an advantage gained ! E. D. ii. 10, 3. 223

AUGUST 11

ONE prayeth how he may be rid of such a one :pray thou that thou mayest so patiently bear with him, as that thou have no such need to be rid of him. M. A. ix. 40. A ^7"HEN at any time thou art offended with * * anyone's impudence, put presently this question to thyself: What? Is it then possible, that there should not be any impudent men in the world ! Certainly it is not possible. Desire not then that which is impossible. For this one (thou must think), whosoever he be, is one of those impudent ones, that the world cannot be without. So of the subtle and crafty, so of the perfidious, so of everyone that offendeth, must thou ever be ready to reason with thyself. For whilst in general thou dost thus reason with thyself, that the kind of them must needs be in the world, thou wilt be the better able to use meekness towards every particular. This also thou shalt find of very good use, upon every such occasion, presently to consider with thy- self, what proper virtue nature hath furnished man with, against such a vice, or to encounter with a disposition vicious in this kind. As for example, against the unthankful, it hath given goodness and meekness, as an antidote, and so against another vicious in another kind some other peculiar faculty. And generally, is it not in thy power to instruct him better, that is in an error ? M. A. ix. 43. 224

AUGUST 12

CHASTISE your passions, that they may not punish you. E. FR. 4. THERE are some punishments appointed, asby a law, for such as disobey the divine administration. Whoever shall esteem anything good, except what depends on choice, let him envy, let him covet, let him flatter, let him be full of perturbation. Whoever esteems anything else to be evil, let him grieve, let him mourn, let him lament, let him be wretched. And yet, though thus severely punished, we cannot desist. E. D. iii. II, I. WHENSOEVER thou findest thyself, thatthou art in danger of a relapse, and that thou art not able to master and overcome those difficulties and temptations that present them- selves in thy present station : get thee into any private corner, where thou mayest be better able. Or if that will not serve, forsake even thy life rather. But so that it be not in passion, but in a plain voluntary modest way : this being the only commendable action of thy whole life, that .thus thou art departed, or this having been the main work and business of thy whole life, that thou mightest thus depart. M. A. X. 5. -'-5

AUGUST 13

IS there not a divine and powerful and inevit- able law which exacts the greatest punishments from those who are guilty of the greatest offences ? For what says this law? Let him who claims what doth not belong to him be arrogant, be vain- glorious, be base, be a slave ; let him grieve, let him envy, let him pity ; and, in a word, let him be unhappy, let him lament. E. D. iii. 24, 2. HE that sinneth, sinneth unto himself. Hethat is unjust, hurts himself, in that he makes himself worse than he was before. Not he only that committeth, but he also that omitteth something, is oftentimes unjust. M. A. ix. 4. 226

AUGUST 14

GOVERN us like reasonable creatures. Showus what is for our interest, and we will pursue it ; show us what is against our interest, and we will avoid it. Like Socrates, make us imitators of yourself. He was properly a governor of men, who subjected their desires and aversions, their pursuits, their avoidances, to himself. " Do this ; do not do that, or I will throw you into prison." Going thus far only is not governing men like reasonable creatures. But? " Do as Zeus hath commanded, or you will be punished. You will be a loser." What shall I lose? Nothing more than the not doing what you ought. You will lose your fidelity, honour, decency. Look for no greater losses than these. E. D. iii. 7, 2. 127

AUGUST 15

IT is better, by yielding to truth, to conquer opinion ; than, by yielding to opinion, to be de- feated by truth. E. FR.34 IF you seek truth you will not seek to conquer by ail possible means ; and when you have found truth, you will have a security against being con- quered. E. FR. 35. TRUTH conquers by itself, opinions by foreignaids. E. FR. 36. THE soul resembles a vessel filled with water :the appearances of things resemble a ray fal- ling upon its surface. If the water is moved, the ray will seem to be moved likewise, though it is in reality without motion. Whenever, therefore, anvone is seized with a swimming in his head, it is not the arts and \nrtues that are confounded, but the mind in which they are : and, if this re- cover its composure, so will they likewise. E. D. iii. 3, 6. 22S

AUGUST 16

IF anybody shall reprove me, and shall make it apparent unto me, that in any either opinion or action of mine I do err, I will most gladly retract. For it is the truth that I seek after, by which I am sure that never any man was hurt ; and as sure, that he is hurt that continueth in any error, or ignorance whatsoever. M. A. vi. 60. TEACH them that sin better, and make it ap-pear unto them : but be not angry with them. M. A. vL 25. W HEX thou hast done well, and another isbenented by thy action, must thou like a very fool look for a third thing besides, as that it may appear unto others also that thou hast done well, or that thou raayest in time, receive one good turn for another ? M. A. vii. 43- 229

AUGUST 17

OUCH there be, who when they have done a ^ good turn to any, are ready to set them on the score for it, and to require retahation. Others there be, who though they stand not upon retaha- tion, to require any, yet they think with themselves nevertheless, that such a one is their debtor, and they know (as their word is) what they have done. Others again there be, who when they have done any such thing, do not so much as know what they have done ; but are like unto the vine, which beareth her grapes, and when once she hath borne her own proper fruit, is contented and seeks for no further recompense. As a horse after a race, and a hunting dog when he hath hunted, and a bee when she hath made her honey, look not for ap- plause and commendation ; so neither doth that man that rightly doth understand his own nature when he hath done a good turn : but from one oth proceed to do another, even as the vine after she hath once borne fruit in her own proper season, is ready for another time. Thou therefore must be one of them, who what they do, barely do it with- out any further thought, and are in a manner in- sensible of what they do. M. A. 5, 6. 230

AUGUST 18

IF anyone opposes very evident truths, it is not easy to find a reason which may persuade him to alter his opinion. This arises neither from his own strength, nor from the weakness of his teacher: but when, after being driven upon an absurdity, he becomes petrified, how shall we deal with him any longer by reason ? Now there are two sorts of petrifaction : the one, a petrifaction of the understanding ; the other, of the sense of shame, when a person hath obstinately set himself not to assent to evident truths, nor to quit the defence of contradictions. We all dread a bodily mortification ; and would make use of every contrivance to avoid it : but none of us is troubled about a mortification of the soul. And yet, indeed, even with regard to the soul, when a person is so affected as not to apprehend or under- stand anything, we think him in a sad condition : but where the sense of shame and modesty is under an absolute mortification, we go so far as even to call this, strength of mind. E. D. i. 5, I, 2. 231

AUGUST 19

DELIBERATE much before you say and do anything ; for, it will not be in your power to recall what is said or done. E. FR. 96. REMEMBER, that to change thy mind upon occasion, and to follow him that is able to rectify thee, is equally ingenuous, as to find out at the first, what is right and just, without help. For of thee nothing is required, that is beyond the ex- tent of thine own deliberation and judgment, and of thine own understanding. M. A. viii. 14. SOLON, when he was silent at an entertainment, being asked by Periander whether he was silent for want of words, or from folly: "No fool," answered he, "can be silent at a feast." E. FR. 71. 232

AUGUST 20

IF you would give a just sentence, mind neither parties nor pleaders, but the cause itself. E. FR. 56. THESE two rules, thou must have always in a readiness, l-'irst do nothing at all, but what Reason proceeding from the regal and supreme part, shall for the good and benefit of men, sug- gest unto thee. And secondly, if any man that is present, shall be able to rectify thee or to turn thee from some erroneous persuasion, that thou be always ready to change thy mind, and this change to proceed, not from any respect of any pleasure or credit thereon depending, but always from some probable apparent ground of justice, or of some public good thereby to be furthered ; or from some other such inducement. M. A. iv. 10. 233

AUGUST 21

SUCH is the present case. Because by speechand verbal precepts we are to arrive at per- fection, and purify our own choice, and rectify that faculty, of which the office is, the use of the appearances of things ; and because for the delivery of theorems a certain manner of expression, and some variety and subtlety of discourse, becomes necessary ; many, captivated by these very things ?one by expression, another by syllogisms, a third by convertible propositions, just as our traveller was by the good inn?go no further, but sit down and waste their lives shamefully there, as if amongst the sirens. Your business, man, was to prepare yourself for such an use of the appearances of things as nature demands : not to be frustrated of your desires, or incur your aversions ; never to be disappointed or unfortunate, but free, unrestrained, uncompelled ; conformed to the administration of Jupiter, obedient to that, finding fault with nothing, but able to say from your whole soul the verses which begin, Conduct me, Jove ; and thou, O Destiny. E. D. ii. 23, 4. ?34

AUGUST 22

TT E who frequently converses with others, either -?- J- in discourse or entertainments, or in any familiar way of living, must necessarily either become like his companions, or bring them over to his own way. For, if a dead coal be applied to a live one, either the first will quench the last, or the last kindle the first. Since, then, the danger is so great, caution must be used in entering into these familiarities with the vulgar ; remembering that it is impossible to touch a chimney-sweeper without being partaker of his soot. E. D. iii. t6, I, TT is not thine, but another man's sin. Why J- should it trouble thee? Let him look to it, whose sin it is. M. A. ix. i8. CHOOSE the best life ; for custom will makeit pleasant. Attributed to Epictetus. 235

AUGUST 23

THE form of the Athenians' prayer did runthus; "O rain, rain good Jupiter, upon all the grounds and fields that belong to the Athenians." Either we should not pray at all, or thus absolutely and freely ; and not everyone for himself in particular alone. M. A. V. 7. A MAN should come to sacrifices and prayers,previously purified. But you, when you have got the words by heart, say, "These words are sacred of themselves." E. D. iii. 21, I. TAKE me and throw me where thou wilt : I am indifferent. For there also I shall have that Spirit which is within me propitious ; that is well pleased and fully contented both in that constant disposition, and with those particular actions, which to its own proper constitution are suitable and agreeable. M. A. viii. 43. 236

AUGUST 24

HEALTH is a good, sickness an evil. No, sir. But what ? A right use of health is good, a wrong one evil. So that in truth it is possible to be a gainer even by sickness. E. D. iii. 20, I. AS one who had lived, and were now to dieby right, whatsoever is yet remaining, bestow that wholly as a gracious overplus upon a virtuous life. Love and affect that only, whatsoever it be that happeneth, and is by the Fates appointed unto thee. For what can be more reasonable ? And as anything doth happen unto thee by way of cross, or calamity, call to mind presently and set before thine eyes, the examples of some other men, to whom the selfsame thing did once happen likewise. Well, what did they ? They grieved ; they wondered ; they complained. And where are they now? M. A. vii. 31. - j7

AUGUST 25

YOU will commit the fewest faults in judging,if you are faultless in your own life. E. FR. 57. USE thyself, as often as thou seest any mando anything, presently if it be possible to say unto thyself. What is this man's end in this his action? But begin this course with thyself first of all, and diligently examine thyself con- cerning whatsoever thou doest. M. A. X. 37. PIERCE and penetrate into the estate of every- one's understanding that thou hast to do with : as also make the estate of thine own open, and penetrable to any other. M. A. viii. 58. 238

AUGUST 26

A LIFE entangled with fortune resembles a wintry torrent ; for it is turbulent, and muddy, and difficult to pass, and violent, and noisy, and of shorter continuance. A soul conversant with virtue resembles a per- petual fountain ; for it is clear, and gentle, and potable, and sweet, and communicative, and rich, and harmless, and innocent. E. FR. I. nPHOU must be like a promontory of the sea, ^ against which though the waves bear con- tinually, yet it both itself stands, and about it are those swelling waves stilled and quieted. M. A. iv. 40. T TNSPOTTED by pleasure, undaunted by pain ; ^ free from any manner of wrong, or contumely, by himself offered unto himself : not capable of any evil from others : a wrestler of the best sort, and for the highest prize. M. A. iii. 4. 239

AUGUST 27

THE will of nature may be learned from those things in which we do not differ from each other. As, when our neighbour's boy hath broken a cup, or the like, we are presently ready to say, " These are things that will happen." Be assured, then, that when your own cup likewise is broken, you ought to be affected just as when another's cup was broken. Transfer this, in like manner, to greater things. Is the child or wife of another dead ? There is no one who would not say, " This is an accident common to man." But if anyone's own child happens to die, it is presently, " Alas ! how wretched am I ! " But it should be re- membered how we are affected in hearing the same thing concerning others. E. M. 26. 240

AUGUST 28

1, TOO, the other day had an iron lamp burning before my household deities. Hearing a noise at the window, I ran. I found my lamp was stolen. I considered, that he who took it away did nothing unaccountable. What then ? To- morrow, says I, you shall find an earthen one ; for a man loses only what he hath. I have lost my coat. Ay, because you had a coat. I have a pain in my head. Why, can you have a pain in your horns ? Why, then, are you out of humour ? For loss and pain can be only of such things as are possessed. E. D. i. 18, I. THOU seest that those things, which for a manto hold on in a prosperous course, and to live a divine life, are requisite and necessary, are not many, for the gods will require no more of any man, that shall but keep and observe these things. M. A. ii. 2. 241

AUGUST 29

A PPEARANCES to the mind are of four kinds. ^~^ Things either are what they appear to be ; or they neither are, nor appear to be ; or they are, and do not appear to be ; or they are not, and yet appear to be. To form a right judgment in all these cases, belongs only to the completely instructed. E. D. i. 27, I. AGAINST specious appearances we must have clear preconceptions brightened up and ready. When death appears as an evil, we ought immedi- ately to remember that evils may be avoided, but death is necessity. /did. WHAT is the cause of assent to anything?Its appearing to be true. It is not possible then, to assent to what appears to be not true. Why ? Because it is the very nature of the under- standing to agree to truth, to be dissatisfied with falsehood, and to suspend its belief in doubtful cases. What is the proof of this ? Persuade your- self if you can, that it is now night. Impossible. Unpersuade yourself that it is day. Impossible. When anyone then assents to what is false, be assured that he doth not wilfully assent to it as false ; but what is false appears to him to be true. E. D. i. 28. I. 242

AUGUST 30

WILL you say that there is nothing inde-pendent which is in your own power alone, and unalienable ? See, then, if you have any- thing of this sort.?"I do not know." But, con- sider it thus : Can anyone make you assent to a falsehood??"No one." In the topic of assent, then, you are unrestrained and unhindered.? "Agreed." Well, and can anyone compel you to exert your pursuits towards what you do not like ? ? " He can. For when he threatens me with death, or fetters, he compels me to exert them." If, then, you were to despise dying, or being fettered, would you any longer regard him ?? " No." Is despising death, then, an action in our power, or is it not ?? " It is." Is it, therefore, in your power also to exert your pursuits towards anything, or is it not??"Agreed that it is. But in whose power is my avoiding anything ?" This too, is in your own.?"What then, if, when I am exerting myself to walk, anyone should restrain me ? " What part of you can he restrain ? Can he restrain your assent ?? " No, but my body." Ay, as he may a stone.?"Be it so. But still I walk no more." And who told you that walking was an action of your own that cannot be re- strained ? For I only said that your exerting your- self towards it could not be restrained. E. D. iv. I, 11. 243

AUGUST 31

BY placing over against you the imitation ofgreat and good men, you will conquer any appearance, and not be drawn away by it. But, in the first place, be not hurried along with it, by its hasty vehemence : but say, Appearance, wait for me a little. Let me see what you are, and what you represent. Let me try you. Then, after- wards, do not suffer it to go on drawing gay pictures of what will follow : if you do, it will lead you wherever it pleases. But rather oppose to it some good and noble appearance, and banish this base and sordid one. If you are habituated to this kind of exercise, you will see what shoulders, what nerves, what sinews, you will have. But now it is mere trifling talk, and nothing more. He is the true practitioner who exercises himself against such appearances as these. E. D. ii. 18, 5. 244

SEPTEMBER 1

CTAY, wretch, do not be hurried away. The^ combat is great, the achievement divine ; for empire, for freedom, for prosperity, for tranquilHty. Remember God. Invoke Him for your aid and protector, as sailors do Castor and Pollux in a storm. For what storm is greater than that which arises from violent appearances, contending to overset our reason ? Indeed, what is the storm itself, but appearance ? For, do but take away the fear of death, and let there be as many thunders and lightnings as you please, you will find that, in the ruling faculty, all is serenity and calm : but if you are once defeated, and say you will get the victory another time, and then the same thing over again ; assure yourself, you will at last be reduced to so weak and wretched a con- dition, that you will not so much as know when you do amiss ; but you will even begin to make defences for your behaviour, and thus verify the saying of Hesiod : " With constant ills the dilatory strive." E. n. ii. i8, 5. 345

SEPTEMBER 2

WHETHER we ought to believe, or to dis-believe, what is said ; or whether, if we do believe, we ought to be moved by it or not ; what is it that tells us? Is it not the faculty of choice? Again, the very faculty of elocution, and that which ornaments discourse, if there be any such peculiar faculty, what doth it more than merely ornament and arrange expressions, as curlers do the hair? But whether it be better to speak or to be silent ; or better to speak in this or in that manner ; whether this be decent or indecent ; and the season and use of each ; what is it that tells us, but the faculty of choice ? E. D, ii, 23, I. 246

SEPTEMBER 3

WHAT then, would you have it appear andbear testimony against itself? What means this ? If the case be thus, that which serves may be superior to that to which it is subservient ; the horse to the rider ; the dog to the hunter ; the in- strument to the musician ; or servants to the king. What is it that makes use of all the rest ? Choice. What takes care of all ? Choice. What destroys the whole man, at one time by hunger ; at another by a rope or a precipice? Choice. Hath man, then, anything stronger than this? And how is it possible, that what is liable to restraint should be stronger than what is not ? What hath a natural power of hindering the faculty of sight ? Both choice, and what depends on choice. And it is the same of the faculties of hearing and speech. And what hath a natural power of hindering choice? Nothing independent on itself, only its own perversion. Therefore choice alone is vice ; choice alone is virtue. E. D. ii. 23, I. 247

SEPTEMBER 4

IF these things are true, and we are not stupid or acting a part when we say that the good or ill of man consists in choice, and that all besides is nothing to us, why are we still troubled ? Why do we still fear? What hath been our concern is in no one's power ; what is in the power of others we do not regard. What embarrassment have we left? But direct me. Why should I direct you ? Hath not God directed you? Hath He not given you what is your own, incapable of restraint or hindrance ; and what is not your own, liable to both ? What directions, then, what orders have you brought from Him ? " By all methods keep what is your own : what belongs to others do not covet. Honesty is your own ; a sense of virtuous shame is your own. Who, then, can deprive you of these? Who can restrain you from making use of them but yourself? And how do you do it? When you make that your concern which is not your own, you lose what is." Having such pre- cepts and directions from God, what sort do you still want from me? Am I better than He? More worthy of credit? If you observe these, what others do you need? Or are not these directions His? E. D. i. 25, I. 248

SEPTEMBER 5

THE first difference between one of the vulgarand a philosopher is this : the one says, I am undone on the account of my child, my brother, my father; but the other, if ever he be obliged to say, I am undone ! reflects, and adds, On account of myself. For choice cannot be restrained or hurt by anything to which choice doth not extend, but only by itself. If, therefore, we always would incline this way, and, whenever we are unsuccessful, would lay the fault on our- selves, and remember that there is no cause of perturbation and inconstancy but principle, I en- gage we should make some proficiency. But Ave set out in a very different way, from the very beginning. In infancy, for example, if we happen to stumble, our nurse doth not chide us, but beats the stone. Why, what harm hath the stone done? Was it to move out of its place for the folly of your child? Again, if we do not find something to eat when we come out of the bath, our governor doth not try to moderate our appetite, but beats the cook. E. D. iii. 19. 249

SEPTEMBER 6

FROM this day forv/ard, whenever we do any- thing wrong we will impute it only to the principle from which we act ; and we will en- deavour to remove that, and cut it up by the roots with greater care than we would wens and tumours from the body. In like manner, we will ascribe what we do right to the same cause ; and we will accuse neither servant, nor neighbour, nor wife, nor children as the causes of any evils to us ; persuaded that if we had not such principles, such consequences would not follow. Of these principles we ourselves, and not externals, are the masters. E. D. i. II, 3. THOROUGHLY consider, how man's life is but for a very moment of time, and so depart meek, and contented : even as if a ripe Olive falling, should praise the ground that bare her, and give thanks to the tree that begat her. M. A. iv. 39. 250

SEPTEMBER 7

IS that shameful to you which is not your own act ? Of which you are not the cause ? Which hath happened to you by accident, like a fever, or the headache? If your parents were poor, or left others their heirs, or, though they are living, do not assist you, are these things shameful for you ? Is this what you have learned from the philosophers ? Have you never heard, that what is shameful is blamable ; and what is blamable deserves to be blamed ? Whom do you blame for an action not his own, which he hath not done himself? E, D. iii. 26, I. SHAME doth not consist in not having any-thing to eat, but in not having reason enough to exempt you from fear and sorrow. E. o, iii. 24, 7. 251

SEPTEMBER 8

"D EQUIRE not things to happen as you wish,A ^- but wish them to happen as they do happen, and you will go on well. E. M. 8. FIT and accommodate thyself to that estate and to those occurrences, which by the destinies have been annexed unto thee ; and love those men whom thy fate it is to live with ; but love them truly. An instrument, a tool, an utensil, whatsoever it be, if it be fit for the purpose it was made for, it is as it should be, though he perchance that made and fitted it, be out of sight and gone. But in things natural, that power which hath framed and fitted them, is and abideth within them still : for which reason she ought also the more to be respected, and we are the more obliged (if we may live and pass our time accord- ing to her purpose and intention) to think that all is well with us, and according to our own minds. After this manner also, and in this respect, it is that he that is all in all doth enjoy his happiness. M. A. vi. 35. 252

SEPTEMBER 9

A GOOD eye must be good to see whatsoeveris to be seen, and not green things only. For that is proper to sore eyes. So must a good ear, and a good smell be ready for whatsoever is either to be heard, or smelt : and a good stomach as indifferent to all kinds of food, as a millstone is, to whatsoever she was made for, to grind. As ready therefore must a sound understanding be for whatsoever shall happen. But he that saith, O that my Children might live ! and, O that all men might commend me for whatsoever I do ! is an eye that seeks after green things ; or as teeth, after that which is tender. M. A. X. 25. 253

SEPTEMBER 10

" A^rHAT, then, must my leg be lame?" And * * is it for one paltry leg, wretch, that you accuse the world ? Why will you not give it up to the whole? Why will you not withdraw your- self from it ? Why will you not gladly yield it to him who gave it? And will you be angry and discontented with the decrees of Jupiter, which he, with the Fates who spun in his presence the thread of your birth, ordained and appointed ? Do not you know how very small a part you are of the whole ? That is, as to body ; for as to reason you are neither worse, nor less, than the gods. For reason is not measured by length or height, but by principles. Will you not there- fore place your good there, where you are equal to the gods? E. D. i. 12, 3. 254

SEPTEMBER 11

A A T^HEN a person maintains his proper station * in life, he doth not gape after externals. What would you have, man ? " I am contented if my desires and aversions are conformable to nature : if I manage my powers of pursuit and avoidance, my purposes and in- tentions and assent, in the manner I was formed to do." Why, then, do you walk as if you had swallowed a spit ? " I could wish, moreover, to have all who meet me admire me, and all who follow me cry out. What a great philosopher ! " Who are those by whom you would be admired ? Are they not the very people who you used to say were mad? What, then, would you be admired by madmen ? E. D. i.2 1. 255

SEPTEMBER 12

A^ S long as the foot doeth that which belongeth - unto it to do, and the hand that which belongs unto it, their labour, whatsoever it be, is not un- natural. So a man as long as he doeth that which is proper unto a man, his labour cannot be against nature ; and if it be not against nature, then neither is it hurtful unto him. But if it were so that happiness did consist in pleasure : how came notorious robbers, impure abominable livers, parricides, and tyrants, in so large a measure to have their part of pleasures ? D' M. A. vi. 31. kOTH either the Sun take upon him to do ' that which belongs to the rain? or his son yEsculapius that, which unto the Earth doth properly belong? How is it with every one of the stars in particular? Though they all differ one from another, and have their several charges and functions by themselves, do they not all nevertheless concur and co-operate to one end? M. A. vi. 38. 256

SEPTEMBER 13

WHAT shall I do, then ?What do you do when you come out of a ship ? Do you take away the rudder or the oars along with you ? What do you take, then ? Your own : your bottle, and your bundle. So in the present case, if you will remember what is your own, you will not claim what belongs to others. Are you bid to put off your consular robe ? Well, I am in my equestrian.?Put off that too. Well, I am naked.?Still, you raise my envy. Then e'en take my whole body. If I can throw off a paltry body, am I any longer afraid of a tyrant ? E. D. i. 24, 2. R 257

SEPTEMBER 14

" TS not my hand my own?" It is a part -L you, but it is by nature clay, liable to of re- straint, to compulsion, a slave to everything stronger than itself. And why do I say your hand ? You ought to possess your whole body as a paltry ass with a pack-saddle on, as long as may be, as long as it is allowed you. But if there should come a press and a soldier should lay hold on it, let it go. Do not resist or murmur, other- wise you will be first beat, and lose the ass after all. And, since you are to consider the body itself in this manner, think what remains to do concerning those things which are provided for the sake of the body. If that be an ass, the rest are bridles, pack-saddles, shoes, oats, hay, for the ass. Let these go too. Quit them more easily and expeditiously than the ass. E. D. iv. I, 12. 258

SEPTEMBER 15

A ND when you are thus prepared and thus -^^ exercised to distinguish what belongs to others from your own ; what is liable to restraint from what is not; to esteem your own property, the other not ; to keep your desire, to keep your aversion carefully turned to this point ; whom have you any longer to fear??"No one." For about what should you be afraid ? About what is your own, in which consists the essence of good and evil? And who hath any power over this? Who can take it away? Who can hinder you? No more than God can be hindered. But are you afraid for body, for possessions, for what belongs to others, for what is nothing to you ? And what have you been studying all this while, but to distinguish between your own and not your own ; what is in your power and what is not in your power ; what is liable to restraint and what is not ? E. D. iv. I, 12. !59

SEPTEMBER 16

HE hath a stronger body, and is a betterwrestler than I. What then ? Is he more bountiful ? is he more modest ? Doth he bear all adverse chances with more equanimity : Or with his neighbour's offences with more meekness and gentleness than I ? M. A. vii. 28. AVERY ridiculous thing it is, that any manshould dispense with vice and wickedness in himself, which is in his power to restrain ; and should go about to suppress it in others, which is altogether impossible. M. A. vii. 41. ;6o

SEPTEMBER 17

UPON every accident, remember to turn to-wards yourself and inquire what powers you have for making a proper use of it. If you see a handsome person, you will find continence a power against this : if pain be presented to you, you will find fortitude : if ill language, you will find patience. And thus habituated, the appear- ances of things will not hurry you away along with them. E. M. lO. BE not elated on any excellence not your own.If a horse should be elated and say, " I am handsome," it would be supportable. But when you are elated, and say, " I have a handsome horse," know that you are elated on what is, in fact, only the good of the horse. E. M. 6. 261

SEPTEMBER 18

T T E is a man of sense who doth not grieve for J- J- what he hath not, but rejoices in what he hath. E. FR. 124. HE that hath broken off the bonds of the body,and perceiving that in a very Httle while he must of necessity bid the World farewell, and leave all these things behind him, he wholly applied himself, as to righteousness in all his actions, so to the common Nature in all things that should happen unto him. And contenting himself with these two things, to do all things justly, and what- soever God doth send to like well of it : what others shall either say or think of him, or shall do against him, he doth not so much as trouble his thoughts with it. To go on straight, whither right and reason directed him, and by so doing to follow Ood, was the only thing that he did mind, that, his only business and occupation. M. A. X. 10. 262

SEPTEMBER 19

nPHE more rarely the objects of pleasure occur, ^ the more delightful they are. E. FR. 49. T ET not that chief commanding part of thy soul -L^ be ever subject to any variation through any corporal either pain or pleasure, neither suffer it to be mixed with these, but let it both circum- scribe itself, and confine those affections to their own proper parts and members. But if at any time they do reflect, and rebound upon the mind and understanding (as in an united and compacted body it must needs ;) then must thou not go about to resist sense and feeling, it being natural. How- ever let not thy understanding to this natural sense and feeling, which whether unto our flesh pleasant or painful, is unto us nothing properly, add an opinion of either good or bad, and all is well. M. A. V. 20. 263

SEPTEMBER 20

T3ASSIGN is produced no otherwise than by a -- disappointment of the desires, and an incur- ring of the aversions. It is this which introduces perturbations, tumults, misfortunes, and calamities; this is the spring of sorrow, lamentation, and envy ; this renders us envious, and emulous, and incapable of hearing reason. E. D. iii. 2, 2. THIS faculty in particular we have receivedfrom nature, that whatsoever doth oppose itself unto her, and doth withstand her in her purposes and intentions, she doth, though against its will and intention, bring it about to herself, to serve herself of it in the execution of her own destined ends ; and so by this though not in- tended co-operation of it with herself makes it part of herself whether it will or no. So may every reasonable Creature, what crosses or impediments soever it meets with in the course of this mortal life, it may use them as fit and proper objects, to the furtherance of whatsoever it intended, and ab- solutely proposed unto itself as its natural end and happiness. M. A. viii. ^;^. 264

SEPTEMBER 21

" T7OR what purpose have I received these -T things ? " ?To use them. " How long ? " ? As long as he who lent them pleases. If, then, they are not necessary, do not attach yourself to them, and they will not be so ; do not tell yourself that they are necessary, and they are not. This should be our study from morning till night, beginning from the least and frailest things, from an earthen vessel, from a glass. Afterwards, proceed to a suit of clothes, a dog, a horse, an estate ; from thence to yourself, body, parts of the body, children, wife, brothers. Look everywhere around you, and throw them from yourself. Correct your principles. See that nothing cleave to you which is not your own ; nothing grow to you that may give you pain when it is torn away. And say, when you are daily exercising yourself as you do here, not that you act the philosopher (admit this to be an insolent title), but that you are asserting your freedom. For this is true freedom. This is the freedom that Diogenes gained from Antisthenes, and declared it was impossible that he should ever after be a slave to anyone. E. D. iv. I, 13. 265

SEPTEMBER 22

WHAT room is there, then, for quarrelling toa person thus disposed ? For doth he wonder at anything that happens ? Doth it appear new to him ? Doth not he expect worse and more grievous injuries from bad people than happen to him ? Doth he not reckon it so much gained, as they come short of the last extremities ? Such a one hath reviled you.?You are much obliged to him that he hath not struck you.? But he hath struck you too. ? You are much obliged to him that he hath not wounded you too.?But he hath wounded you too.?You are much obliged to him that he hath not killed you. For when did he ever learn, or from whom, that he is a gentle, that he is a social animal, that the very injury itself is a great mischief to the injurious ? As, then, he hath not learned these things, nor believes them, why should he not follow what appears for his interest ? Your neigh- bour hath thrown stones. What then ? Is it any fault of yours ? But your goods are broken. What then ? Are you a piece of furniture ? No, but your essence consists in the faculty of choice. E. D. iii. 5, 2. 266

SEPTEMBER 23

\^7"HAT behaviour, then, is assigned you in * ^ return ? If you consider yourself as a wolf ?to bite again, to throw more stones. But if you ask the question as a man, examine your treasure ; see what faculties you have brought into the world with you. Are they dispositions to ferocity ? to revenge ? When is a horse miserable ? When he is deprived of his natural faculties. Not when he cannot crow, but when he cannot run. And a dog ? not when he cannot fly, but when he cannot hunt. Is not a man, then, also unhappy in the same manner ? Not he who cannot strangle lions, (for he hath received no faculties for this purpose from nature) but who hath lost his rectitude of mind, and fidelity. Such a one is the person who ought to be publicly lamented for the misfortunes into which he is fallen. E. T). iii. 5, 2. 267

SEPTEMBER 24

FROM some high place as it were to look down,and to behold here flocks, and there sacrifices, without number ; and all kind of navigation ; some in a rough and stormy sea, and some in a calm : the general differences, or different estates of things, some, that are now first upon being ; the several and mutual relations of those things that are together; and some other things that are at their last. Their Uves also, who were long ago, and theirs who shall be hereafter, and the present estate and life of those many nations of Barbarians that are now in the world, thou must likewise consider in thy mind. And how many there be, who never so much as heard of thy Name, how many that will soon forget it ; how many who but even now did commend thee, within a very little while perchance will speak ill of thee. So that neither fame, nor honour, nor anything else that this world doth afford, is worth the while. The sum then of all; Whatsoever doth happen unto thee, whereof God is the cause, to accept it con- tentedly : whatsoever thou doest, whereof thou thyself art the cause, to do it justly : which will be, if both in thy resolution and in thy action thou have no further end, than to do good unto others, as being that, which by thy natural constitution, as a man, thou art bound unto. M. A. ix. 29. 268

SEPTEMBER 25

LET not things future trouble thee. For if necessity so require that they come to pass, thou shalt (whensoever that is) be provided for them with the same reason, by which whatsoever is now present, is made both tolerable and accept- able unto thee. All things are linked and knitted together, and the knot is sacred, neither is there anything in the world, that is not kind and natural in regard of any other thing, or, that hath not some kind of reference, and natural correspondence with whatsoever is in the world besides. For all things are ranked together, and by that decency of its due place and order that each particular doth observe, they all concur together to the making of one and the same orderly composition. M. A. vii. 6. A S several members are in one body united, so ^^ are reasonable creatures, in a body divided and dispersed, all made and prepared for one common operation. M. A. vii. ID. THAT which is not good for the beehive,cannot be good for the bee. M. A. vi. 49. 269

SEPTEMBER 26

LET us see your principles. For is it not evi-dent that you consider your own choice as nothing, but look out for something external and independent on it ? As, what such a one will say of you, and what you shall be thought : whether a man of letters, whether to have read Chrysippus or Antipater ; for, if Archedemus too, you have everything you wish. Why are you still solicitous, lest you should not show us what you are ? Will you let me tell you what you have showed us that you are ? A mean, discontented, passionate, cowardly fellow ; complaining of everything ; ac- cusing everybody ; perpetually restless ; good for nothing. This you have showed us. E. D. iii. 2, 5. ?7o

SEPTEMBER 27

A A 7HAT is this, that now my fancy is set upon ? ^^ of what things doth it consist ? how long can it last ? which of all the virtues, is the proper virtue for this present use ? as whether meekness, fortitude, truth, faith, sincerity, contentedness, or any of the rest ? Of everything therefore thou must use thyself to say. This immediately comes from God, This by that fatal connection and con- catenation of things, or (which almost comes to one) by some coincidental casualty. And as for this, it proceeds from my neighbour, my kinsman, my fellow : through his ignorance indeed, because he knows not what is truly natural unto him : But I know it, and therefore carry myself towards him according to the natural law of fellowship ; that is kindly, and justly. As for those things that of themselves are altogether indifferent, as in my best judgment I conceive everything to deserve more or less, so I carry myself towards it. M. A. iii. 12. 271

SEPTEMBER 28

CAST away from thee opinion, and thou art safe. And what is it that hinders thee from casting of it away ? When thou art grieved at anything, hast thou forgotten that all things happen according to the Nature of the Universe ; and that him only it concerns, who is in fault; and more- over, that what is now done, is that which from ever hath been done in the world, and will ever be done, and is now done everywhere : how nearly all men are allied one to another by a kindred not of blood, nor of seed, but of the same mind. Thou hast also forgotten that every man's mind, par- takes of the Deity, and issueth from thence ; and that no man can properly call anything his own, no not his son, nor his body, nor his life ; for that they all proceed from that One who is the giver of all things : that all things are but opinion ; that no man lives properly, but that very instant of time which is now present. And therefore that no man whensoever he dieth can properly be said to lose any more, than an instant of time. M. A. xii. 19. 272

SEPTEMBER 29

"DUT show me that he who hath the worst prin- -L' ciples gets the advantage over him who hath the better. You never will show it, nor anything like it : for the law of nature and of God is this : Let the better be always superior to the worse. In what? In that wherein it is better. One body is stronger than another : many than one ; and a thief than one who is not a thief. Thus I, too, lost my lamp because the thief was better at keeping awake than I. But he bought a lamp at the price of being a thief, a rogue, and a wild beast. This seemed to him a good bargain, and much good may it do him ! E. D. i. 29, 4. 273

SEPTEMBER 30

OH, wretched I ! to whom this mischance ishappened ! nay, happy I, to whom this thing being happened, I can continue without grief; neither wounded by that which is present, nor in fear of that which is to come. For as for this, it might have happened unto any man, but any man having such a thing befallen him, could not have continued without grief. Why then should that rather be an unhappiness, than this a happiness? But however, canst thou, O man ! term that un- happiness, which is no mischance to the nature of man ! Canst thou think that a mischance to the nature of man, which is not contrary to the end and will of his nature? What then hast thou learned is the will of man's nature? Doth that then which hath happened unto thee, hinder thee from being just? or magnanimous? or temperate? or wise? or circumspect ? or true? or modest ? or free ? or from anything else of all those things in the present enjoying and possession whereof the nature of man (as then enjoying all that is proper unto her,) is fully satisfied ? M. A. iv. 41. 274

OCTOBER 1

WHEN any alarming news is brought you, al- ways have it at hand that no news can be brought you concerning what is in your own choice. Can anyone bring you news that your opinions or desires are ill conducted ? By no means ; but that somebody is dead. What is that to you, then ? That somebody speaks ill of you. And what is that to you, then ? E. D. iii. i8, I. AS for praise and commendation, view theirmind and understanding, what estate they are in ; what kind of things they fly, and what things they seek after : and that as in the sea-side, what- soever was before to be seen, is by the continual succession of new heaps of sand cast up one upon another, soon hid and covered ; so in this life, all former things by those which immediately succeed. M. A. vii. 22. 275

OCTOBER 2

WHENEVER anyone exceeds moderation,the most delightful things may become the most undelightful. E. FR. 50. IF you are struck by the appearance of any promised pleasure, guard yourself against being hurried away by it ; but let the affair wait your leisure, and procure yourself some delay. Then bring to your mind both points of time : that in which you shall enjoy the pleasure, and that in which you will repent and reproach yourself after you have enjoyed it ; and set before you, in op- position to these, how you will rejoice and applaud yourself if you abstain. And even though it should appear to you a seasonable gratification, take heed that its enticing and agreeable and attractive force may not subdue you ; but set in opposition to this how much better it is to be conscious of having gained so great a victory. E. M. 34. 276

OCTOBER 3

IV/r EN are disturbed, not by things, but by the ^^ ' principles and notions which they form con- cerning things. Death, for instance, is not terrible, else it would have appeared so to Socrates. But the terror consists in our notion of death that it is terrible. When therefore we are hindered, or dis- turbed, or grieved, let us never impute it to others, but to ourselves ; that is, to our own principles. It is the action of an uninstructed person to lay the fault of his own bad condition upon others ; of one entering upon instruction to lay the fault on himself; and of one perfectly instructed, neither on others nor on himself. E. M. q. 277

OCTOBER 4

SOCRATES used very properly to call these things vizards : for, as masks appear shocking and formidable to children, from their inexperi- ence, we are affected in like manner, with regard to things, for no other reason than as children are with regard to vizards. For what is a child ? Ig- norance. What is a child ? Want of learning ; for, so far as the knowledge of children extends, they are not inferior to us. What is death ? A vizard. Turn it, and be convinced. See, it doth not bite. This little body and spirit must be separated (as they formerly were) either now, or hereafter : why, then, are you displeased if it be now ? For if not now, if will be hereafter. E. D. ii. I, 3. 278

OCTOBER 5

NEVER either praise or blame any person onaccount of outward actions that are common to all, but on the account of principles. These are the peculiar property of each individual, and the things which make actions good or bad. E. D. iv. 4, 5. IS it not a cruel thing to forbid men to affect those things, which they conceive to agree best with their own natures, and to tend most to their own proper good and behoof? But thou after a sort deniest them this liberty, as often as thou art angry with them for their sins. For surely they are led unto those sins whatsoever they be, as to their proper good and commodity. But it is not so (that wilt object perchance). Thou therefore teach them better, and make it appear unto them : but be not thou angry with them. M. A. vi. 25. 279

OCTOBER 6

IN a voyage, for instance, casting my eyes down upon the ocean below, and looking round me and seeing no land, I am out of my wits, and im- agine that if I should be shipwrecked I must swallow all that ocean ; nor doth it once enter my head, that three pints are enough to do my busi- ness. What is it then that alarms me? The ocean ? No, but my own principle. Again, in an earthquake, I imagine the city is going to fall upon me ; but is not one Uttle stone enough to knock my brains out? What is it then that op- presses and puts us out of our wits ? Why, what else but our principles? E. D. ii. 16, 3. 280

OCTOBER 7

"/^^UR wall is secure, we have provisions for a ^-^ very long time, and every other preparation." These are what render a city fortified and im- pregnable, but nothing but its principles render the human soul so. For what wall is so strong, what body so impenetrable, or what possession so unalienable, or what dignity so secured against stratagems ? All things else, everywhere else, are mortal, easily reduced ; and whoever in any degree fixes his mind upon them, must necessarily be subject to perturbation, despair, terrors, lamenta- tions, disappointed desires, and incurred aversions. E. D. iv. 5, 3. THE things or objects themselves, reach notunto the soul, but stand without still, and quiet, and that it is from the opinion only which is within, that all the tumult and all the trouble doth proceed. M. A. iv. 3. 281

OCTOBER 8

/^UTWARD pomp and appearance, is a great ^-^ juggler ; and then especially art thou most in danger to be beguiled by it, when (to a man's thinking) thou most seemest to be employed about matters of moment. M. A. 6, 4. TDUBLIC shows and solemnities with much -^ pomp and vanity, stage plays, flocks and herds ; conflicts and contentions : a bone thrown to a company of hungry curs ; a bait for greedy fishes ; the painfulness, and continual burden- bearing of wretched ants, the running to and fro of terrified mice : little puppets drawn up and down with wires and nerves : these be the objects of the World. M. A. 7, 3. 282

OCTOBER 9

THE best kind of revenge is, not to becomelike unto them. M. A. 6, 5. LET this be thy only joy, and thy only comfort,from one sociable kind action without inter- mission to pass unto another, God being ever in thy mind. M. A. 6. CHARITABLE actions, and a holy disposition, is the only fruit of this earthly life. M. A. 6, 27. TAKE heed lest at any time thou stand so affected, though towards unnatural lived men, as ordinary men are commonly one towards an- other. M. A. 7, 36. 283

OCTOBER 10

CONSIDER well whether magnanimity rather, and true liberty, and true simplicity, and equanimity, and holiness ; whether these be not most kind and natural. M. A. V. 9. ATI 7HAT is the use that now at this present I * make of my soul? Thus from time to time and upon all occasions thou must put this ques- tion to thyself, what is now that part of mine which they call the rational mistress part, employed about ; Whose soul do I now properly possess ? a child's ? or a youth's? a woman's? or a tyrant's? some brute, or some wild beast's soul ? M. A. V. II. SUCH as thy thoughts and ordinary cogitations are, such will thy mind be in time. For the soul doth as it were receive its tincture from the fancies, and imaginations. Dye it therefore and thoroughly soak it with the assiduity of these cogitations. M. A. V. 15. 284

OCTOBER 11

H EREIN doth consist happiness of Ufe, fora man to know thoroughly the true nature of everything ; What is the matter, and what is the form of it : with all his heart and soul, ever to do that which is just, and to speak the truth. What then remaineth but to enjoy thy life in a course and coherence of good actions, one upon another immediately succeeding, and never in- terrupted, though for never so little a while ? M. A. xii. 22. HE that is endowed with true magnanimity,who hath accustomed himself to the con- templation both of all times, and of all things in general ; can this mortal life (thinkest thou) seem any great matter unto him ? It is not possible ; answered he. Then neither will such a one account death a grievous thing? By no means. M. A. vii. 23. 285

OCTOBER 12

TO live happily is an inward power of the soul,when she is affected with indifference, towards those things that are by their nature indifferent. M. A. xi. 15. TT is in thy power absolutely to exclude all J- manner of conceit and opinion, as concerning this matter ; and by the same means, to exclude all grief and joy from thy soul. For as for the things and objects themselves, they of themselves have no such power, whereby to beget and force upon us any opinion at all. M. A. vi. 47. "T^OST thou grieve that thou dost weigh but so ^-^ many pounds, and not 300rather? Just as much reason hast thou to grieve that thou must live but so many years, and not longer. For as for bulk and substance thou dost content thyself with that proportion of it that is allotted unto thee, so shouldst thou for time. M. A. vi. 45. 286

OCTOBER 13

IF, then, the things independent on choice are neither good nor evil ; and all that do depend on choice are in our own power, and can neither be taken away from us, nor given to us, unless we please; what room is there left for solicitude? But we are solicitous about this paltry body or estate of ours, or about the determination of Caesar, and not at all about anything internal. Are we ever solicitous not to take up a false opinion ? No, for this is in our own power. Or not to exert our pursuits contrary to nature ? No, nor this neither. When, therefore, you see any- one pale with solicitude, as the physician pro- nounces from the complexion that such a patient is disordered in the spleen, another in the liver, so do you likewise say, this man is disordered in his desires and aversions, he cannot walk steady, he is in a fermentation. For nothing else changes the complexion or causes a trembling or sets the teeth a-chattering. E. D. ii. 13, 2. 287

OCTOBER 14

T^HUS are we too affected. What do we J- admire? Externals. For what do we strive ? Externals. And are we, then, in any doubt how we come to fear and be solicitous? What is the consequence, then, when we esteem the things that are brought upon us to be evils? We cannot but fear ; we cannot but be solicitous. And then we say, " O Lord God, how shall I avoid solici- tude ! " Have you not hands, fool ? Hath not God made them for you ? Sit down now and pray that your nose may not run ! Wipe it rather, and do not murmur. Well : and hath He given you nothing in the present case? Hath not He given you patience? Hath not He given you magnanimity ? Hath not He given you fortitude? When you have such hands as these, do you still seek for somebody to wipe your nose? But we neither study nor regard these things. E. D. ii. 16, 2. 288

OCTOBER 15

THE condition and characteristic of a vulgarperson is, that he never expects either benefit or hurt from himself, but from externals. The condition and characteristic of a philosopher is, that he expects all hurt and benefit from himself. The marks of a proficient are, that he censures no one, praises no one, blames no one, accuses no one, says nothing concerning himself as being anybody, or knowing anything : when he is, in any instance, hindered or restrained, he accuses himself; and, if he is praised, he secretly laughs at the person who praises him ; and, if he is cen- sured, he makes no defence. E. M. 48. 289

OCTOBER 16

OF things, some are in our power and othersnot. In our power are opinion, pursuit, desire, aversion, and, in one word, whatever are our own actions. Not in our power are body, property, reputation, command, and, in one word, whatever are not our own actions. Now, the things in our power are by nature free, unrestrained, unhindered ; but those not in our power, weak, slavish, restrained, belonging to others. Remember, then, that if you suppose things by nature slavish to be free, and what belongs to others your own, you will be hindered ; you will lament ; you will be disturbed ; you will find fault both with gods and men. But if you suppose that only to be your own which is your own, and what belongs to others such as it really is, no one will ever compel you ; no one will restrain you ; you will find fault with no one ; you will accuse no one ; you will do no one thing against your will ; no one will hurt you ; you will not have an enemy, for you will suffer no harm. E. M. I. 2go

OCTOBER 17

"\ X /"HEN you have lost anything external, have * * this always at hand, what you have got instead of it ; and, if that be of more value, do not by any means say, "I am a loser"; whether it be a horse for an ass, an ox for a sheep, a good action for a piece of money, a due composedness of mind for a dull jest, or modesty for indecent discourse. By continually remembering this, you will preserve your character such as it ought to be. Otherwise consider that you are spending your time in vain ; and all that you are now applying your mind to, you are going to spill and overset. And there needs but little and a small deviation from reason to destroy and overset all. A pilot doth not need the same apparatus to over- set a ship as to save it ; but, if he turns it a little to the wind, it is lost : even if he should not do it by design, but only for a moment be thinking of something else, it is lost. Such is the case here too. If you do but nod a little, all that you have hitherto collected is gone. E. D. iv. 3, I. 39T

OCTOBER 18

FOR, amidst perturbations and griefs and fears, and disappointed desires and incurred aver- sions, how can there be any entrance for happi- ness ? And, where there are corrupt principles, there must all these things necessarily be. E. D. iii. 22, 6. EVERY particular nature hath content, whenin its own proper course it speeds. A reasonable nature doth then speed, when first in matter of fancies and imaginations, it gives no consent to that which is either false or un- certain. Secondly, when in all its motions and resolutions it takes its level at the common good only, and that it desireth nothing, and fiieth from nothing, but what is in its own power to compass or avoid. And lastly, when it willingly and gladly embraceth, whatsoever is dealt and appointed unto it by the common Nature. M. A. viii. 6. 292

OCTOBER 19

KEEP yourself awake. It is no inconsiderable matter you have to guard, but modesty, fidelity, constancy, enjoyment, exemption from grief, fear, perturbation ; in short, freedom. For what will you sell these? Consider what the purchase is worth.?"But shall I not get such a thing instead of it ? " ?Consider, if you do get it, what it is that you obtain for the other. I have decency ; another the office of a tribune : I have modesty ; he has the proetorship. E. D. iv. 3, I. JUSTICE cannot be preserved, if either we settle our minds and affections upon worldly things ; or be apt to be deceived, or rash, and inconstant. M. A. xi. 9. 293

OCTOBER 20

T^HE great point is to leave to each thing its J- own proper faculty, and then to see what the value of that faculty is, and to learn what is the principal thing ; and upon every occasion, to follow that and to make it the chief object of our attention ; to consider other things as trifling in comparison of this ; and yet, as far as we are able, not to neglect even these. We ought, for instance, to take care of our eyes ; but not as of the principal thing, but only on account of the principal ; because that will no otherwise preserve its own nature, than by making a due estimation of the rest, and preferring some to others. What is the usual practice, then? That of a traveller, who, returning into his own country, and meeting on the road with a good inn, being pleased with the inn, should remain at the inn. Have you forgot your intention, man ? You were not travelling to this place, but only through it. " But this a fine place." And how many other fine inns are there, and how many pleasant fields? But only to be passed through in your way. The business is, to return to your country, to relieve the anxieties of your family, to perform the duties of a citizen, to marry, have children, and go through the public offices. For you did not set out to choose the finest places, but to return to live in that where you were born, and of which you are appointed a citizen. E. D. ii. 23, 3. 294

OCTOBER 21

FOR, without strong and constant exercise, it is not possible to preserve our desire undisap- pointed, and our aversion unincurred ; and there- fore, if we suffer it to be externally employed on things independent on choice, be assured that your desire will neither gain its object, nor your aversion avoid it. And, because habit hath a powerful influence, and we are habituated to apply our desire and aversion to externals only, we must oppose one habit to another, and where the appearances are most slippery, there oppose exercise. I am in- clinable to pleasure. I will bend myself beyond a due proportion to the other side for the sake of exercise. E. D. iii. 12, I, 2. AFTERWARDS you will venture into the lists at some proper season, by way of trial, if at all, to see whether appearances get the better of you as much as they used to do. But at first, fly from what is stronger than you. E. D. iii. 12, 2. 295

OCTOBER 22

T ET thy chief fort and place of defence be, a -L-' mind free from passions. A stronger place, (whereunto to make his refuge, and so to become impregnable) and better fortified than this, hath no man. M. A. viii. 46. A ND in thy passions, take it presently to thy -^^ consideration, that to be angry, is not the part of a man, but that to be meek and gentle, as it savours of more humanity, so of more man- hood. That in this, there is strength and nerves, or vigour and fortitude ; whereof anger and in- dignation is altogether void. For the nearer everything is unto dispassionateness, the nearer it is unto power. And as grief doth proceed from weakness, so doth anger. For both, both he that is angry and that grieveth, have received a wound, and cowardly have as it were yielded themselves unto their affections. M. A. xi. 16. 296

OCTOBER 23

TIME delivers fools from grief; and reason, wise men. E. FR. 123. AS a pig that cries and flings when his throatis cut, fancy to thyself everyone to be, that grieves for any worldly thing and takes on. Such a one is he also, who upon his bed alone, doth bewail the miseries of this our mortal life. And remember this, that unto reasonable creatures only it is granted that they may willingly and freely submit unto Providence : but absolutely to submit, is a necessity imposed upon all creatures equally. M. A. X. 28. ANY person may live happily in poverty ; butfew in wealth and power. E. FR. 128. 297

OCTOBER 24

TRY also how a good man's life ; (of one, whois well pleased with those things whatsoever, which among the common changes and chances of this world fall to his own lot and share ; and can live well contented and fully satisfied in the justice of his own proper present action, and in the goodness of his disposition for the future :) will agree with thee. Thou hast had experience of that other kind of life : make now trial of this also. Trouble not thyself any more henceforth, reduce thyself unto perfect simplicity. M. A. iv. 21. EVEN as if any of the gods should tell thee,thou shall certainly die to-morrow, or next day, thou wouldst not, except thou wert ex- tremely base, and pusillanimous, take it for a great benefit, rather to die the next day after, than to-morrow ; (for alas what is the difference !) so, for the same reason, think it no great matter to die rather many years after, than the very next day. M. A. iv. 38. 298

OCTOBER 25

GIVE what Thou wilt, and take away what Thou wilt, saith he that is well taught and truly ?modest, to Him that gives, and takes away. And it is not out of a stout, and peremptory resolution, that he saith it, but in mere love, and humble submission. M. A. X. 16. NEVER say of anything, " I have lost It" ; but " I have restored it." Is your child dead ? It is restored. Is your wife dead? She is re- stored. Is your estate taken away? Well, and is not that likewise restored ? " But he who took it away is a bad man." What is it to you by whose hands He, who gave it, hath demanded it back again? While He gives you to possess it, take care of it ; but as of something not your own, as passengers do of an inn. E. M. II. 299

OCTOBER 26

O MORTALS, whither are you hurrying?What are you about ? Why do you tumble up and down, wretches, Uke bhnd men ? You are going a wrong way, and have forsaken the right. You seek prosperity and happiness in a wrong place, where it is not ; nor do you give credit to another who shows you where it is. Why do you seek it without ? It is not in ?body : if you do not believe me, look upon Myro, look upon OfeUius. It is not in wealth : if you do not believe me, look upon Croesus, look upon the rich of the present age, how full of lamentation their life is. It is not in power ; for, otherwise, they who have been twice and thrice consuls must be happy, but they are not." E. D. iii. 22, 3. 300

OCTOBER 27

WHEN a person is possessed of some eitherreal or imagined superiority, unless he hath been well instructed, he will necessarily be puffed up with it. A tyrant, for instance, says : " I am supreme over all."?And what can you do for me ? Can you exempt my desires from dis- appointment ? How should you ? For do you never incur your own aversions ? Are your own pursuits infallible ? Whence should you come by that privilege ? Pray, on shipboard, do you trust to yourself, or to the pilot ? In a chariot, to whom but the driver ? And to whom in all other arts ? Just the same. In what then, doth your power consist ? ? " All men pay regard to me." So do I to my desk. I wash it and wipe it ; and drive a nail for the service of my oil flask.? " What then, are these things to be valued beyond me ? "?No : but they are of some use to me, and therefore I pay regard to them. W'hy, do not I pay regard to an ass ? Do not I wash his feet ? Do not I clean him ? Do not you know that everyone pays regard to himself, and to you, just as he doth to an ass ? For who pays regard to you as a man ? Show that. Who would wish to be like you ? E. D. i. 19, I. 301

OCTOBER 28

T AM better than you, for my father hath been -*- consul. I have been a tribune, says another, and not you. If we were horses, would you say, My father was swifter than yours ? I have abundance of oats and hay, and fine trappings ? What now, if while you were saying this, I should answer, " Be it so. Let us run a race, then " ? Is there nothing in man analogous to a race in horses, by which it may be known which is better or worse ? Is there not honour, fidelity, justice ? Show yourself the better in these, that you may be the better, as a man. But if you tell me you can kick violently, I will tell you again that you value yourself on the property of an ass. E. D. iii. 15, 5. 302

OCTOBER 29

I AM a better man than you, says one, for I have many estates, and you are pining with hunger. I have been consul, says another; I am a governor, a third ; and I have a fine head of hair, says a fourth. Yet one horse doth not say to another, " I am better than you, for I have a great deal of hay and a great deal of oats ; and I have a gold bridle and embroidered trappings"; but, "I am swifter than you." And every creature is better or worse, from its own good or bad qualities. Is man, then, the only creature which hath no natural good quality ? And must we consider hair, and clothes, and ancestors to judge of him ? E. FR. 13. 303

OCTOBER 30

" T)UT I am rich," you may say, "as well as -L/ other people." What, richer than Agamemnon ? " But I am handsome too." What, handsomer than Achilles ? " But I have fine hair too." Had not Achilles finer and brighter ? Yet he neither combed it nicely, nor curled it. " But I am strong too." Can you lift such a stone, then, as Hector or Ajax ? " But I am of a noble family too." Is your mother a goddess, or your father de- scended from Zeus ? And what good did all this do to Achilles, when he sat crying for a girl? E. D. ii. 24, 2. 304

OCTOBER 31

AX 7"HEN you see another in power, set against * * it that you have the advantage of not want- ing power. When you see another rich, see what you have instead of riches ; for, if you have nothing in their stead, you are miserable. But, if you have the advantage of not needing riches, know that you have something more than he hath, and of far greater value. E. D. iv. 9, I. TAKE heed, lest that whilst thou dost settle thy contentment in things present, thou grow in time so to overprize them, as that the want of them (whensoever it shall so fall out) should be a trouble and a vexation unto thee. M. A. vii. 20. u 305

NOVEMBER 1

WHEN the Governor of Epirus had exertedhimself indecently in favour of a comedian, and was, upon that account, publicly railed at ; and, when he came to hear it, was highly dis- pleased with those who railed at him : Why, w^hat harm, says Epictetus, have these people done ? They have favoured a player, which is just what you did. E. D. iii. 4, I. THESE reasonings are unconnected: "I am richer than you, therefore I am better"; " I am more eloquent than you, therefore I am better." The connection is rather this : " I am richer than you, therefore my property is greater than yours " ; "I am more eloquent than you, therefore my style is better than yours." But you after all own neither property nor style. E. M. 44. 306

NOVEMBER 2

Tl EMEMBER that it is not only the desire of -*-^ riches and power that makes us mean and subject to others, but even of quiet and leisure, and learning and travelling. E. D. iv. 4, I. '"PHOU hast no opportunity to read. What -*- then ? Hast thou not time and opportunity to exercise thyself, not to wrong thyself; to strive against all carnal pleasures and pains, and to get the upper hand of them ; to contemn honour and vainglory ; and not only not to be angry with them, whom towards thee thou dost find insensible and unthankful, but also to have a care of them still, and their welfare ? M. A. viii. 8. 307

NOVEMBER 3

IT is impossible but that habits and faculties must either be first produced, or strengthened and increased, by corresponding actions. Hence the philosophers derive the growth of all infirmi- ties. When you once desire money, for example, if a degree of reasoning sufficient to produce a sense of the evil be applied, the desire ceases, and the governing faculty of the mind regains its author- ity : whereas, if you apply no remedy, it returns no more to its former state ; but, being again excited by a corresponding appearance, it kindles at the desire more quickly than before, and, by frequeiit repetitions, at last becomes callous : and by this infirmity is the love of money fixed. E. D. ii. 13, 2. 308

NOVEMBER 4

A PERSON was talking with me to-day aboutthe priesthood of Augustus. I say to him, Let the thing alone, friend : you will be at great expense for nothing. " But my name," says he, "will be written in the annals." Will you stand by, then, and tell those who read them, " I am the person whose name is written there ? " But, if you could tell everyone so now, what will you do when you are dead?? " My name will remain." ?Write it upon a stone and it will remain just as well. But, pray, what remembrance will there be of you out of Nicopolis?? "But I shall wear a crown of gold."? If your heart is quite set upon a crown, take and put on one of roses, for it will make the prettier appearance. E. D. i. 19, 5. 509

NOVEMBER 5

WHEN I hear anyone congratulated on thefavour of Caesar, I say, What hath he got? ?"A province."?Hath he, then, got such princi- ples, too, as he ought to have ??"A public charge." ?Hath he, then, got with it the knowledge how to use it too? If not, why should I be thrust about any longer to get in ? Someone scatters nuts and figs. Children scramble and quarrel for them, but not men, for they think them trifles.?Provinces are distributing. Let children look to it.?Money. Let children look to it. Military command, a consulship. Let children scramble for them. Let these be shut out, be beat, kiss the hands of the giver, of his slaves. But to me they are but mere figs and nuts.? " What, then, is to be done ? " If you miss them, while he is throwing them, do not trouble yourself about it ; but if a fig should fall into your lap, take it and eat it, for one may pay so much regard even to a fig. But if I am to stoop and throw down one, or be thrown down by another, and flatter those who are got in, a fig is not worth this, nor any other of the things which are not really good, and which the philoso- phers have persuaded me not to esteem as good. E. D. iv. 7, 4. 310

NOVEMBER 6

NO one who is a lover of money, a lover of pleasure, or a lover of glory, is likewise a lover of mankind ; but only he who is a lover of virtue. E. FR. lO. THAT which doth not hurt the city, itself, can- not hurt any Citizen. This rule thou must remember to apply and make use of upon every conceit and apprehension of wrong. If the whole City be not hurt by this, neither am I certainly. And if the whole be not, why should I make it my private grievance? Art not thou then a very fool, who for these things, art either puffed up with pride, or distracted with cares, or canst find in thy heart to make such moans as for a thing that would trouble thee for a very long time? Consider the whole Universe, whereof thou art but a very little part, and the whole age of the world together, whereof but a short and very momentary portion is allotted unto thee, and all the Fates and Destinies together, of which how much is it that comes to thy part and share ! Again : Another doth trespass against me. Let him look to that. He is master of his own dis- position, and of his own operation. M. A. v. 19. 311

NOVEMBER 7

RICHES are not among the number of things which are good ; prodigality is of the number of those which are evil ; Tightness of mind, of those which are good. Now, rightness of mind invites to frugality and the acquisition of things that are good ; but riches invite to prodigality, and seduce from rightness of mind. It is dilificult, therefore, for a rich person to be right-minded, or a right- minded person rich. E. FR. i8. FROM the gods I received that I had goodGrandfathers, and Parents, a good Sister, good masters, good domestics, loving kinsmen, almost all that I have ; and that I never through haste, and rashness transgressed against any of them, notwithstanding that my disposition was such, as that such a thing (if occasion had been) might very well have been committed by me, but that it was the mercy of the gods, to prevent such a concurring of matters and occasions, as might make me to incur this blame. M. A. i. 14. 312

NOVEMBER 8

AS when you see a viper, or an asp, or a scor- pion, in an ivory or gold box, you do not love or think it happy on account of the magnificence of the materials in which it is enclosed, but shun and detest it because it is of a pernicious nature ; so likewise, when you see vice lodged in the midst of wealth and the swelling pride of fortune, be not struck by the splendour of the materials with which it is surrounded, but despise the base alloy of its manners. E. FR. 17. IS this then a thing of that worth, that for it my soul should suffer, and become worse than it was? as either basely dejected, or disordinately affected, or confounded within itself, or terrified? What can there be, that thou shouldst so much esteem ? M. A. viii. 44. 113

NOVEMBER 9

DO you not often see little dogs caressing and playing with each other, that you would say nothing could be more friendly ; but, to learn what this friendship is, throw a bit of meat between them, and you will see. Do you too throw a bit of an estate betwixt you and your son, and you will see that he will quickly wish you underground, and you him : and then you, no doubt, on the other hand, will exclaim, What a son have I brought up ! He would bury me alive ! Throw in a pretty girl, and the old fellow and the young one will both fall in love with her ; or let fame or danger intervene, the words of the father of Admetus will be yours : You hold life dear ; doth not your father too ? Do you suppose that he did not love his own child when he was a little one ? That he was not in agonies when he had a fever, and often wished to undergo that fever in his stead ? But, after all, when the trial comes home, you see what expres- sions he uses. Were not Eteocles and Polynices born of the same mother and of the same father ? Were they not brought up, and did they not live and eat and sleep, together? Did not they kiss and fondle each other ? So that anyone who saw them would have laughed at all the paradoxes which philosophers utter about love. And yet, when a kingdom, like a bit of meat, was thrown betwixt them, see what they say, and how eagerly they wish to kill each other. E. D. ii. 22, I. 314

NOVEMBER 10

HENCE depends every movement both of God and man ; and hence good is pre- ferred to every obligation, however near. My connection is not with my father, but with good.? Are you so hard-hearted? ?Such is my nature, and such is the coin which God hath given me. If, therefore, good is made to be anything but fair and just, away go father, and brother, and country, and everything. What ! Shall I overlook my own good and give it up to you ? For what ? " I am your father." But not my good. "I am your brother." But not my good. But, if we place it in a right choice, good will consist in an observ- ance of the several relations of life ; and then, he who gives up some externals acquires good. E. D. iii. 3, 2. 315

NOVEMBER 11

VT'OUR father deprives you of your money, but JL he doth not hurt you. Your brother will possess as much larger a portion of land than you as he pleases ; but will he possess more honour, more fidelity, more fraternal affection ? Who can throw you out of this possession ? Not even Jupiter, for, indeed, it is not his will ; but he hath put this good into my own power, and given it me like his own, uncompelled, unrestrained, and unhindered. But when anyone hath a coin different from this, for his coin whoever shows it to him may have whatever is sold for it in return. A thievish proconsul comes into the province : what coin doth he use? Silver. Show it him, and carry off what you please. An adulterer comes : what coin doth he use ? Women. Take the coin, says one, and give me this trifle. " Give it me, and it is yours." Another is fond of hunt- ing : give him a fine nag or a puppy ; and, though with sighs and groans, he will sell you for it what you will, for he is inwardly compelled by another who hath constituted this coin. E. D. iii. 3, 2. 316

NOVEMBER 12

I HAVE often wondered, how it should come to pass, that every man loving himself best, should more regard other men's opinions concern- ing himself, than his own. M. A. xii. 3. WHAT are their minds and understanding; andwhat the things that they apply themselves unto ; what do they love, and what do they work for? Fancy to thyself the estate of their souls openly to be seen. When they think they hurt them shrewdly, whom they speak ill of; and when they think they do them a very good turn, whom they commend and extol : O how full are they then of conceit and opinion ! M. A. ix. 32. 3'7

NOVEMBER 13

T F a person had delivered up your body to any- -*- one whom he met in his way, you would certainly be angry. And do you feel no shame in delivering up your own mind to be disconcerted and confronted by anyone who happens to give you ill language? E. M. 28. AIT"HAT pain soever thou art in, let this * * presently come to thy mind, that it is not a thing whereof thou needest to be ashamed, neither is it a thing whereby thy understanding, that hath the government of all, can be made W'orse. M. A. vii. 35. " 'T^HE philosophers talk paradoxes." ^ And are there not paradoxes in other arts ? What is more paradoxical than the pricking any- one's eye to make him see ? If a person was to tell this to one ignorant of surgery, would not he laugh at him? Where is the wonder then, if in philosophy too, many truths appear paradoxes to the ignorant ! E. D. i. 25, 4. 318

NOVEMBER 14

THINK thyself fit and worthy to speak, or todo anything, that is according to Nature, and let not the reproach, or report of some that may ensue upon it, ever deter thee. If it be right and honest to be spoken or done, undervalue not thyself so much, as to be discouraged from it. As for them, they have their own rational over- ruling part, and their own proper inclination : which thou must not stand and look about to take notice of, but go on straight. M. A. V. 3. 319

NOVEMBER 15

WHAT says Antisthenes, then ? Have younever heard ? " It is kingly, O Cyrus, to do well, and to be ill spoken of." My head is well, and all around me think it aches. What is that to me ? I am free from a fever ; and they compassionate me as if I had one. " Poor soul, what a long while have you had this fever ! " I say, too, with a dismal countenance, Ay, indeed, it is now a long time that I have been ill.? " What can be the consequence, then ? " What pleases God. And at the same time I secretly laugh at them who pity me. What forbids, then, but that the same may be done in the other case? I am poor, but I have right principles concerning poverty. What is it to me, then, if people pity me for my poverty? I am not in power, and others are ; but I have such opinions as I ought to have concerning power, and the want of power. E. D. iv. 6, 3. 320

NOVEMBER 16

LET them see to it who pity me. But I amneither hungry, nor thirsty, nor cold. But, because they are hungry and thirsty, they sup- pose me to be so too. What can I do for them, then ? Am I to go about making proclamation, and saying, Do not deceive yourselves, good people, I am very well : I regard neither poverty, nor want of power, nor anything else, but right principles. These I possess unrestrained. I care for nothing further.?But what trifling is this ? How have I right principles when I am not contented to be what I am, but am out of my wits how I shall appear??But others will get more, and be preferred to me.?Why, what is more reasonable than that they who take pains for anything should get most in that particular in which they take pains ? They have taken pains for power; you, for right principles. E. I), iv. 6, 3. 321

NOVEMBER 17

SUPPOSE I should prove to you that you are deficient in what is most necessary and im- portant to happiness, and that hitherto you have taken care of everything, rather than your duty ; and, to complete all, that you understand neither what God or man or good or evil means? That you are ignorant of all the rest, perhaps, you may bear to be told ; but if I prove to you that you are ignorant even of yourself, how will you bear with me, and how will you have patience to stay and be convinced ? Not at all. You will im- mediately be offended and go away. And yet what injury have I done you ? unless a looking- glass injures a person not handsome, when it shows him to himself such as he is. Or unless a physician can be thought to affront his patient when he says to him, " Do you think, sir, that you ail nothing? You have a fever. Eat no meat to-day, and drink water." Nobody cries out here, " What an intolerable affront ! " But if you say to anyone, Your desires are in a fermentation ; your aversions are low ; your in- tentions contradictory ; your pursuits not con- formable to nature ; your opinions rash and mistaken ; he presently goes away, and complains he is affronted. E. D. ii. 14, 3. 322

NOVEMBER 18

TF you possess many things, you still want ^ others ; so that, whether you will or not, you are poorer than I. What, then, do I want? What you have not : constancy, a mind con- formable to nature, and a freedom from per- turbation. Patron or no patron, what care I ? But you do. I am richer than you. I am not anxious what Caesar will think of me. I flatter no one on that account. This I have, instead of silver and gold plate. You have your vessels of gold; but your discourse, your principles, your assents, your pursuits, your desires, of mere earthenware. When I have all these con- formable to nature, why should not I bestow some study upon my reasoning too ? E. D. iii. 9, I, 2. 323

NOVEMBER 19

I AM at leisure. My mind is under no dis- traction. In this freedom from distraction, what shall I do ? Have I anything more be- coming a man than this ? You, when you have nothing to do, are restless ; you go to the theatre, or perhaps to bathe. Why should not the philo- sopher polish his reasoning ? You have fine crystal and myrrhin vases ; I have acute forms of reasoning. To you, all you have appears little ; to me, all I have great. Your appetite is insatiable; mine is satisfied. When children thrust their hand into a narrow jar of nuts and figs, if they fill it they cannot get it out again ; then they fall a-crying. Drop a few of them and you will get out the rest. And do you too drop your desire ; do not covet many things, and you will get some. E. D. iii. 9, I, 2. 324

NOVEMBER 20

" T)UT how is it possible that a man worth -L' nothing, naked, without house or home, squaHd, unattended, who belongs to no country, can lead a prosperous life?"?See, God hath sent us one to show, in fact, that it is possible. " Take notice of me, that I am without a country, without a house, without an estate, without a servant ; I lie on the ground ; no wife, no children, no coat, but only earth and heaven and one sorry cloak. And what do I want ? Am not I without sorrow, without fear? Am not I free? Did any of you ever see me disappointed of my desire, or incurring my aversion ? Did I ever blame God or man ? Did I ever accuse anyone? Hath any of you seen me look discontented ? How do I treat those whom you fear, and of whom you are struck with awe ? Is it not like sorry slaves ? Who that sees me doth not think that he sees his own king and master ? " This is the language, this the character, this the undertaking, of a Cynic. E. D. iii. 22, 5. "125

NOVEMBER 21

WHATSOEVER thou dost hereafter aspire unto, thou mayest even now enjoy and possess, if thou dost not envy thyself thine own happiness. And that will be, if thou shalt forget all that is past, and for the future, refer thyself wholly to the divine providence, and shalt bend and apply all thy present thoughts and intentions, to holiness and righteousness. To holiness, in accepting willingly whatsoever is sent by the divine providence, as being that which the nature of the Universe hath appointed unto thee, which also hath appointed thee for that, whatsoever it be. To righteousness, in speaking the Truth freely, and without ambiguity ; and in doing all things justly and discreetly. Now in this good course, let not other men's either wickedness, or opinion, or voice hinder thee : no, nor the sense of this thy pampered mass of flesh : for let that which suffers, look to itself M. A. xii. I. 326

NOVEMBER 22

IT vexes me, say you, to be pitied. Is this your affair, then, or theirs who pity you ? And further : How is it in your power to prevent it ?? " It is, if I show them that I do not need pity." But are you now in such a condition as not to need pity, or are you not ?? " I think I am. But these people do not pity me for what, if anything, would deserve pity?my faults ; but for poverty and want of power, and sicknesses, and deaths, and other things of that kind." Are you, then, prepared to convince the world that none of these things is in reality an evil ; but that it is possible for a person to be happy, even when he is poor and without honours and power ? Or are you prepared to appear to them rich and powerful ? The last of these is the part of an arrogant, silly, worthless fellow. E. D. iv. 6, I. 327

NOVEMBER 23

IT is a thing very possible, that a man should be a very divine man, and yet be altogether unknown. This thou must ever be mindful of, as of this also, that a man's true happiness doth con- sist in very few things. And that although thou dost despair, that thou shalt ever be a good either Logician, or Naturalist, yet thou art never the further off by it from being either liberal, or modest, or charitable, or obedient unto God. M. A. vii. 38. WILL any contemn me ? let him look to that, upon what grounds he does it : my care shall be that I may never be found either doing, or speaking anything that doth truly deserve con- tempt. Will any hate me ? let him look to that. I for my part will be kind and loving unto all. M. A. xi. 12. 328

NOVEMBER 24

O UFUS used to say, If you are at leisure to J-V praise me, I speak to no purpose. And indeed he used to speak in such a manner that each of us who heard him supposed that some person had accused us to him ; he so hit upon what was done by us, and placed the faults of everyone before his eyes. E. u. iii. 23, I. T^OTH a philosopher apply to people to hear -L^ him? Doth he not attract those who are fitted to receive benefit from him, in the same manner as the sun or their necessary food doth ? What physician applies to anybody to be cured by him ? Ibid. IT is more necessary for the soul to be cured than the body ; for it is better to die than to live ill. E. FR. 87. 329

NOVEMBER 25

A^rHEN we see anyone handle an axe awk- * * wardly, we do not say, "Where is the use of this art ? See how ill carpenters perform." But we say the very contrary, "This man is no carpenter, for he handles an axe awkwardly." So, if we hear anyone sing badly, we do not say, "Observe how musicians sing," but rather, "This fellow is no musician." It is with regard to philo- sophy alone that people are thus affected. When they see anyone acting contrary to the profession of a philosopher, they do not take away his title ; but laying it down that he is a philosopher, and then assuming from the very fact that he behaves indecently, they infer that philosophy is of no use. "What, then, is the reason of this?" Because we pay some regard to the preconception which we have of a carpenter and a musician and so of other artists, but not of a philosopher, which being thus vague and confused, we judge of it only from external appearances. And of what other art do we take up our judgment from the dress? E. D. iv. 8, I. 330

NOVEMBER 26

AS you would not wish to sail in a large and finely decorated and gilded ship, and sink ; so neither is it eligible to inhabit a grand and sumptuous house, and be in a storm of passions and cares. E. FR. II. AS I bear in mind that I am a part of such anUniverse, I shall not be displeased with any- thing that happens. And as I have relation of kindred to those parts that are of the same kind and nature that I am, so I shall be careful to do nothing that is prejudicial to the community, but in all my deliberations shall they that are of my kind ever be ; and the common good, that, which all my intentions and resolutions shall drive unto, as that which is contrary unto it, I shall by all means endeavour to prevent and avoid. These things once so fixed and concluded, as thou wouldst think him an happy citizen, whose con- stant study and practice were for the good and benefit of his fellow citizens, and the carriage of the city such towards him, that he were well pleased with it ; so must it needs be with thee, that thou shalt live a happy life. M. A. X. 6. 331

NOVEMBER 27

YOU will confer the greatest benefits on your city, not by raising the roofs, but by exalting the souls of your fellow-citizens. For it is better that great souls should live in small habitations than that abject slaves should burrow in great houses. E. FR. 76. AN unmusical person is a child in music ; anilliterate person, a child in learning ; and an untaught one, a child in life. E. D. iii. 19, I. AS it is better to lie straitened for room upona little couch in health, than to toss upon a wide bed in sickness : so it is better to contract yourself within the compass of a small fortune and be happy, than to have a great one and be wretched. E. F. 21. IT is not poverty that causes sorrow, but covetous desires ; nor do riches deliver from fear, but reasoning. If therefore you acquire a habit of reasoning, you will neither desire riches nor complain of poverty. E. FR.

NOVEMBER 28

CHOOSE rather to punish your appetites than to be punished by them. E. FR. 108. WHEN you have shut your doors, and darkenedyour room, remember never to say that you are alone, for you are not ; but God is within, and your genius is within ; and what need have they of Hght to see what you are doing? To this (jod you Hkewise ought to swear such an oath as the soldiers do unto Cffisar. For do they, in order to receive their pay, swear to prefer before all things the safety of C^sar ; and will you not swear, who have received so many and so great favours, or if you have sworn, will you not stand to it ? And what must you swear? Never to disobey, nor accuse, nor murmur at any of the things appointed by him, nor unwillingly to do or suffer anything necessary. Is this oath like the former ? In the first, persons swear not to honour any other be- yond Cffisar; in the last, beyond all, to honour themselves. E. D. i. 14, I. 333

NOVEMBER 29

IT is better to admonish than reproach ; for the one is mild and friendly, the other harsh and affronting ; and the one corrects the faulty, the other only convicts them. E. FR. 102. ALL men are made one for another : eitherthen teach them better, or bear with them. M. A. viii. 56. IN general every faculty is dangerous to weak and uninstructed persons ; as being apt to render them arrogant and elated. For by what method can one persuade a young man who excels in these kinds of study that he ought not to be an appendix to them, but they to him ? E. D. i. 8, I. 334

NOVEMBER 30

CERTAINLY there is nothing better than for a man to confine himself to necessary actions ; to such and so many only, as reason in a nature that knows itself born for society, will command and enjoin. This will not only procure that cheerfulness, which from the goodness, but that also, which from the paucity of actions doth usually proceed. For since it is so, that most of those things, which we either speak or do, are unnecessary ; if a man shall cut them off, it must needs follow that he shall thereby gain much leisure, and save much trouble, and therefore at every action a man must privately by way of admonition suggest unto himself, What? may not this that now I go about, be of the number of unnecessary actions? Neither must he use him- self to cut off actions only, but thoughts and im- aginations also, that are unnecessary ; for so will unnecessary consequent actions the better be prevented and cut off. M. A. iv. 20. 335

DECEMBER 1

NATURE has given man one tongue, but two -' ^ ears, that we may hear twice as much as we speak. Attributed to Epictetus. A^T'HETHER thou speak in the Senate, or * * whether thou speak to any particular person, let thy speech be always grave and modest. But thou must not openly and vulgarly observe that sound and exact form of speaking, concerning that which is truly good and truly evil, the vanity of the world and of worldly men, which otherwise truth and reason both prescribe. M. A. viii. 27. LET not your laughter be much, nor often, nor profuse. E. M. 33. USE thyself when any man speaks unto thee,so to hearken unto him, as that in the interim, thou give not way to any other thoughts \ that so thou mayest (as far as is possible) seem fixed and fastened to his very soul, whosoever he be that speaks unto thee. 336

DECEMBER 2

AS we say commonly, The physician has pre-scribed unto this man, riding ; unto another, cold baths ; unto a third, to go bare foot : so it is alike to say, The Nature of the Universe hath prescribed unto this man sickness, or blindness, or some loss, or damage or some such thing. For as there, when we say of a physician, that he hath prescribed anything, our meaning is, that he hath appointed this for that, as subordinate and conducing to health. M. A. V. 8. ' I ""HEY who have a good constitution of body J- support heats and colds ; and so they who have a right constitution of soul bear the attacks of anger, grief, and immoderate joy, and the other passions. E. FR. 15. 337

DECEMBER 3

THE time of a man's life is as a point ; thesubstance of it ever flowing, the sense ob- scure ; and the whole composition of the body, tending to corruption. His soul is restless, fortune uncertain, and fame doubtful : to be brief, as a stream so are all things belonging to the body ; as a dream, or as a smoke, so are all that belong unto the soul. Our life is a warfare, and a mere pilgrimage. Fame after life, is no better than oblivion. What is it then that will adhere and follow ? Only one thing, Philosophy. And philosophy doth consist in this, for a man to preserve that Spirit which is within him, from all manner of contumelies and injuries, and above all pains or pleasures ; never to do anything either rashly, or feignedly, or hypocritically : wholly to depend from himself, and his own proper actions : all things that happen unto him to embrace con- tentedly, as coming from Him from whom He Himself also came; and above all things, with all meekness and a calm cheerfulness, to expect death, as being nothing else, but the resolution of those Elements, of which every creature is composed. And if the Elements themselves suffer nothing by this their perpetual conversion of one into another, that dissolution, and alteration, which is so common unto all, why should it be feared by any? Is not this according to nature? But nothing that is according to Nature, can be evil. M. A. ii. 15. 33S

DECEMBER 4

'THE soul compasseth the whole world, and J- penetrateth into the Vanity, and mere out- side (wanting substance and solidity) of it, and stretcheth herself unto the infiniteness of eternity ; and the revolution or restoration of all things after a certain period of time, to the same state and place as before, she fetcheth about, and doth comprehend in herself; and considers withal, and sees clearly this, that neither they that shall follow us, shall see any new thing, that we have not seen, nor they that went before, anything more than we : but that he that is once come to forty (if he have any wit at all) can in a manner (for that they are all of one kind,) see all things, both past and future. As proper is it and natural to the soul of man, to love her neighbour, to be true and modest. M. A. xi. I. 339

DECEMBER 5

WHEN children cry if their nurse happensto be absent for a Uttle while, give them a cake, and they forget their grief. Shall we com- pare you to these children, then ? No, indeed. For I do not desire to be pacified by a cake, but by right principles. And what are they? Such as a man ought to study all day long, so as not to be attached to what doth not belong to him ; neither to a friend, to a place, an academy, nor even to his own body, but to remember the law and to have that constantly before his eyes. And what is the divine law? To preserve in- violate what is properly our own, not to claim what belongs to others ; to use what is given us, and not desire what is not given us ; and, when anything is taken away, to restore it readily, and to be thankful for the time you have been per- mitted the use of it, and not cry after it, like a child for its nurse and its mamma. E. D. ii. i6, 3. 340

DECEMBER 6

"POR a man to be proud and high conceited, ^ that he is not proud and high conceited, is of all kinds of pride and presumption the most intolerable. M. A. xii. 20. A X 7"HEN you have brought yourself to supply * ^ the necessities of your body at a small price, do not pique yourself upon it ; nor, if you drink water, be saying upon every occasion, " I drink water." But first consider how much more spar- ing and patient of hardship the poor are than we. But if at any time you would inure yourself by exercise to labour, and bearing hard trials, do it for your own sake, and not for the world ; do not grasp statues, but, when you are violently thirsty, take a little cold water in your mouth, and spurt it out and tell nobody. E. M. 47. IF you would be well spoken of, learn to speak well of others. And, when you have learned to speak well of them, endeavour likewise to do well to them ; and thus you will reap the fruit of being well spoken of by them. E. FR. 6. 341

DECEMBER 7

OMY soul, the time I trust will be, when thoushalt be good, simple, single, more open and visible, than that body by which it is enclosed. Thou wilt one day be sensible of their happiness, whose end is love, and their affections dead to all worldly things. Thou shalt one day be full, and in want of no external thing : not seeking pleasure from anything, either living or insensible, that this World can afford ; neither wanting time for the continuation of thy pleasure, nor place and opportunity, nor the favour either of the weather or of men. When thou shalt have con- tent in thy present estate, and all things present shall add to thy content : when thou shalt per- suade thyself, that thou hast all things ; all for thy good, and all by the providence of the gods : and of things future also shalt be as confident, that all will do well, as tending to the mainten- ance and preservation in some sort, of his perfect welfare and happiness, who is perfection of life, of goodness, and beauty ; Who begets all things, and containeth all things in himself, and in him- self doth recollect all things from all places that are dissolved, that of them he may beget others again like unto them. Such one day shall be thy disposition, that thou shalt be able, both in regard of the gods, and in regard of men, so to fit and order thy conversation, as neither to complain of them at any time, for anything that they do ; nor to do anything thyself, for which thou mayest justly be condemned. M. A. X. I. 342

DECEMBER 8

AS concerning pain : that which is intolerableis soon ended by death ; and that which holds long must needs be tolerable. M. A. vii. 22. WHATSOEVER doth happen unto thee, thouart naturally by thy natural constitution either able, or not able, to bear. If thou beest able, be not offended, but bear it according to thy natural constitution, or as nature hath enabled thee. If thou beest not able, be not offended. For it will soon make an end of thee, and itself, (whatsoever it be) at the same time end with thee. But remember, that whatsoever by the strength of opinion, grounded upon a true apprehension of both true profit and duty, thou canst conceive tolerable : that thou art able to bear by thy natural constitution. M. A. X. 3. 343

DECEMBER 9

ir\0 not you know that both sickness and death -*->' must overtake us? At what employment? The husbandman at his plough ; the sailor on his voyage. At what employment would you be taken ? For, indeed, at what employment ought you to be taken? If there is any better employment at which you can be taken, follow that. For my own part, I would be taken en- gaged in nothing, but in the care of my own faculty of choice ; how to render it undisturbed, unrestrained, uncompelled, free. I would be found studying this, that I may be able to say to God, " Have I transgressed Thy commands ? Have I perverted the powers, the senses, the preconceptions which Thou hast given me ? Have I ever accused Thee, or censured Thy dispensations ?" E. D. iii. 5, I. 344

DECEMBER 10

" T HAVE been sick, because it was Thy pleasure ; -?- and so have others, but I willingly. I have been poor, it being Thy will, but with joy. I have not been in power, because it was not Thy will ; and power I have never desired. Hast Thou ever seen me out of humour upon this account? Have I not always approached thee with a cheerful countenance, prepared to execute Thy commands and the significations of Thy will ? Is it Thy pleasure that I should depart from this assembly? I depart. I give Thee all thanks that Thou hast thought me worthy to have a share in it with Thee ; to behold Thy works, and to join with Thee in comprehending Thy administration." Let death overtake me while I am thinking, while I am writing, while I am reading such things as these. E. D. iii. q. i. 345

DECEMBER 11

AX WHEREVER I go it will be well with me * * there, for it was well with me here, not on account of the place, but of the principles which I shall carry away with me, for no one can deprive me of these ; on the contrary, they alone are my property, and cannot be taken away, and retaining them suffices me wherever I am or whatever I do. " But it is now time to die."?What is it that you call dying? Do not talk of the thing in a tragedy strain, but say, as the truth is, that it is time for a compound piece of matter to be resolved back into its original. And where is the terror of this ? What part of the world is going to be lost? What is going to happen new or prodigious ? Is it for this that a tyrant is formidable ? Is it on this account that the swords of his guards seem so large and sharp ? Try these things upon others. For my part I have examined the whole. No one hath an authority over me. God hath made me free ; I know His commands ; after this no one can enslave me. E. D. iv. 7, 3. 346

DECEMBER 12

'"PHIS is the work, if any, that ought to employ L your master and preceptor, if you had one ; that you should come to him, and say : " Epictetus, we can no longer bear being tied down to this paltry body, feeding and resting and cleaning it, and hurried about with so many low cares on its account. Are not these things indifferent, and nothing to us, and death no evil ? Are not we relations of God, and did we not come from Him ? Suffer us to go back thither from whence we came ; suffer us, at length, to be delivered from these fetters, that chain and weigh us down. Here thieves and robbers, and courts of judicature, and those who are called tyrants, seem to have some power over us, on account of the body and its possessions. Suffer us to show them, that they have no power." And in this case it would be my part to answer : " My friends, wait for God, till He shall give the signal, and dismiss you from this service ; then return to Him. For the present, be content to remain in this post where He has placed you. The time of your abode here is short, and easy to such as are disposed like you. For what tyrant, what robber, what thief, or what courts of judicature are formidable to those who thus account the body and its possessions as nothing? Stay. Depart not inconsiderately." E. D. i. 8, 3. 347

DECEMBER 13

T ET it be thy earnest and incessant care as a ?*?' Roman and a man to perform whatsoever it is that thou art about, with true and unfeigned gravity, natural affection, freedom and justice : and as for all other cares, and imaginations, how thou mayest ease thy mind of them. Which thou shalt do ; if thou shalt go about every action as thy last action, free from all vanity, all passionate and wilful aberration from reason, and from all hypocrisy, and self-love, and dis- like of those things, which by the fates, or ap- pointment of God, have happened unto thee. M. A. 2, 7. 348

DECEMBER 14

I MUST die: and must I die groaning too?? Be fettered. Must it be lamenting too ?? Exiled. And what hinders me, then, but that I may go smiling, and cheerful, and serene ? ? " Betray a secret."? I will not betray it ; for this is in my own power.?"Then I will fetter you."?What do you say, man ? Fetter me ? You will fetter my leg ; but not Jupiter himself can get the better of my choice. " I will throw you into prison : I will behead that paltry body of yours." Did I ever tell you, that I alone had a head not liable to be cut off ? ? These things ought philosophers to study ; these ought they daily to write ; and in these to exercise themselves. E. D. i. I, 6. I WILL dine first, and when the hour comes, then I will die. How ? As becomes one who restores what is not his own. E. D. i. I, 7. 349

DECEMBER 15

T F I can achieve nothing myself, I will not envy -^ another the honour of doing some gallant action. But suppose this to be a strain too high for us ; are not we capable at least of arguing thus??Where shall I fly from death? Show me the place; show me the people to whom I may have recourse, whom death doth not overtake. Show me the charm to avoid it. If there be none, what would you have me do? I cannot escape death; but cannot I escape the dread of it ? Must I die trembling and lamenting ? For the origin of the disease is wishing for some- thing that is not obtained. In consequence of this, if I can bring over externals to my own inclination, I do it; if not, I want to tear out the eyes of whoever hinders me. For it is the nature of man not to bear the being deprived of good ; not to bear the falling into evil. And so, at last, when I can neither bring over things to my own inclination, nor tear out the eyes of him who hinders me, I sit down and groan, and revile him whom I can; Zeus, and the rest of the gods. E. D. i. 27, I. 350

DECEMBER 16

THAT soul which is ever ready, even now presently (if need be) from the body, whether by way of Extinction, or Dispersion, or Continuation in another place and estate to be separated, how blessed, and happy is it ! M. A. xi. 3. HOW many of them who came into the worldat the same time when I did, are already gone out of it ? M. A. vi. 51. /^UR life is reaped like a ripe ear of corn. M. A. vii. 25. WAIT until thy soul shall fall off from thatoutward cloak or skin, wherein as a child in the womb it lieth involved and shut up. M. A. ix. 3. 351

DECEMBER 17

THUS Demetrius said to Nero : "You sentenceme to death ; and nature, you ! " If I place my admiration on body, I give myself up for a slave ; if on an estate, the same ; for I immediately betray myself how I may be taken. Just as when a snake pulls in his head, I say, strike that part of him which he guards : and be you assured, that whatever you show a desire to guard, there your master will attack you. Remember but this, whom will you any longer flatter or fear ? E. D. i. 25, 3. " "DUT your head will be taken off." And will -L) his own always remain on ; or yours, who obey him ?? " But you will be thrown out un- buried." If I am the corpse, I shall be thrown out ; but if I am something else than the corpse, speak more handsomely, as the thing is, and do not think to fright me. These things are frightful to children and fools. E. D. iv. 7, 5. 352

DECEMBER 18

LET that of Heraclitus never be out of thy mind, that the death of earth, is water, and the death of water, is air ; and the death of air, is fire ; and so on the contrary. Remember him also who was ignorant whither the way did lead, and how that Reason being the thing, by which all things in the world are administered, and which men are continually and most inwardly conver- sant with : yet is the thing, which ordinarily they are most in opposition with, and how those things which daily happen among them, cease not daily to be strange unto them, and that we should not either speak, or do anything as men in their sleep, by opinion and bare imagination : for then we think we speak and do, and that we must not be as children, who follow their father's example ; for best reason alleging barely this : As by tradition from our forefathers we have received it. M. A. iv. 37. 353

DECEMBER 19

AS for death, if there be any gods, it is no ^~^ grievous thing to leave the society of men. The gods will do thee no hurt thou mayest be sure. But if it be so that there be no gods, or that they take no care of the world, why should I desire to live in a world void of gods, and of all divine providence ? M. A. ii. 8TTE that feareth Death, either feareth that he -L ^ shall have no sense at all, or that his senses will not be the same. Whereas, he should rather comfort himself, that either no sense at all, and so no sense of evil ; or if any sense, then another life, and so no death properly, M. A. viii. 55. nPHOU must not in matter of death, carry thy- -L self scornfully, but as one that is well pleased with it, as being one of those things that Nature hath appointed. M. A. ix. 3. 354

DECEMBER 20

nnO look back upon things of former ages, as -- upon the manifold changes and conversions of several monarchies and commonwealths. We may also foresee things future, for they shall all be of the same kind ; neither is it possible that they should leave the tune, or break the consort that is now begun, as it were, by these things that are now done and brought to pass in the World. It comes all to one therefore, whether a man be a spectator of the things of this life but forty years, or whether he see them ten thousand years to- gether : for what shall he see more? "And as for those parts that came from the Earth, they shall return unto the Earth again ; and those that came from Heaven, they also shall return unto those heavenly places." M. A. vii. 27. 355

DECEMBER 21

THE brass pot and the earthen pitcher, as thefable says, are an unsuitable match. E. D. iii. 12, 2. IF you wish your children, and your wife, and your friends to live for ever, you are stupid ; for you wish things to be in your power which are not so, and what belongs to others to be your own. So likewise, if you wish your servant to be with- out fault, you are a fool ; for you wish vice not to be vice, but something else. But, if you wish to have your desires undisappointed, this is in your own power. Exercise, therefore, what is in your power. He is the master of every other person who is able to confer or remove whatever that person wishes either to have or to avoid. Who- ever, then, would be free, let him wish nothing, let him decline nothing, which depends on others, else he must necessarily be a slave. E. M. 14. ;56

DECEMBER 22

INCE, at all events, one must die, one must ^^-^ necessarily be found doing something, either tilling, or digging, or trading, or serving a consul- ship, or sick of an indigestion or a flux. At what employment, then, would you have death find you? For my part, I would have it be some humane, beneficent, public-spirited, gallant action. But if I cannot be found doing any such great things, yet, at least, I would be doing what I am incap- able of being restrained from, what is given me to do, correcting myself, improving that faculty which makes use of the appearances of things, to procure tranquillity, and render to the several relations of life their due ; and, if I am so fortunate, advanc- ing to the third topic, a security of judging right. If death overtakes me in such a situation, it is enough for me if I can stretch out my hands to God and say, " The opportunities which Thou hast given me of comprehending and following the rules of Thy administration I have not neglected. As far as in me lay, I have not dishonoured Thee. See how I have used my perceptions, how my pre- conceptions. Have I at any time found fault with Thee ? Have I been discontented at Thy dispensa- tions, or wished them otherwise ? Have I trans- gressed the relations of life ? I thank Thee that Thou hast brought me into being. I am satisfied with the time that I have enjoyed the things whxh Thou hast given me. Receive them back again, and assign them to whatever place Thou wilt ; for they were all Thine, and Thou gavest them to me." E. D. iv. Q. 2. 357

DECEMBER 23

IT were indeed more happy and comfortable, for a man to depart out of this World, having lived all his life long clear from all falsehood, dissimula- tion, voluptuousness, and pride. But if this can- not be, yet is it some comfort for a man joyfully to depart as weary, and out of love with those ; rather than to desire to live, and to continue long in those wicked courses. Hath not yet experience taught thee to fly from the plague? For a far greater plague is the corruption of the mind, than any certain change and distemper of the common air can be. This is a plague of creatures, as they are living creatures ; but that of men as they are men or reasonable. M. A. ix. 2. TOYS and fooleries at home ; wars abroad ;sometimes terror, sometimes torpor, or stupid sloth : this is thy daily slavery. M. A. X. 9. 558

DECEMBER 24

/"^AN death be terrible to him, to whom that ^^-^ only seems good, which in the ordinary course of nature is seasonable ? to him, to whom, whether his actions be many or few, so they be all good, is all one ; and who whether he behold the things of the world being always the same either for many years, or for few years only, is altogether indifferent? O man! as a Citizen thou hast lived, and conversed in this great City the World. Whether just for so many years, or no, what is it unto thee? Thou hast lived (thou mayest be sure) as long as the Laws, and Orders of the City required ; which may be the common comfort of all. Why then should it be grievous unto thee, if (not a Tyrant, nor an unjust Judge, but) the same nature that brought thee in, doth now send thee out of the world? As if the Prjetor should fairly dismiss him from the stage, whom he had taken in to act a while. Oh, but the play is not yet at an end, there are but three Acts yet acted of it? Thou hast well said : for in matter of life, three Acts is the whole Play. Now to set a certain time to every man's acting, belongs unto Him only, who as first He was of thy composition, so is now the cause of thy dissolution. As for thyself, thou hast to do with neither. Go thy ways then well pleased and con- tented : for so is He that dismisseth thee. M. A. xii. 27. 359

DECEMBER 25

XJOW hast thou carried thyself hitherto towards -"- -' the Gods ? towards thy Parents ? towards thy Brethren ? towards thy Wife ? towards thy Children ? towards thy Masters ? thy foster Fathers ? thy Friends ? thy Domestics ? thy Servants ? Is it so with thee, that hitherto thou hast neither by word nor deed wronged any of them ? Remember withal through how many things thou hast already passed, and how many thou hast been able to endure ; so that now the Legend of thy life is full, and thy charge is accomplished. Again, how many truly good things have certainly by thee been discerned? how many pleasures, how many pains hast thou passed over with contempt ? how many things ex- ternally glorious hast thou despised ? towards how many perverse unreasonable men, hast thou carried thyself kindly, and discreetly ? M. A. V. 25. 360

DECEMBER 26

T^EATH is a cessation from the impressions of -*--' the senses, the tyranny of the passions, the errors of the mind, and the servitude of the body. M. A. vi. 26. T S any man so foolish as to fear change, to which J- all things that once were not owe their being ? And what is it, that is more pleasing and more familiar to the nature of the Universe ? How couldst thou thyself use thy ordinary hot baths, should not the wood that heateth them first be changed ? How couldst thou receive any nourish- ment from those things that thou hast eaten, if they should not be changed ? Can anything else almost (that is useful and profitable) be brought to pass without change ? How then dost not thou perceive, that for thee also, by death, to come to change, is a thing of the very same nature, and as necessary for the nature of the Universe ? M. A. vii. 15. 361

DECEMBER 27

THE time when thou shalt have forgotten all things, is at hand. And that time also is at hand, when thou thyself shalt be forgotten by all. Whilst thou art, apply thyself to that especially which unto man as he is a man, is most proper and agreeable, and that is, for a man even to love them that transgress against him. This shall be, if at the same time that any such thing doth happen, thou call to mind, that they are thy Kinsmen ; that it is through ignorance and against their wills that they sin ; and that within a very short while after, both thou and he shall be no more. But above all things, that he hath not done thee any hurt ; for that by him thy mind and understanding is not made worse or more vile than it was before. M. A. vii. i6. 362

DECEMBER 28

IF thou shouldst live 3000, or as many as 10,000 of years, yet remember this, that man can part with no Ufe properly, save with that little part of life, which he now lives : and that which he lives, is no other, than that which at every instant he parts with. That then which is longest of duration, and that which is shortest, come both to one effect. For although in regard of that which is already past there may be some inequality, yet that time which is now present and in being, is equal unto all men. And that being it which we part with whensoever we die, it doth manifestly appear, that it can be but a moment of time, that we then part with. For as for that which is either past or to come, a man cannot be said properly to part with it. For how should a man part with that which he hath not? E. D. ii. 12. 363

DECEMBER 29

A 1/"HY are ears of corn produced, if it be not to * ^ ripen ? and why do they ripen, if not to be reaped ? For they are not separate individuals. If they were capable of sense, do you think they would wish never to be reaped ? It would be a curse upon ears of corn not to be reaped : and we ought to know, that it would be a curse upon man not to die ; like that of not ripening, and not being reaped. Since, then, it is necessary for us to be reaped, and we have, at the same time, under- standing to know it, are we angry at it ? E. D. ii. 6, 2. 364

DECEMBER 30

"jVrO great thing is brought to perfection sud- -' ^ denly, when not so much as a bunch of grapes or a fig is. If you tell me that you would at this minute have a fig, I will answer you, that there must be time. Let it first blossom, then bear fruit, then ripen. Is then the fruit of a fig- tree not brought to perfection suddenly, and in one hour : and would you possess the fruit of the human mind in so short a time, and without trouble ? I tell you, expect no such thing. E. D. i. 15, 2. \ X T^ORD after word, every one by itself, must * * the things that are spoken be conceived and understood ; and so the things that are done, pur- pose after purpose, every one by itself likewise, M. A. vii. 4. 365

DECEMBER 31

WHERE, then, is the great good or evil ofman? Where his difiference is. If this is preserved, and remains well fortified, and neither honour, fidelity, nor judgment is destroyed, then he himself is preserved likewise ; but when any of these are lost and demoHshed, he himself is lost also. In this do all great events consist. Paris, they say, was undone, because the Greeks invaded Troy and laid it waste, and his family were slain in battle. By no means ; for no one is undone by an action not his own. All that was only laying waste the nests of storks. But his true undoing was, when he lost the modest, the faithful, the hospitable, and the decent char- acter. When was Achilles undone? When Patroclus died? By no means. But when he gave himself up to rage ; when he wept over a girl; when he forgot that he came there not to get mistresses, but to fight. This is human undoing; this is the siege; this the overthrow: our right principles are ruined, when these are destroyed. E. D. i. 28, 4. 366